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Diaper check please
I don't have any recent pictures of myself, sorry.. Here is one from the coucherequin archives ^^

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You mentioned that you have to wear diapers to bedwetting and I'm curious, do you have to wear them to school or no? Sorry to hear that you were bullied while in primary school.
Hello, thank you for the ask <3
This is a small misunderstanding, I think. Yes, I couldn't stay dry at night until around age ~7, but this didn't extend into the day or into school. Don't worry about the bullying ^^, it was a long time ago, I'm an adult now with my own adult worries and wishes. Life goes on, and our quest continues!
Welcome back! You've been gone for a long time.
How are you doing? Health? Life changes? Share what's comfortable...of course.
(I've also been absent for awhile...recovering from a mishap...long healing)
Thank you for the Ask and for caring about me through sending your messages and comments ❤️. I try to answer all of them as soon as I can. Though, sometimes it takes me a week or more to gather the mental energy to properly commit to tumblr ^^
I was holding this Ask back, cus I had wanted to write about a personal thing, though I decided to put those words into a separate post, right before this one.
I hope that you're doing okay, you said "recoering from a mishap, long healing"; that does not sound good!!!
Hm, well, there's many things that I could write again; but I'm tired right now and I wanna stay positive. My work contract is gonna expire soon, and I still don't have a new contract yet. I'm soliciting a lot and I've had a few interviews but it kinda sucks being told I'm not experienced enough, especially considering I'm 35 years old and have 11 years work experience... Though, such arguments can be said without logical basis, if the real argument is too ugly (or illegal) to mention. On the one hand I don't really mind being unemployed for a few months, it'd really make me able to relax a bit (I think), catch up on so much of life, though on the other hand I also kinda worry that I'd just need to continue my current research work unpaid which I don't really want to do. My boss was already mentioning that I can take my work laptop home with me after my contract ends. Well, of course I wanna see my work projects finished, and preferably with me as first-author on the publications, though I don't really wanna put hundreds of hours of my free time into it. Hm, well, let's see about that. If you're wondering what I'm talking about; I work as a postdoc right now, which is sort-of a research position that you do after you've completed a PhD; you're not yet an assistant professor, but you already have a doctorate. It's like a no-man's land where everything is possible but at the same time nothing is possible cus you don't have project grants. I learned a lot during this period, but I also learned about all my physical and mental limits, even more so than what I did during my doctorate. Hm, but I'm also not the 25-year old kiddo anymore who'd work 7 days per week until 10 pm xD, I just don't have the stamina any more. At least, if I continue too long, I just crash the next day. I still do love what I do; doing lab work, analysing data, writing manuscripts; I've always loved doing these things and I'd continue doing it forever if my finances allowed for it. As for whether I actually wanted to move into a professorship position; well I doubt it. But, we can only write our own destiny so far.
Talking about writing; I realize that my casual writing here on tumblr isn't of very high quality, but I am finally allocating a bit of my time to writing a novel ^^. I'm not sure yet whether I'd wanna share that here, but I can still mention that I'm working on it. It's been such a breath of fresh energy into my life to devote my time into such a passion project.
It isn't a nsfw novel, though. My favorite writing style is multi-POV where each chapter is written from a strict first-person POV, i.e. the reader sees the world through the eyes of that character. What it enforces is a distinct thinking/speaking style, but also a very strict set of rules governing how characters only know about facts and events if they have heard about it, even though the reader knows much more than that. I think that creates an unusual tension that is unique to this writing style. This first novel is sort-of an exploration phase, as it's my first long-format work that isn't purely scientific. I was aiming for around 150.000 words, and I'd say that I'm roughly halfway with the work right now. If you want to, you could tell me whether I should publish it somewhere, or just keep it to myself for now ^^.
