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“Even if you cut your wrist, atleast you’re still desperately clinging to life. I don’t look down on that kind of person.”

“When I close my eyes, it’s completely black. But the darkness with you is bliss.”

ー Makkurayami de Kimi to (Takanashi Morimichi)

Old Xian update of [19 Days] translated by Yaoi-BLCD. Join us on the yaoi-blcd scanlation team discord chatroom  or 19 days fan chatroom!

Fucking He Tian.

That bastard made him soaked in tomato sauce from head to toe then he even dared to faint and left him alone with the cleaning. Mo Guan Shan had seriously considered to leave him there on the cold kitchen floor and go home without saying anything. That dark haired devil would have deserved it.

He is such a piece of shit.

Guan Shan angrily threw the dirty papers to the bin and walked back to the still unconscious boy. He Tian’s face was kind of peaceful and innocent while lying there motionless and Guan Shan just wanted to punch him again. He didn’t want to think about the slight remorse that filled his chest. Maybe – just maybe – he didn’t want to hurt He Tian that extent but that fucking bastard just provoked him. And is he really that sick that he can’t even bear a blow in the face? What the hell happened to his strength?

Guan Shan looked at him with unreadable eyes for a while then suddenly nudged He Tian’s arm.

“Wake up, you chicken dick.” He Tian didn’t respond at first so he slapped the other boy’s arm again. “Don’t fucking play with me, I know you are awake.”

It was just a vague guess but whether it was true or not He Tian’s face frowned at his words and he slowly opened his eyes. Mo Guan Shan had to admit to himself that the idiot truly looked sick. His face was not that menacing like any other time. But he still looked like a fucking jerk.

“Hey, Little Mo~.” The idiot smiled at him with his stupid shit eating grin like nothing happened. His eyes darted slowly to his own chest and surprise appeared in his grey gaze. “Wow, did you cover me to not catch a cold? How considerate and sweet of you~.”

Mo Guan Shan’s face immediately heated up with embarrassment. Fuck.

“Shut the fuck up.” He said awkwardly and quickly moved away from He Tian’s side. “I had enough of your bullshit for today. I am leaving.”

A stupid pout appeared on He Tian’s face and it made him even more childish. He looked like a little boy at that moment, lying on the floor so vulnerable.

“And leave me in this state?” He started in an offended voice which Guan Shan considered so fake and irritating. “I can’t even stand up, you made me so weak with that punch, Momo… Now you have to take care of me properly.” He Tian’s pout turned into a demanding and self-aware smile. “Put me in bed and make me a delicious dinner~.”

Mo Guan Shan seriously wanted to hit him again.

“Fuck you. Like hell I will do.” He stated with irritation. “Where did your fucking dad go? Ask him to help you, I am not your fucking nurse or cook!”

Seriously, what the hell is He Tian thinking? He fucking ruined his whole day, tricked him to come here for nothing, wrecked his clothes and now is he demanding to cook for him and playing nurse? Where were his fucking parents? It would have been their job to take care of him when he is fucking sick. Such rich people and still fucking useless.

He Tian’s eyes went wide with confusion at his question. Even his stupid grin froze on his face.

“My dad?” He asked in a strange, dark tone which made Mo Guan Shan shiver. Fuck, I asked something wrong? But in a few moments He Tian’s face became soft again. Looked like he understood something, and the idiotic smile came back to his lips. “Oh, you misunderstood. That was my brother, not my father.”

He Tian chuckled and Mo Guan Shan felt even more embarrassed than before. Why he didn’t think about that? Fuck, it didn’t really matter anyway, he was still right about the boy’s family.

“Whatever.” He tried to look unconcerned but he couldn’t let go of his anger. “Why the hell did he leave his sick brother alone? Your family seriously suck.”

Fuck, maybe I shouldn’t say that. Mo Guan Shan winced as he remembered the last time he insulted He Tian’s family. They were in school and He Tian kicked him in the stomach and he totally deserved it. Now he waited for the other boy to stand up and give him a huge kick again or punch him in the face.

To his biggest surprise He Tian remained on the floor silent. He didn’t say anything for a few seconds, just smiling at him but under that smile there was something strange which made Mo Guan Shan’s chest tighten. But that strange thing was only there for a moment because in the next second he became that carefree person again that Mo Guan Shan knew.

“Aww, are you worrying about me that much?” He Tian asked with the biggest smile on his face. “So sweet.”

