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rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the channel would be briefly hijacked]

I promise I didn't lie. Perhaps I mistook information but it all points to... That. I'm here if you need me, but I won't pressure you...

[the channel returns to normal]

rebel-cea-void

Why...

Why would they do this to me?

...

I didn't do anything to them, I was a good kid, I just wanted to make them proud...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the connection restored itself]

... I really couldn't tell you why... Abuse is... Often illogical in nature. There's never an answer that stops them from trying to hurt you. The only option is usualy to get away, and nothing else...

I don't know why your parents saw you as nothing but an experiment, nor will I ever know... But be sure to know, it was never your fault Astrid. You're a good girl

rebel-cea-void

I...

I just wanted to do a good job...

I'm not good...

I'm horrible...

If I was good, this wouldn't have happened...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

That is not true. You're a good girl. They just... Didn't care it seems. Abuse is irrational, don't judge yourself based on their actions

rebel-cea-void

.....

T-Thank you...

I'm really sorry for everything...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

It's okay dear... You're not alone... I'm Here for you. I won't lie to you

rebel-cea-void

Why does it feel so horrible to be cared for?

Why won't my brain feel okay?

Can I ever even feel happy?

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

This is a foreign signal for you, care and love distinctively untied to abuse. Your brain expects betrayal, or second motives right? Perhaps, it thinks you should go Back to being barked at because its familiar with it, and thinks that if you obey perfectly, everything will be alright. Is that correct?

rebel-cea-void

I think so...?

I miss just taking orders and being useful...

I just feel so weird now.

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

What if, the orders given involve your wellbeing?

Like: MAJOR ORDER: cook and make yourself a healthy breakfast

MAJOR ORDER: eat the breakfast

rebel-cea-void

That...

That might work... For motivation maybe...

It still feels odd... But I can try.

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

Ready to fight for your wellbeing soldier?

rebel-cea-void

Affirmative!

#hdg rp #feralposting

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rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the channel would be briefly hijacked]

I promise I didn't lie. Perhaps I mistook information but it all points to... That. I'm here if you need me, but I won't pressure you...

[the channel returns to normal]

rebel-cea-void

Why...

Why would they do this to me?

...

I didn't do anything to them, I was a good kid, I just wanted to make them proud...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the connection restored itself]

... I really couldn't tell you why... Abuse is... Often illogical in nature. There's never an answer that stops them from trying to hurt you. The only option is usualy to get away, and nothing else...

I don't know why your parents saw you as nothing but an experiment, nor will I ever know... But be sure to know, it was never your fault Astrid. You're a good girl

rebel-cea-void

I...

I just wanted to do a good job...

I'm not good...

I'm horrible...

If I was good, this wouldn't have happened...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

That is not true. You're a good girl. They just... Didn't care it seems. Abuse is irrational, don't judge yourself based on their actions

rebel-cea-void

.....

T-Thank you...

I'm really sorry for everything...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

It's okay dear... You're not alone... I'm Here for you. I won't lie to you

rebel-cea-void

Why does it feel so horrible to be cared for?

Why won't my brain feel okay?

Can I ever even feel happy?

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

This is a foreign signal for you, care and love distinctively untied to abuse. Your brain expects betrayal, or second motives right? Perhaps, it thinks you should go Back to being barked at because its familiar with it, and thinks that if you obey perfectly, everything will be alright. Is that correct?

rebel-cea-void

I think so...?

I miss just taking orders and being useful...

I just feel so weird now.

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

What if, the orders given involve your wellbeing?

Like: MAJOR ORDER: cook and make yourself a healthy breakfast

MAJOR ORDER: eat the breakfast

rebel-cea-void

That...

That might work... For motivation maybe...

It still feels odd... But I can try.

#hdg rp #feralposting

rebel-cea-void

You ain’t alone. Just want you to know that. I’m here any time you need a shoulder to lean on. It’s gonna be okay, yeah? I saw you drop in earlier, let me know if you need a drink or a hug or both. If we want to beat the weeds we need to stick together. You’re my friend.

Terra forever, comrade.

Thank you for being there Aphid.

You're a really great friend... Really one of the only friends I've ever had.

...

I just feel like all I ever do is just disappoint people... I never know the right thing to do...

I just wanted to make Terra proud...

I wanted to make my parents proud...

I don't know what to trust anymore, it feels like I'm going insane...

Siento que lo arruinaré todo si alguna vez me acerco a alguien...

I'd be down for a drink if you're offering though, I'd love to catch up. I've been just kinda hiding in the spare room... I'm still scared to talk to Abigail and Lars...

