independent,ย private andย highly headcanon based portrayal ofย ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ " the balladeer " as seen in mihoyo's ย ๐ ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ง ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐๐๐ญ. heavy focus on themes such as what it means to be human, familial troubles, lack of identity and the curse of the divine. built by sparky. 18+ onlyย /ย mature content will be present on the dash,ย but will be tagged appropriately.ย multiverseย &ย multiship,ย open to ship exclusivity.ย please read rules prior to interacting. activity can fluctuate with muse,ย but i am always reachable via discord!
@ url pending , the first. @fatedevour , the second. @mlodic , the third. @ url pending , the fourth. @ url pending , the fifth. @sandroneda , the seventh. @frigidembers , the eighth. @ url pending , the ninth. @ url pending , the tenth. @ url pending , the eleventh.
her majesty , @tsaritsan , the tsaritsa, and harbinger leader @clwntears , pierro.
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โย ย this blog is strictly 18+.ย i am in my mid - twenties and have no desire to befriend or write with minors.ย furthermore,ย the content on this blog will contain more mature themes.ย as such,ย do not follow me if you are under 18;ย i don't care if you turn 18 in two weeks. if you aren't 18 now,ย do not follow me.ย if i find out that you have been lying about your age,ย you will immediately be blocked and other writers may be warned behind the scenes to keep ourselves safe. this is your warning.ย i will interact with minor muses in sfw threads,ย it's exclusively minor writers i have no interest in interacting with.
โย ย i can be quite slow sometimes. if i follow you,ย i promise you i do want to interact with you,ย so please don't take it personally if i take a while to respond to threads,ย asks or even sometimes dms.ย i'm very shy and sometimes get overwhelmed,ย so please be patient with me!
โย ย that being said,ย please do feel free to remind me if i haven't responded to one of our threads in a while! i do use a thread tracker,ย but i'm human and sometimes things get missed or tumblr doesn't notify me for some reason.
โย ย i do not believe in or engage with callout culture. i believe it has become an incredibly toxic and childish way to handle issues without speaking to one another. if someone isn't committing real crimes,ย i don't want to hear about it.ย block and curate your own space,ย don't dictate who everyone else writes with based on your own personal vendettas. that being said,ย i do not wish to write or engage in any kind of "taboo" topic ( pedophilia,ย incest,ย etc.ย )ย so please keep that away from me.
โย ย personal blogs are welcome to follow and like my content if they wish to. all i ask is that you do not reblog my threads or comment on them. you may, however, send asks to the muse via the anon feature.ย i do not interact with yumes of my characters,ย apologies.
โย ย i use formatting and icons in my posts frequently. i don't have a preference whether you do or do not! i'm here for your writing, not your graphics or your ability to color text. that being said, if you use a screenreader or otherwise struggle to read heavily formatted text, please let me know and i will happily adjust for you!
โย ย if you have an issue with me, my blog or anything that i have done, please communicate with me! i promise you i don't bite and i'm likely more scared of you than you are of me. we're all adults here, so i trust we'll be able to communicate like adults if there is some kind of issue!
โย ย if you no longer wish to be mutuals or interact, please softblock me! i don't keep track of who i was following, and i don't want to risk making anyone uncomfortable by interacting on accident. thanks!
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โย ย this account is multiverse and multiship. all ships will be in their own verses unless spoken about between all of the writers involved. i'm very open to writing platonic, familial, and adversarial relationships as well. not everything has to be healthy and romantic!
โย ย i practice mains and ship exclusives. if you would like to be ship exclusive with me ( i will only ship with your version of your muse and vice versa ), please let me know! i tend to prefer exclusive ships where i can truly delve into the relationship in detail with the other writer, and tend to prioritise my mains and ship partners simply due to a lack of time.ย
โย ย that being said, i do want to write with everyone i follow, so please feel free to send in asks, interact with my posts or otherwise engage with me. i also have a discord that i'm happy to hand out to mutuals should you find it easier to communicate there!
โย ย i will not ship with muses who are under the age of 18. scaramouche is hundreds of years old in his default verse, so he is an adult and will only be shipped with other adult muses. if you are interested in shipping, please feel free to let me know! i love to develop relationships of all kinds for my muses and adore rarepairs as well.
