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Me sober !

Me in active addiction 😫

So fucking weird man!!

These quotes are just spot on!

It’s time to live baby live ! Fucking enjoy your life !

Never felt a truer quote! The last 5 years I’ve been used , walked all over , taken advantage of, made to carry all the weight, made to sacrifice my happiness, for what to be left in the end! I’m not sad to be alone , I’d rather be alone than used , and in a phony relationship! It’s the time I spent trying to, and continuously failing, and turning a blind eye to reality. I feel so stupid for allowing the bullshit that went on to continue! I feel foolish for not leaving before shit got as bad as it did! But I can wallow and dwell on the past! I can’t succeed just hope to move on and heal and never repeat the same mistakes!

That’s been a tough pill to swallow! People I thought would be in my life forever , had to be cut out! I can’t succeed and heal if I’m surrounded by the very people who’ve held me back and I’ve stayed I’ll around! It breaks my heart and shatters my soul but I can’t keep living in the insanity. ✌️

I tried 🤷‍♀️ I’m not meant to mend the broken. I wish things could have been different but they’ve just stayed the same or got worse if that’s even possible.

💯 Never again will I put myself through the bullshit I have the last 5 years , hell the last 15 !

One day at a time , I remind myself !