I don't think either of them are very happy with me...

adriftfighterpilot

You are not a disappointment. Believe me, I.. I’m much, much more likely to be the one disappointing you.

I promise I will never do anything to hurt you. At least.. not on purpose. So hopefully you can trust me. I’ll do my best to earn it. You’ve certainly made me proud.

What drink would you like? I’ll bring it to you.

rebel-cea-void

You won't let me down, I promise, I trust you.

Umm... If it's not too much of a trouble, could you please bring me a vodka sour?

adriftfighterpilot

Of course I can. No worries. Gimme a second, I’ll make one for you.

rebel-cea-void

Thank you! ^_^

#hdg rp

rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

amaryllis-lilium

Did you find our dragons arent a real thing? *Possibly not a real thing

rebel-cea-void

{A long silence, broken up with a few shutters of breath and sniffles}

I don't know if I can even talk about this right now...

Let alone with you...

You're just gonna take advantage of my vulnerability...

amaryllis-lilium

Would you like to talk about something different then little one?

rebel-cea-void

C-Could you... ?

...

Nevermind...

It's really stupid.

amaryllis-lilium

Could i what little one? I'll do anything that doesn't involve hurting you or another

rebel-cea-void

Could you tell me more about the animals that live inside of water?

I saw some pictures that Bay sent and I never really got around to doing more research...

...

I just think it would take my mind off of things...

...

I'm sorry I've been so cruel...

You were right...

I'm so fucking weak and tired and I don't know what else to do besides keep pushing...

I'm a disappointment, I've always been one...

My own family doesn't even care about me...

...

they hurt me...

amaryllis-lilium

{A little whale plushie gets compiled}

So whales were huge! Being aquatic animals they could have higher mass without gravity effecting them as much, i believe they could get to the size of your escape pod! But they mostly ate plankton and shrimp and other very small things!

{A shark plush gets compiled}

There were also sharks, the hunters of the sea, also the puppies. They hunted smaller fish usually but had some symbiotic with some fish to clean them!

{A crab}

Crabs were little crustaceans that lived on the sea bed, they used their pincers to hunt and walked sideways!

... and petal i promise you're not a disappointment. You're amazing and so talented!

rebel-cea-void

{She studies each plush carefully and meticulously. Laser focused on Amaryllis' words, her wide intrigued eyes, almost visible through her mirror reflective helmet. After each description, she would then carefully place the plush down onto a safe spot on one of her shelves, still not really knowing what to do with them or how dangerous or fragile they are, but appreciative of the gesture either way.}

That's so amazing!!!

{sniffle}

Sharks are so cool!! They're like living torpedoes!

What do they feel like? Most water animals don't look very hairy or spiked or anything like that!

I wish I could see them all up close!! How can they all breathe???

{slowly cheering up}

Thank you...

I don't feel very talented...

I feel so dumb, I know all this stuff that my parents wanted me to know, but for a Terran...

I really don't know anything about Terra...

amaryllis-lilium

Plushies are to be cuddled little one~

{A sample of shark scales get compiled}

They had scales! And they breathed through their gills~

And don't blame yourself for that, the terran goverment was honestly terrible at education, only around 0.5% got a proper full education when we found you

rebel-cea-void

"Cuddle" ?

I don't really know how to do that...

They are fun to look at though...

{sees the compiler printing the skin}

Woah...

It feels like sandpaper!

That's crazy!!

...

I never knew it could be so fun to learn things...

I never felt excited to learn anything in school... Plus my teachers yelled at me a lot...

...

Thank you for talking to me...

amaryllis-lilium

I'm always here for you petal~

{A small plushie version of amaryllis is compiled holding a puppy plushie with the same fur colour as astrids hair}

Terran school was usually lessons that were practical for the world you lived in but they covered no interesting topics~ you probably dont even know that all species on earth evolved from a common ancestors

rebel-cea-void

Oh, hehe...

It's a tiny you, with a dog...

Thank you, I'll put all these on my shelf!

{She very carefully picks the plush up and places it next to the whale, making sure she shuts the door to the shelf closed so her things don't float away. Then, she does the same thing for the two dog plushies that she put into a box}

I didn't learn much about anything in school besides building stuff and hurting people...

I'm learning that my childhood wasn't exactly... normal, by Terran standards at least...

...

Don't get any wrong ideas...

I still don't trust any of you from the compact...

...

But thank you for helping me with... Stuff

Not that I need help or anything...

Because I don't...

#hdg rp

rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the channel would be briefly hijacked]

I promise I didn't lie. Perhaps I mistook information but it all points to... That. I'm here if you need me, but I won't pressure you...

[the channel returns to normal]

rebel-cea-void

Why...

Why would they do this to me?