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โย ย all edits on this blog including the coloring are my own, except the icon border and divider, which are by lavenderph. do not steal anything from my blog or use anything without express permission from myself.ย
โย ย art used in my pinned and header edits is foundย here, and here. if you are the original creator of any of these art pieces and you no longer wish for them to be used, please send me a message or an ask and i will remove your artwork immediately!
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TRIGGER WARNING: Document contains mentions of grooming, pedophilia, stalking, harassment, abuse, victim blaming and more.
It brings us no pleasure to write this, but enough is enough. People who aren't even involved in your disagreements are now getting targeted and isolated from a community, in which you've manipulated thoroughly. These two are individually are known for bullying, manipulating, and weaponizing call outs for their own purposes, instead of using them to warn people of actual dangers.
These two are known to be problematic - particularly Miles, who is covering up the fact that he rescinded his own admittance to being a groomer- and Jess, who is openly a bully to those she has a disagreement with. Both of these people have receipts spanning back years documenting their behavior.
You can read the document here, with full context of the issue at hand - isolating a member of the community and allowing it to escalate to disproportionate levels.
We do not encourage harassment of those mentioned in the document, and do not condone any kind of abuse directed towards others. This document is intended to inform and ensure the safety of those within the impacted communities. Our ask will be open for further testimonials. Thank you.
psa / blog update ; please like this if you read it so i know who has. clearing up recent malicious rumors that have been being spread about me behind the scenes with full screenshots. READ DOCUMENT HERE. dni with me if you interact with any of the people mentioned. i don't care if it reduces me to three followers. i want my peace back after months, and after being dragged publicly without proof i have no choice but to post this. this may be my final post, iโm extremely anxious to post this and honestly feel a bit sick so iโm not sure. thank you for reading.
โฆ โ ๐ค โ โฆ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ยทยทยท a collection of injuries tended in silence, pain worn like armour, the intimacy of being seen at your worst. genre: hurt and comfort, angst, romance, drama.
โข You're bleeding through your shirt. Don't tell me you're fine.
โข How long have you been walking around like this?
โข I'm not going to hurt you. I just need to see how bad it is.
โข You should have told me the moment it happened.
โข Hold still. I mean it. Hold still.
โข This is going to sting. Bite down on something if you need to.
โข You've been hiding this for days, haven't you.
โข Who did this to you? I need you to tell me who did this.
โข Stop being brave for five minutes and let me help you.
โข I've seen worse. I've also seen men die from worse, so let me look at it.
โข I found the bandages in the trash. You want to explain that?
โข Don't you dare apologize for bleeding on me.
โข Your hands are cold. That's not a good sign.
โข I'm not angry. I'm terrified. There's a difference.
โข Come into the light. Let me see your face.
โข You should have stitches. I know you won't go. So sit down and let me do what I can.
โข You're white as a sheet and still trying to stand up straight.
โข I could hear you in the night. I didn't say anything. I'm saying something now.
โข Don't look at it if it makes it worse. Just look at me.
โข It's not weak to let someone see you hurt.
โข You came to me. Of all the places you could have gone, you came here.ย
โข Lay back. You're not getting up until the color comes back to your face.
โข I'm not going to ask what happened. Not yet. First let me fix what I can.
โข You've been holding your left side since you walked in. Think I didn't notice?
โข This is going to leave a mark. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
โข I've patched up a lot of people in my time. None of them scared me like you do right now.
โข You could have died out there. You could have died and I would have been the last person to know.
โข Sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up. I'm not going anywhere.
โข You're allowed to make a sound. Nobody's watching.
โข I need you to stay awake for me. Just a little longer. Talk to me.
โข You're lucky the cut wasn't deeper.ย
โข Stop apologizing for needing help. Stop it right now.
โข I've seen what it looks like when someone's used to this. That's what scares me most about you.
โข Tell me your name. Tell me what day it is. Stay with me.
โข You're going to be alright. I promise you.ย
โข You went back out there after this? With this?
