leave me alone

idk how yall do severe restriction bc ive eaten like 900-1000 for the past three days and im already on the verge of passing out every time i stand up (yes i have low blood pressure)

i went fully vegan since i was last on here (i was already mostly plant based but i’ve fully committed now) and it has actually been such a positive change in my life

IM OUT OF BMI 21 JAIL!!! BMI 20 HERE I COME

i've been inactive recently cause i was stuck maintaining but i locked back in this week and i'm down half a kilo overnight :))

i wouldn't wish the pain of being a fat ugly extrovert on my worst fucking enemy. the way people look at me genuinely makes me wanna die. what am i a fucking leper????

guys i fear i don't hate myself enough.... feeling like my life is genuinely not worth living bc i will never have the same fulfilling life experiences others do. bc of how pathetic and disgusting i am 🙃🙃🙃

is there something fundamentally repulsive about me? will anyone ever find me desirable?

got my iced americano and i'm pretty sure they used regular vanilla syrup instead of the sugar free one 🙃🙃🙃 watch me start lying to baristas about having diabetes so this doesn't happen again

i... did a muscle-up today?? for the first time??? it was the ugliest muscle up of all time but i got on top of the bar so ...

i turn 25 in a month 😭😭😭😭😭 wtf

my life is so good right now in every other way that it's making me even more aware of how SICK and tired i am of being single ://

guys i just had the best climbing session of my life... after a long weekend of eating properly and not over-exercising... maybe this ⭐️ing thing really isn't worth it....