As for other stuff... I'm planning to go to Dokomi soon ^^. I always forget to post to tumblr during anime conventions, though maybe it's also for the best that I don't.. And then a little while after that, I'm gonna go to Japan Expo Paris !!! So much fun things upcoming
I've been meaning to write about something for a long time. It kinda even puts me on edge (as in, mildly stressful, not the sexual kind), not knowing whether it'll be received well or with distaste. I've never hidden my body beyond what isn't allowed on tumblr. That is to say; as tumblr doesn't actually allow nsfw, or maybe it does; I still don't really understand considering all the accounts that get removed left and right, I've mostly tried to sketch a cute persona of myself as coucherequin / requincouche. Notwithstanding, the person in the photos and the person behind the writing is me. It's who I am. None of my pictures are generated, and the photo editing I do is limited to colors, highlights, and other typical raw-ish photo edits, and blurring of my face for preserving my privacy. That way, I feel comfortable, and safe. However, for as long as I can remember, I have never been myself and I have never felt comfortable with myself. It's a feeling that I never understood, and misattributed to various things; clothing, hairstyle, make-up, skin care, jewelry, shoes, accessories, and probably other stuff. During my teenage years, and into my late 20s, I masked the feelings with (over) studying and (over) working myself. It worked, for the most part, though it left me quite lonely and unfulfilled (and tired xD). At age 23, I finally was able to move out, and I started living on my own. I wanted to find a solution to my feelings. I visited a dermatologist to get my acne treated, and a skin-care specialist (not sure what they're called) to treat scarring. I visited an ophthalmologists to get surgery for strabismus. I changed my dietary habits to be as healthy as possible becoming mostly vegetarian. I pushed myself to attend every event and party that I wanted to, but previously never dared to. I pushed myself to try to have as much fun as possible. I started sharing my home with others, as a way to share costs but also to socialize. I think that it helped me to grow as a person. I think that it also helped me to understand others better, enjoy my life more, feel that I have agency over myself, and many other good stuff. Though, I continued to overwork myself to mask my feelings.
Despite my best efforts, a lot of activities that were supposed to be fun just weren't actually fun to me. I could be sitting at a restaurant with friends, enjoying the food, and then it'd hit me that I don't actually enjoy the food cus I thought that the food is wasted on me, I think that everyone dislikes me, and I want to go home. The fun I had felt mostly fake. I considered many times to get professional help for it, but I never dared to. For the next few years this remained as-is. I pushed myself hard to have fun, and I'm sure that I smiled and laughed at times, though upon returning home the feeling was the same. I'm not sure what ultimately broke me and convinced me to get help; my dear cat passing away, amazing friends being there for me, enduring me, and giving me advice, moving to a new home, or just the realization that there is nothing beyond this life. If I don't enjoy it, I either accept it or try my best to change something. Talking about myself to a psy was challenging, cus I've self-taught myself a lot of bad and good coping mechanisms over the years that prevent me from thinking and talking about myself. And the thought that I'm wasting their time and resources never quite left me. We've gone over and ruled out a lot of things; childhood trauma (see also my other blog posts if you want more of my overshare xD, though I did not discuss bedwetting or littlespace with them cus that is a step too far for me), autism (which I don't have, though I still show a little bit of it according to them), and depression (which would be an easy conclusion considering what I just wrote). What we landed on, and what I had prepared myself for as I had suspected it for a long time, is gender dysphoria. The thing is, that I've socially been living as a woman for a long time, and I certainly don't look like a male in any of my pictures. However, virilization is getting to me and it's getting more difficult now that I'm in my 30s. After consultation, I started hrt last year, and it has made such an improvement to my mental health (and to my physical appearance), I almost can't believe it myself. There's whole books that I can write about this, but I feel that I have already overshared enough for one blog post. Thank you for reading my message. I hope that you're well. Love yourself <3
I opened my onesie for you ^^
your outfit is so cute omg! I need those bottoms...
Thank you ₊˚⊹♡
They're bloomers ^^. I got them for cosplay, but they work really well for littlespace, too
yeah I know they're bloomers, I really like bloomers. They're very cute and poofy :3
It goes well together with a short skirt, when it comes to cosplay ^^
I dunno in which scenario you'd wear it outside of cosplay. Maybe as night-wear?

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🤔 Is my hair getting too long?
Only if you think so, I on the other hand am rather jealous of the length. Mine always got stuck at shoulder length. My dreams of being in a grunge or metal band were never to be fulfilled lol.
xD hm I think that I underand the sentiment. I've caught my (male) colleagues at work a few times, discussing how they dislike their own balding as they're getting into their late 20s and early 30s. They'd be joking about getting hair trasplants and whatnot... I don't think that I'll ever understand the dread of hairloss (cus probably I'll never have it, and definitely not male-pattern hairloss cus you know...😂).
Long hair sure has this stereotype of rocker / metal musician, but I don't think that I give off that feeling? At least, I just wanna appear cute and girlie. In every day life I have it bound together, cus it's more practical, but having it loose feels very liberating and cute.
It does take a long time to take care of, if I wanna do it properly. I don't have curly hair, but I have a fairly strong twist in it, that I need to even out at least once every few days with a straightening iron. If I keep it curled, it just ends up tangled and very frizzy. Though, it is a bit relaxing to comb myself (or be combed by someone else)
You have always given a cute motif so have no fear there haha.
And ooo boy you are right about baldness, my grandfather was completely bald by 20. I am lucky to still have a full head of thick and curly hair at my age (40's).
That is a good amount of work but if you enjoy the finished product as well, I encourage you to keep it long.
