REn, Dreamer

what a boring state of mind.

When it's the last time I tread my self a health mind treatment, "a lonely night reading book, music and whiskey and smoke some Gudang Garam cigarettes'?

5-6 years I cant remember, since my favorite bar spot got closed, these days it's rarely have a bar that meet my need, or because i'm too busy working without rest?

tonight, such a boring night of me and some old memories, remind me of the time while i'm being alone all the time, spend my night out, talking to myself most of it, thinking, reading, drinking, smoking and wandering sometime.

back home after thinking out a bit, pouring myself a glass of Black Bush, light up my favorite Garam, fill my thought with smoke of these kretek leaves, sit down and start looking at my boring self.

“I am not forcing anything on anyone. They are merely practicing a faith they decided to believe in of their own free will. Tell me, why do you think people believe in God? Because they want to. It’s not easy living in an ugly corrupt world. There is no certainty, nothing to hope for. People are lost, so they reach out. Don’t you get it? God didn’t create humans. No, it’s humans that created God.”

“Do you want to know the greatest and also the worst device that humans ever invented? It’s television. Television controls people by bombarding them with information until they lose their sense of reality. Now television itself has become the new religion. Television has created a people who believe instantly in dramatic fantasies who can be controlled by tiny dots of light.”

Flowery.

A portal?

A fight?

A line between good and bad?

Sun and blackhole?

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