Drowning in my Thoughts

he fell first, but she fell harder, slow burn, strangers to friends to lovers, long distance relationship, angst, drama, reunited, happy ending, 300k words. when?

And once again, I've been reminded of you. Subtle lingering thoughts of nothing in particular, somehow reminded me of you.

When I confessed to you, what did you think of me? Was I just some weirdo that fell for you? Did you hate me for it? Or was it never really a big of a deal for you?

I want to go to the beach at 2:00 am and walk on those boardwalk things that extend a few meters into the sea with you and shout all these feelings I feel towards you. I guess, telling you just wasn't enough to remove it.

The thought of you knowing that I like you makes me insane.

Why can't I keep my cool whenever I'm with you? It seems like I'm just a fool, running away from what's true.

I thought if I told you, I'd forget about you. Boy, I was wrong. It made me think of you even more.