What?! Mo Guan Shan forgot about He Tian’s family immediately. What the hell is he talking about again? Fuck. Now he really just wanted to go home.

“What the fuck gives you this stupid idea?” he asked nervously as he avoided the other boy’s gaze. He Tian’s grin became even wider and even though he was still lying on the floor, it felt like that he was standing above Mo Guan Shan and looking down on him. Like the predator he was.

“Well, you even told me today that you like me.” He Tian stated matter-of-factly and his eyes was gleaming in the shadowy kitchen. He looked so content and self-conscious.

Mo Guan Shan’s heart almost fell out of his chest in that moment.

“What the heck are you talking about? I-I didn’t say such a chicken dick thing!” His voice was fucking trembling and he hated himself for that. And that fucking bastard was still smiling at him knowingly.

“’He Tian! Actually I don’t hate you that much.’ I made a print screen of your message.”

Guan Shan felt that the blood rushing to his face. He probably looked like a ripe tomato in that moment. What an irony!

“Fuck you, that… that doesn’t mean that I like you. You can go to hell.” He shouted and this time he completely turned away from the boy and started moving towards the front door.

Fuck. That fucking picture about that idiot’s fucking tomato sauce-y hand. He really, truly hates him. Always playing stupid pranks on him, he had enough of him.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

Mo Guan Shan almost reached the door when suddenly he felt a strong grip on his arm. Shit.

“Hey, wait…” He Tian stood in front of him, his smile disappeared from his face and seriousness appeared in his grey eyes. He looked kind of pale in the dim evening light.

“Just stay for a bit…” He asked slowly and his voice were calm but pleading. Quiet.

Mo Guan Shan swallowed.

“Why the fuck should I stay?” He looked into He Tian’s desperate eyes and he really didn’t understand the boy in front of him. “You are totally fine on your own.”

He Tian’s hand was still on Guan Shan’s arm and his grip was so strong that it almost hurt. But Mo Guan Shan didn’t say a word and he didn’t flinch. He just watched He Tian – the real He Tian – finally without any fakeness. He was tired and hurt… and so fucking lonely. A little boy who was sick and needed somebody to take care of him.

“Maybe I am not that fine on my own.” He started slowly, put an emphasis on every word. “And maybe I also don’t hate you that much.”

He Tian lowered his gaze, and his hands went down from Mo Guan Shan’s elbow to his hands. The dark haired boy silently entwined their fingers and slowly stroked the soft skin under his thumb. He didn’t look up.

Mo Guan Shan’s heart was crazily beating in his chest. He wanted to pull away his hand, he really wanted to. He wanted to push off the bastard. He wanted to run away, as far from this evil boy as possible. This was fucking dangerous. A trap. He knew it.

But for a strange reason he didn’t do anything. He didn’t pull away. Maybe he didn’t really want to. Maybe it was true after all that he doesn’t really hate him that much.

Maybe.

“Fuck.”

Title: Kiyona Yubisaki, Bukiyona Tsumasaki ⚣ Nimble Fingers, Awkward Nails ⚣ 器用な指先、不器用な爪先 Chapter: 2-3 Artist/Mangaka: Sakuragi Yaya Rating: 16+ Language: English Download: Here Summary: Ichigaya and Tomoki are high school students, they don’t really know each other. One day Tomoki falls asleep during class and wakes up to find that the “cool” Ichigaya has painted his nails with a classmates polish. The only way to get it off it to go to the home of Ichigaya. There Tomoki steps into the lonely life of Ichigaya.

Here is the masterpost of all the stage plays I have on offer with the links. Other than you see here I don’t have any other plays. So please don’t ask me for them.

All links are under the cut! (So please don’t message me for them)

The cast of Adekan Stage Play has been announced.

Yoshiwara Shiro - Mizusawa Kento Yamada Kojiro - Suehara Takuma Yoshiwara Anri - Mikami Shun Mutsukuchi - Tanoue Marina Tachibana Shinzo - Hayashino Takeshi Aragami Saburota - Haba Ryosuke Yamada Aguri - Komaki Mako Saotome Mizuhiko - Horikoshi Ryo Uryu Natsuki - Izaki Ryujiro Uryu Fuyuharu - Kuranuki Masahiro

Uryu Fuyuharu is from The Twentieth Story.