I wonder what it even feels like to go bald? Like, do guys just... accept it as part of ageing? Do they feel sad about it? Is it just a (albeit permanent) change in style? Do men still wear wigs to compensate for it?
I'm so intrigued by it lol.
Poor shark is being CRUSHED by me
° ^ °
Do you think that he minds it when I'm on top of him?
Looks like he's loving it!
Sure seems like it ^^
Do you speak french ???
Seems like it? 😄 Is it really that strange for a European to speak more than 1 language? I prefer speaking Dutch cus it's the easiest for me, but there aren't that many people in this World willing to cope with reading Dutch
This is a picture of me wearing a Tykables Unicorn. I miss having those diapers 🩷
Ik zou eigenlijk ietsjes vaker berichtjes in het Nederlands moeten schrijven ^^. Soms voel ik alsof het halve internet zowat in het Engels geschreven is, en dan voelt alles zo vreemd en afstandelijk
Iets in je eigen taal lezen voelt meteen een stuk meer huiselijk en vertrouwd... Het woordje 'luier' heeft voor mij ook een stuk meer betekenis dan 'couche' of 'nappy' xD. Alhoewel baby'tje zowat hetzelfde is in andere talen dus in dat geval maakt het niet zo veel uit.
Wat is jouw gevoel hierover?
Hugging time with the shark ^^
Huh? Does it look inviting?
So ???
Go ahead, sit down on it !!
That diaper isn't gonna tape itself !

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@requincouche How are you doing? If you can't post pictures that are 18+ ion here? Maybe try Twitter or Bluesky.
Diaper check too please.
Well I have a twitter account, but I don't have time to use both tumblr and twitter, I'm afraid. And I dunno what tumblr is up to. Last time they banned my account for posting 18+, so probably one day it's also gonna happen to this account. At that point, you might never see my again
@requincouche How long that you have been wearing diapers?
being a little is my factory default. I didn't "become" one, it's always been a part of me since my first memory ^^
The origin is like a mix of me bedwetting as a kid (and wearing diapers for that, late into my childhood), likely caused by a few really stressful periods due to moving homes and being bullied in primary school.
Just to be clear, I don't see ab/dl as a personal flaw. It's a hobby, it's a fetish, it's my way of relaxing after a long week, it's a natural part of me. I'm not gonna say "it's who I am", cus anyone including me is so multifaceted that there's not a single one thing that defines my identity. I'd never be able to give up my littlespace, and I'm not going to. If for whatever reason my partner wouldn't accept that part of me and wouldn't allow me to do it; sorry this relationship will not work out, goodbye.
Reblogging this one <3
Hi, are you ok? You've been quiet for quite awhile now. Everyone needs to take a break now & then so just checking & hope all is well.
I'm so sorry for being quiet for so long. Thank you so much for the Ask! It makes me really happy, to see that so many people have sent me an Ask during the few weeks that I was taking my involuntary sabbatical... (I'm exaggerating here, of course, 😊). It's really sweet and heartwarming to read.
I think that I'm okay... No need to worry about the sharkgirl. It's been a challenging few months with a lot of ups and downs. I think that it's best that I write about my experiences in a separate blog post. However, to answer your question directly; my health is fine, i'm still currently employed and being paid, my home is intact, the dolls are in me bed or in the chair next to my bed, the blahaj is looking forward to being held by me every day, so that we can sleep in my bed together, and my littlespace welcomes me just as much as always! °^°
I hope that I'm still in people's minds, and I can still inspire people to try getting into their own Littlespace... I'll forever be around ^^
Bedankt, @diaperprincess94 en iedereen die heeft bijgedragen aan 10000 reblogs!
xD kennelijk heb ik cumulatief nu 10.000 reblogs op m'n requincouche account. Koelio?
I'm really grateful ^^. I'll never be able to thank everyone individually, but I'll do my best to respond to any text message individually when I can
Poor shark is being CRUSHED by me
° ^ °
Do you think that he minds it when I'm on top of him?
Nice pink plastic pants 😀
Yeah... seeing myself in this picture, it does seem like I'm fully enclosed ^^
😳 oh
Just showing off...🤗
Showing off what, exactly?
My legs? My torso? my feet? (oops, shouldn't have shown my feet)
or.. perhaps.. my diaper? I'd rather show you a diaper than my feet xD
You are "showing off" pride that you are a well-behaved AB.
Diaper check? 🤗
I am a very well-behaved little 🙏

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🤔 Is my hair getting too long?
Only if you think so, I on the other hand am rather jealous of the length. Mine always got stuck at shoulder length. My dreams of being in a grunge or metal band were never to be fulfilled lol.
xD hm I think that I underand the sentiment. I've caught my (male) colleagues at work a few times, discussing how they dislike their own balding as they're getting into their late 20s and early 30s. They'd be joking about getting hair trasplants and whatnot... I don't think that I'll ever understand the dread of hairloss (cus probably I'll never have it, and definitely not male-pattern hairloss cus you know...😂).