...

I didn't do anything to them, I was a good kid, I just wanted to make them proud...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the connection restored itself]

... I really couldn't tell you why... Abuse is... Often illogical in nature. There's never an answer that stops them from trying to hurt you. The only option is usualy to get away, and nothing else...

I don't know why your parents saw you as nothing but an experiment, nor will I ever know... But be sure to know, it was never your fault Astrid. You're a good girl

rebel-cea-void

I...

I just wanted to do a good job...

I'm not good...

I'm horrible...

If I was good, this wouldn't have happened...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

That is not true. You're a good girl. They just... Didn't care it seems. Abuse is irrational, don't judge yourself based on their actions

rebel-cea-void

.....

T-Thank you...

I'm really sorry for everything...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

It's okay dear... You're not alone... I'm Here for you. I won't lie to you

rebel-cea-void

Why does it feel so horrible to be cared for?

Why won't my brain feel okay?

Can I ever even feel happy?

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

This is a foreign signal for you, care and love distinctively untied to abuse. Your brain expects betrayal, or second motives right? Perhaps, it thinks you should go Back to being barked at because its familiar with it, and thinks that if you obey perfectly, everything will be alright. Is that correct?

rebel-cea-void

I think so...?

I miss just taking orders and being useful...

I just feel so weird now.

#hdg rp

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rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the channel would be briefly hijacked]

I promise I didn't lie. Perhaps I mistook information but it all points to... That. I'm here if you need me, but I won't pressure you...

[the channel returns to normal]

rebel-cea-void

Why...

Why would they do this to me?

...

I didn't do anything to them, I was a good kid, I just wanted to make them proud...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the connection restored itself]

... I really couldn't tell you why... Abuse is... Often illogical in nature. There's never an answer that stops them from trying to hurt you. The only option is usualy to get away, and nothing else...

I don't know why your parents saw you as nothing but an experiment, nor will I ever know... But be sure to know, it was never your fault Astrid. You're a good girl

rebel-cea-void

I...

I just wanted to do a good job...

I'm not good...

I'm horrible...

If I was good, this wouldn't have happened...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

That is not true. You're a good girl. They just... Didn't care it seems. Abuse is irrational, don't judge yourself based on their actions

rebel-cea-void

.....

T-Thank you...

I'm really sorry for everything...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

It's okay dear... You're not alone... I'm Here for you. I won't lie to you

rebel-cea-void

Why does it feel so horrible to be cared for?

Why won't my brain feel okay?

Can I ever even feel happy?

#hdg rp #feralposting

rebel-cea-void

You ain’t alone. Just want you to know that. I’m here any time you need a shoulder to lean on. It’s gonna be okay, yeah? I saw you drop in earlier, let me know if you need a drink or a hug or both. If we want to beat the weeds we need to stick together. You’re my friend.

Terra forever, comrade.

Thank you for being there Aphid.

You're a really great friend... Really one of the only friends I've ever had.

...

I just feel like all I ever do is just disappoint people... I never know the right thing to do...

I just wanted to make Terra proud...

I wanted to make my parents proud...

I don't know what to trust anymore, it feels like I'm going insane...

Siento que lo arruinaré todo si alguna vez me acerco a alguien...

I'd be down for a drink if you're offering though, I'd love to catch up. I've been just kinda hiding in the spare room... I'm still scared to talk to Abigail and Lars...

I don't think either of them are very happy with me...

adriftfighterpilot

You are not a disappointment. Believe me, I.. I’m much, much more likely to be the one disappointing you.

I promise I will never do anything to hurt you. At least.. not on purpose. So hopefully you can trust me. I’ll do my best to earn it. You’ve certainly made me proud.

What drink would you like? I’ll bring it to you.

rebel-cea-void

You won't let me down, I promise, I trust you.

Umm... If it's not too much of a trouble, could you please bring me a vodka sour?

#hdg rp #feralposting

rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

amaryllis-lilium

Did you find our dragons arent a real thing? *Possibly not a real thing

rebel-cea-void

{A long silence, broken up with a few shutters of breath and sniffles}

I don't know if I can even talk about this right now...

Let alone with you...

You're just gonna take advantage of my vulnerability...

amaryllis-lilium

Would you like to talk about something different then little one?

rebel-cea-void

C-Could you... ?

...

Nevermind...

It's really stupid.

amaryllis-lilium

Could i what little one? I'll do anything that doesn't involve hurting you or another

rebel-cea-void

Could you tell me more about the animals that live inside of water?

I saw some pictures that Bay sent and I never really got around to doing more research...

...

I just think it would take my mind off of things...

...

I'm sorry I've been so cruel...