Boy band Team Shinsengumi with Hachisuka Kotetsu in the “Musical Touken Ranbu ~Itsukushima Shrine~” performance

Sato Ryuji as Kashuu Kiyomitsu

Torigoe Yuki as Yamatonokami Yasusada

Arisawa Shoutarou as Izuminokami Kanesada

Ogoe Yuuki as Horikawa Kunihiro

Takahashi Kensuke as Hachisuka Kotetsu

Thank you for the feast Shunya.

Sad this is the last one but it was probably the best one. Sanjo messing about is the best sort of sanjo.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B-QZmbRMjKKeWm5oVTB3UG9NdEk/view?usp=sharing

Blog entry: http://ameblo.jp/takagi-tomoyuki/entry-12239560968.html

My travel diary ④ will be about those Touken Danshi.

The sequence..

It’s hard to decide..

Kondou, Hijikata, Okita I will go in that order (*^^*)

Hachisuka (Kensuke)

We always messed around with each other (LOL) Even though he’s always doing things at his own pace and is aloof from the rest of world

He is really a hard-worker! (*^^*)

I think that it’s only Kensuke! During the rehearsals before the actual performance Although we do our checks for our sword fights and dance steps for all 65 times, he [is the only one who] checks his own solos. I thought~~That is truly incredible!

Nagasone (Yu)

He is truly a calm and gentle guy! (LOL) That’s why, for creating the role of the strong guy Nagasone for Nagasone’s speaking style as well I thought that for him to have studied it is incredible! I often saw Yu practice his lines repeatedly, over and over again.

The part of him who gets touched easily and cries was also cute (*^^*) (LOL)

Kane (Shoutarou)

He often watched my Hijikata And mimicked my acting, style of speaking.

This time, it is undoubtedly not me who aligned my acting to him but it is Kane who worked hard at aligning his acting to mine. Thank you. (*^^*) During the scene were Kane talks about Hijikata because I didn’t want to miss listening to it, all 65 times, no matter what, I was always at the wings. (LOL) Normally, he is calm and quiet, but when he becomes Kanesada, he gets into the role and is all ‘ora ora’!

In me, I had the feeling that my relationship with Shoutarou was that of a brother, but to Shoutarou, he apparently thought of me as a father It was something that came to light during the final performance It made me very happy! Thank you (*^^*)

Kunihiro (Yuuki)

For all stages, he was on standby at the wings before anyone else was He had already checked his dance steps and lines! When everyone was still buying the goods When everyone wasn’t yet at their seats, Yuuki was at the wings! (LOL)  (*^^*)

After he performed his solo well on stage 'How did I sound today? Was I okay?’ he would say I had fun talking to him during that moment. He would also always ask me about acting. 'Today, it was different.’ He would talk to me about it.

Generally speaking, he has a strong will. It’s incredible. It was something that I learned from him too (*^^*) And, although he really is a shy person, He opened his heart up to me Thank you! (*^^*)

Yasusada (Tori)

Tori is~really honest! Also, he’s someone who is utterly crazy over acting (LOL) He is someone who is completely crazy over theatre (*^^*) He is truly someone who really, really, really loves acting!

To do the same thing for 65 times, it is something that one gets used to To give a fresh performance gets, as expected, more difficult. Because he loves acting that’s why he doesn’t want to create emotions with a lie. For him to have performed every time with a fresh feeling I think that that is incredible! I could also feel his way of life in his adlibs (LOL)

Also, right before the performance, during the high fives we exchanged in the wings To cheer each other on with the spirit of 'Let’s do this♪’ He already has a set sequence in him, and I would be first The last one is always Okita-kun! Apparently (LOL) Isn’t that cute~! (*^^*)

Kiyomitsu (Ryuji)

Ryuji~. He has incredible nerve/courage. How do I put it. He’s strong. He’s incredible. As the zachou [1] He really pulled me along! Thank you! (*^^*)

Also, he remembers his dance steps very fast (LOL) And in those boots with those heels to perform that much dancing and sword fighting it must’ve been truly difficult. His feet must’ve hurt.

After a year I’ve come to understand that he really is very gentle. 'Really is’ (LOL) The way I say it makes it sound like he doesn’t look the type (LOL)

Thank you for having so much consideration for me (*^^*) By the way, even with my ineffectual boke [2], He would follow up on them (LOL)

NOTES:

[1] “Zachou” - Loosely translated to “stage company leader”.