Long hair sure has this stereotype of rocker / metal musician, but I don't think that I give off that feeling? At least, I just wanna appear cute and girlie. In every day life I have it bound together, cus it's more practical, but having it loose feels very liberating and cute.
It does take a long time to take care of, if I wanna do it properly. I don't have curly hair, but I have a fairly strong twist in it, that I need to even out at least once every few days with a straightening iron. If I keep it curled, it just ends up tangled and very frizzy. Though, it is a bit relaxing to comb myself (or be combed by someone else)
Is your hair getting too long?
I always liked long, dark, full bodied hair on women, and yours looks perfect. So no, it's not too long in that perspective.
However, maintenance is another consideration. I once had a pony tail (in the distant age when long hair was totally in vogue for young men). It was a hassle to maintain and also unconfortable in hot weather. I eventually cut it for those reasons (as well as changing social norms).
Your long beautiful hair definitely makes you look "cute and girly". I also expect that your hair makes you feel "sensual" in terms of simply enjoying the beauty and feel of yourself and other things in your world.
As always, let it "shine"! 💕
... ... ... ...
[I'm happy that both my cat and I still have our hair as we age. . . . . it's so sensual! 😁 .. 😺 ]
P.S. I still think you would look cute with side ponytails...(perhaps in a parallel universe.) Perhaps you agree, as you once wore them in some pics in your gallery.
. . But still sorry for saying this again . . 💕 . . 🙏
Thank you for the extended message <3. It's very sweet of you.
I honestly don't know what 'sensual' means in this context xD. I'm not trying to attract a mate, by having a certain hair style. Though, perhaps I have the wrong idea about what sensual means.
The "uncomfortable in hot" weather thing is real, though I think hot weather is uncomfortable no matter what so having a bit of extra hair probably doesn't matter much? Needing to take care of it is real, of course, and if you don't enjoy that aspect at all then that'll weigh you down...
xD personally I don't think that my hair is 'beautiful', it gets very frizzy after only a short time to brushing it, especially when it's dry and windy. I dunno how other people do it. If I leave it very greasy it still gets frizzy so it's not that.
I'll try to let myself shine <3
Hugging time with the shark ^^
I dunno why, but I really like these pictures of myself ^^
just a simple picture of myself, which I hope that I can look back onto to fondly when I move out of my home or move on in life...
Yes! 💕
Baby steps.... when "looking back" was a short time ago...yesterday...today. Being grateful ... for being.
Hm. Well. I try my best to take care of myself, to take good photos, to pose properly, to appear positive and full of energy.
Maybe when I'm 50 years old I'll have accepted myself fully. Though, by then I'll have a deteriorated body xD. Or maybe not, I try my best to also take care of my health, and I hope that I'll keep my fitness for another few decades. I think that throughout my 20s and the first half of my 30s, I've been fine and I could rely on my body just dealing with everything I throw at it. Late nights, long travels, few sleeping hours, skipped meals, long working hours... The only thing that I notice so far, is that I get exhaustion-induced headaches / migraines a lot more frequently. I also think that I have mildly elevated blood pressure, unfortunately. Every time I measure myself, I tend to be in the 130/85 to 135/90 range which is technically above the 120/80 base threshold, but it's below the 140/90 threshold which is considered clinically hypertension. I dunno what to do about that. All the classic risk factors aren't relevant to me; I don't smoke, I don't drink alcohol, I give myself daily excercise, I don't eat meat, I eat vegetables and fruit every day, I'm 'young', and I'm not overweight/obese. I think that I'm just anxious, or maybe it's a family thing.. Medication isn't indicate for mild elevated blood pressure, either, cus the side effects are also not good for your health. ^^;; I try not to worry about it, though I do measure myself once per week to keep track of it over-time. I'm trying hand-grip excercises for lowering my blood pressure right now, to see if that helps, though so far I am not seeing an effect of it on my readings. Kinda sucks. Ah well, let's make the best of it ^^
Dear reguincouche,.. i read you're message started with (and i quote) :" Maybe when I'm 50 years old I'll have accepted myself fully. Though,..." I truely wonder,... when you do you start to life? i see only check points and commands to,... as i do not live,... i am a slave of,... not need to respond,.. it is only my wondering,..
Yeah... It makes me happy that between all the littlespace and kink, that there is still down-to-earth observant and caring messages. Thank you
I'm sorry for making people worry so much about me. Sometimes I'm not doing so well, but I try to make the best of it, and to lead a fulfilling life with family and friends ^^.
Thank you for being there for me, always