ok I was being very much a drama queen everything is fine I'm not in my feelings no more 

I did something really stupid and I don't know how to fix it I don't even know if I regret it and I'm just really confused 

Today's not my day

I feel like crying on the outside but I only cry on the inside

Sometimes I think no one cares about me or how I feel

You know that song big girls cry by sia the of the song says big girls cry whe their hearts r hurting that's how I feel right now

Someday I want to be someone's first choice not second it sucks being second choice it hurts even more when your bestfriend is first choice it hurts

I am watching pretty little liars right now and I am just like what is wrong with the girls mom that boy was Charles and he locked them in the basement like really really and the Ali u boy toy gone end up shot or something