You were right...

I'm so fucking weak and tired and I don't know what else to do besides keep pushing...

I'm a disappointment, I've always been one...

My own family doesn't even care about me...

...

they hurt me...

amaryllis-lilium

{A little whale plushie gets compiled}

So whales were huge! Being aquatic animals they could have higher mass without gravity effecting them as much, i believe they could get to the size of your escape pod! But they mostly ate plankton and shrimp and other very small things!

{A shark plush gets compiled}

There were also sharks, the hunters of the sea, also the puppies. They hunted smaller fish usually but had some symbiotic with some fish to clean them!

{A crab}

Crabs were little crustaceans that lived on the sea bed, they used their pincers to hunt and walked sideways!

... and petal i promise you're not a disappointment. You're amazing and so talented!

rebel-cea-void

{She studies each plush carefully and meticulously. Laser focused on Amaryllis' words, her wide intrigued eyes, almost visible through her mirror reflective helmet. After each description, she would then carefully place the plush down onto a safe spot on one of her shelves, still not really knowing what to do with them or how dangerous or fragile they are, but appreciative of the gesture either way.}

That's so amazing!!!

{sniffle}

Sharks are so cool!! They're like living torpedoes!

What do they feel like? Most water animals don't look very hairy or spiked or anything like that!

I wish I could see them all up close!! How can they all breathe???

{slowly cheering up}

Thank you...

I don't feel very talented...

I feel so dumb, I know all this stuff that my parents wanted me to know, but for a Terran...

I really don't know anything about Terra...

amaryllis-lilium

Plushies are to be cuddled little one~

{A sample of shark scales get compiled}

They had scales! And they breathed through their gills~

And don't blame yourself for that, the terran goverment was honestly terrible at education, only around 0.5% got a proper full education when we found you

rebel-cea-void

"Cuddle" ?

I don't really know how to do that...

They are fun to look at though...

{sees the compiler printing the skin}

Woah...

It feels like sandpaper!

That's crazy!!

...

I never knew it could be so fun to learn things...

I never felt excited to learn anything in school... Plus my teachers yelled at me a lot...

...

Thank you for talking to me...

#hdg rp

rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

amaryllis-lilium

Did you find our dragons arent a real thing? *Possibly not a real thing

rebel-cea-void

{A long silence, broken up with a few shutters of breath and sniffles}

I don't know if I can even talk about this right now...

Let alone with you...

You're just gonna take advantage of my vulnerability...

amaryllis-lilium

Would you like to talk about something different then little one?

rebel-cea-void

C-Could you... ?

...

Nevermind...

It's really stupid.

amaryllis-lilium

Could i what little one? I'll do anything that doesn't involve hurting you or another

rebel-cea-void

Could you tell me more about the animals that live inside of water?

I saw some pictures that Bay sent and I never really got around to doing more research...

...

I just think it would take my mind off of things...

...

I'm sorry I've been so cruel...

You were right...

I'm so fucking weak and tired and I don't know what else to do besides keep pushing...

I'm a disappointment, I've always been one...

My own family doesn't even care about me...

...

they hurt me...

amaryllis-lilium

{A little whale plushie gets compiled}

So whales were huge! Being aquatic animals they could have higher mass without gravity effecting them as much, i believe they could get to the size of your escape pod! But they mostly ate plankton and shrimp and other very small things!

{A shark plush gets compiled}

There were also sharks, the hunters of the sea, also the puppies. They hunted smaller fish usually but had some symbiotic with some fish to clean them!

{A crab}

Crabs were little crustaceans that lived on the sea bed, they used their pincers to hunt and walked sideways!

... and petal i promise you're not a disappointment. You're amazing and so talented!

rebel-cea-void

{She studies each plush carefully and meticulously. Laser focused on Amaryllis' words, her wide intrigued eyes, almost visible through her mirror reflective helmet. After each description, she would then carefully place the plush down onto a safe spot on one of her shelves, still not really knowing what to do with them or how dangerous or fragile they are, but appreciative of the gesture either way.}

That's so amazing!!!

{sniffle}

Sharks are so cool!! They're like living torpedoes!

What do they feel like? Most water animals don't look very hairy or spiked or anything like that!

I wish I could see them all up close!! How can they all breathe???

{slowly cheering up}

Thank you...

I don't feel very talented...

I feel so dumb, I know all this stuff that my parents wanted me to know, but for a Terran...

I really don't know anything about Terra...

#hdg rp

You ain’t alone. Just want you to know that. I’m here any time you need a shoulder to lean on. It’s gonna be okay, yeah? I saw you drop in earlier, let me know if you need a drink or a hug or both. If we want to beat the weeds we need to stick together. You’re my friend.

