I'm An Angel You Ass

I will post this once.

This is the 5th ask of this kind only this week. I deleted all the hurtful words, hoping they would stop. They didn't. So now I am forced to write this.

Don't be that person.

This is very hurtful to me as a creator who loves one character so deeply, I dedicate hours of my life every day to her.

This is very disrespectful to the community Neil Gaiman has built, and it goes against every principle in his body.

Lastly, Sandflower is not a cishet ship. I have said and shared that multiple times.

I am really starting to feel like I'm not wanted... and I don't know what to do anymore. I simply exist in my corner. Don't treat me like that because I don't like something you do.

I am sorry for the sudden post, but I love what I do, and this type of asks really hurts me.

Still Love,

One person shipping something off in their happy corner of the internet has no bearing on you, your fandom experience, or your life in general.

Dreamling isn’t a “safe space”. No ship is a safe space for anyone or any sexuality. It’s a ship. Sandflower is a ship. Both can (AND SHOULD) exist happily in the same space and same fandom without an issue, so where the hell do you think you are coming from with this level of toxicity? Fuck off with that bullshit. Don’t come in here swinging the superiority bat.

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CJ is too hot

You’re too hot

Tory is too hot

Sabriel-OTP is too hot

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If we are talking throwbacks I have one word for you (well technically 2), Sea Pancakes.

I was able to read this and it is sooo good. Ghost story, check. Adorable characters, check.

It was a shorter read, but that didn’t matter. I could have read this in one day, if life would have let me sit down. As with all Michaela’s stories/books, I physically feel the all the feels. I highly recommend you check her out.

“Theo Driscoll doesn’t ask for much. The doors in his new house to stop slamming when there’s no wind, the taps to not run an alarming shade of rusty red, maybe the noises that sound like a woman crying in the middle of the night to cut it out—he’s not being unreasonable, he thinks. What he needs is the granny witch, the townsfolk tell him. What he gets is Ephraim Tate, with his bewitching gray eyes and a sweet smile Theo wants to see more of. Too bad Ephraim is clearly delusional. After all, everyone knows ghosts don’t exist.”

So if you haven't read my other post on the matter, I'm a 36 year old on disability who currently lives in a house owned by my parents. I can't work at this time and I live on disability and food stamps - I get $667 a month to pay all my bills, including the big house bills like property tax and insurance.

A few weeks back, my parents told me they didn't approve of my housekeeping, accused me of hoarding and ruining the house because it's a bit cluttered, and said that they were going to sell the house and they wouldn't help me find somewhere to go unless I cleaned the house up before the sale.

Well, I took them at their word. They are incredible neat freaks (think vacuuming three times a day, hand cleaning floors at least once a day, not allowing ANYTHING to be out and visible) and there's no way I personally could manage to keep the house the way they want, so I found a new place to live - in Wisconsin, with my friend @archangelsanonymous.

Everyone who knows me has encouraged this move to get away from my parents. My therapist practically did a happy dance! My parents have been manipulative and controlling my entire life, and have actively worked to hobble me when I try to do stuff on my own. They've plainly stated their goal is to have control of all my finances and legal decisions because they don't approve of the way I budget my money.

When I told them about my decision, they laughed and told me I was stupid, tried to convince me they never threatened to sell the house, tried to paint this as me running away instead of just acceding to a reasonable request, tried to turn me against my friend, then started making up events that never happened to convince me I'm not thinking clearly and I should back out of the move.

I'm not going to back out. This will be good for me.

The plan is for me to move at the end of August 2022. I am taking the time before then to try and plan as much as possible.

I'll figure out a way to make this happen, one way or another, but it would be a hell of a lot easier if I had some help. I'm certainly not going to get any from home.

I will need movers for the furniture at either end, because I'm not physically capable of moving this stuff by myself. Depending on if my parents decide to take back my car or not, I'll need to rent a moving truck or pay for someone else to drive said truck. I will need to pay for gasoline to get from here (Alabama) to Wisconsin. If possible, I need to get my cats their shots before we move in with two other cats and so I'm ready to get them licenses in Wisconsin.

...and I'm probably forgetting something huge, but that's the brain fog caused by my meds for you. I'll update this post if I think of anything.

If you can help at all, even by reblogging this, it would be amazing. I have a few different methods of money transfer, so if you'd like to use something other than paypal, message me and I'll give you usernames.

If it works for you, however, I can be found here: http://paypal.me/hixystix.