RedDoe's Family Friendly Cave

Past

During my studies i had a lot of free time to do lewds. I had a roommate, who often went out of town, so no one interrupted me during the day and i could stream and do lewds and stuff all day. Good times.

I finished my studies and moved like ~650km (~400 miles). I no longer lived alone and privacy for lewd making became kinda rare. The funny late night and extremely lewdy picarto streams died. ( . _ .)

A little later, I got an actual job in the vfx industry, which is 40h+/week, with a lot of cool projects to work on. (Although I feel like the biggest noob there, seeing the skills of my coworkers)

Present

So after 8h+ of work, i rather spend the few hours i’ve left of a day, doing other stuff.

At first I tried to do the lewds at the weekend, but relationship and friends take almost all of my free time on weekends. And sometimes, I just want to be lazy as fuck and play games all day (’ - ‘ )

Over time, i saw more and more new people in the smut scene, doing awesome animations and some really great high quality content.

Although my blog is doing relatively well (I think) ... there are a lot of smaller, lesser known blogs, who surpass me in skill and quality by a long shot.

I honestly got really jealous seeing some of the great stuff, but I dont have the time to keep up with the current state of the art, for the smut scene, to compete. So in addition to the time problem, my motivation kinda died down.

Future

Im not quitting, nor do i plan to close this blog. Im just ... hibernating(?). Maybe there are some erratic posts here and there. Who knows.