Terra forever, comrade.

Thank you for being there Aphid.

You're a really great friend... Really one of the only friends I've ever had.

...

I just feel like all I ever do is just disappoint people... I never know the right thing to do...

I just wanted to make Terra proud...

I wanted to make my parents proud...

I don't know what to trust anymore, it feels like I'm going insane...

Siento que lo arruinaré todo si alguna vez me acerco a alguien...

I'd be down for a drink if you're offering though, I'd love to catch up. I've been just kinda hiding in the spare room... I'm still scared to talk to Abigail and Lars...

I don't think either of them are very happy with me...

#hdg rp #feralposting #feralist

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rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

amaryllis-lilium

Did you find our dragons arent a real thing? *Possibly not a real thing

rebel-cea-void

{A long silence, broken up with a few shutters of breath and sniffles}

I don't know if I can even talk about this right now...

Let alone with you...

You're just gonna take advantage of my vulnerability...

amaryllis-lilium

Would you like to talk about something different then little one?

rebel-cea-void

C-Could you... ?

...

Nevermind...

It's really stupid.

amaryllis-lilium

Could i what little one? I'll do anything that doesn't involve hurting you or another

rebel-cea-void

Could you tell me more about the animals that live inside of water?

I saw some pictures that Bay sent and I never really got around to doing more research...

...

I just think it would take my mind off of things...

...

I'm sorry I've been so cruel...

You were right...

I'm so fucking weak and tired and I don't know what else to do besides keep pushing...

I'm a disappointment, I've always been one...

My own family doesn't even care about me...

...

they hurt me...

#hdg rp

rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

amaryllis-lilium

Did you find our dragons arent a real thing? *Possibly not a real thing

rebel-cea-void

{A long silence, broken up with a few shutters of breath and sniffles}

I don't know if I can even talk about this right now...

Let alone with you...

You're just gonna take advantage of my vulnerability...

amaryllis-lilium

Would you like to talk about something different then little one?

rebel-cea-void

C-Could you... ?

...

Nevermind...

It's really stupid.

#hdg rp

rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the channel would be briefly hijacked]

I promise I didn't lie. Perhaps I mistook information but it all points to... That. I'm here if you need me, but I won't pressure you...

[the channel returns to normal]

rebel-cea-void

Why...

Why would they do this to me?

...

I didn't do anything to them, I was a good kid, I just wanted to make them proud...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the connection restored itself]

... I really couldn't tell you why... Abuse is... Often illogical in nature. There's never an answer that stops them from trying to hurt you. The only option is usualy to get away, and nothing else...

I don't know why your parents saw you as nothing but an experiment, nor will I ever know... But be sure to know, it was never your fault Astrid. You're a good girl

rebel-cea-void

I...

I just wanted to do a good job...

I'm not good...

I'm horrible...

If I was good, this wouldn't have happened...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

That is not true. You're a good girl. They just... Didn't care it seems. Abuse is irrational, don't judge yourself based on their actions

rebel-cea-void

.....

T-Thank you...

I'm really sorry for everything...

#hdg rp #feralposting

rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

amaryllis-lilium

Did you find our dragons arent a real thing? *Possibly not a real thing

rebel-cea-void

{A long silence, broken up with a few shutters of breath and sniffles}

I don't know if I can even talk about this right now...

Let alone with you...

You're just gonna take advantage of my vulnerability...

#hdg rp

rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium

Little one whats wrong?

rebel-cea-void

It's nothing...

They're all liars...

...

Everyone just lies to me...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the channel would be briefly hijacked]

I promise I didn't lie. Perhaps I mistook information but it all points to... That. I'm here if you need me, but I won't pressure you...

[the channel returns to normal]

rebel-cea-void

Why...

Why would they do this to me?

...

I didn't do anything to them, I was a good kid, I just wanted to make them proud...

3ncrypt3d-c0nn3ct10n

[the connection restored itself]

... I really couldn't tell you why... Abuse is... Often illogical in nature. There's never an answer that stops them from trying to hurt you. The only option is usualy to get away, and nothing else...

I don't know why your parents saw you as nothing but an experiment, nor will I ever know... But be sure to know, it was never your fault Astrid. You're a good girl

rebel-cea-void

I...

I just wanted to do a good job...

I'm not good...

I'm horrible...

If I was good, this wouldn't have happened...

#hdg rp #feralposting

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rebel-cea-void

"Hello little one, Sorry for disappearing i had to deal with an ice cream emergency~" - Amaryllis~

You're fine... I umm...

...

{Audible sobbing}

...

I just wanna be left alone...

amaryllis-lilium