โข Nobody takes care of you, do they? That ends tonight.
โข I've been gentle with you. I need you to be honest with me in return.
โข You're safe now. You're here, you're safe, and I've got you. Just breathe.
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apologies for the inactivity here! i just needed a little break from this blog for mh reasons after my last post, so iโve been slowly returning across my blogs now iโm feeling a little better! โก๏ธ
also i know iโve been very slow here โ truthfully this entire thing has kind of made it difficult for me to find motivation, but iโd like to build that back up so iโm starting slow! for now, my discord is below the cut! i write and plot there. feel free to add โจ
also i know iโve been very slow here โ truthfully this entire thing has kind of made it difficult for me to find motivation, but iโd like to build that back up so iโm starting slow! for now, my discord is below the cut! i write and plot there. feel free to add โจ
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PSA; please like this if you read it so i know who has seen it. something has been brought to my attention by two of my beloved mutuals over the last 24 hours, and i have spent a great deal of time figuring out how, exactly, i want to approach it. for those of you who are unaware, i was receiving a considerable amount of hate asks on my multimuse blogs a few nights ago, and discovered i was being blocked by a large number of people around the same time.
further information below the cut for those who donโt wish to see it. this is not a namedrop, merely clarification for those involved and for anyone who may be subsequently drawn into this like some of my other mutuals were. this is also something i attempted to resolve entirely in private. this will be the only post i make on this unless the behavior continues.
i know who has been sending those asks. i know who has been going around contacting my mutuals with no proof accusing me of things i can very easily disprove. your accusations boil down to, in essence, that you think i 1. was mean in character on my scaramouche blog and 2. was rude to somebody for engaging in art theft. the third issue you have been spreading was an interpersonal conflict regarding a commission i had ordered from someone that was subsequently worked out between the parties involved, and that you were not a part of.
i have concrete proof of you doing this. i know exactly who it is. iโve had multiple people send me hard proof because they saw the truth behind the what you were saying, and asked me for my side. i offered them proof, full conversations, everything. i barely knew you at all, and frankly i think it is disgusting and childish to be engaging in this high school level behavior.
you have already harmed my experience here, harmed my friends, dragged random mutuals of mine into whatever one sided issue you have with me and have made me want to quit the hobby altogether. despite this, this is not something i wish to make a public spectacle out of unless it becomes an absolute necessity. if you wish to contact me regarding the issue you have with me instead of going behind my back, i am willing to speak with you candidly. if you simply stop mentioning me or discussing me, i am willing to let it go. if you continue to talk about me and behave in that manner, i have a post detailing everything in my drafts that i will consider posting.
i cannot emphasize enough how much i do not want to make this public, so i am making this statement instead: please leave me alone. stop sending me asks, stop lying about me, stop contacting my mutuals over nothing. as of right now, i have turned anon off on all of my blogs. it will remain off.
i will be here tomorrow! been fixing up icons and such behind the scenes and i do plan on clearing out my inbox just a little! thank you for the patience as i've been dealing with finals <3
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hi everyone! due to some changes in the group, we are now looking for writers who have/would make singlemuse blogs for: capitano, arle, columbina, childe or pulcinella for our little harbingers story group! if youโre interested at all, please let me know!
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[ ๐ธ๏ธ ]ใ ค.ใ คdo they have a favourite lie they like to hear ?
๐๐ผ ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ฐ๐ต๐ฒ, ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐บ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ ๐ท๐ผ๐ฏ. being a harbinger means he hears an awful lot of them, and tells just as many (if not more)! so i think itโs fair to assume he doesnโt really care if people are lying to him or not, as long as heโs able to get the job done and progress his own agenda in the meantime.
if he were to choose a favorite lie, however, it would have to be that dottoreโs experimentation on him comes from a place of care, or wanting scaramouche to become stronger for himself and not for ulterior motives. believing this lie makes the torture more tolerable; it keeps scaramoucheโs spirit from fracturing beneath the pain. he knows beneath it all that he is simply a tool in dottoreโs game, but for the sake of his own sanity actively chooses to believe otherwise, because sometimes a lie is far kinder than the truth.
