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i woke up today with a strange tingle in my knee knob as if a horse was softly ninnying over it with the rub of his neck. Unrelated but Jared had a really long neck. He's like a creature on The Boys but he's real instead of cgi. One time on set he prepared a tank of boiling oil to prank the other guys. Eric kripke of course jumped right in and rubbed it all over his head, laughing as he did. At night jared hissed like cicadas. I would fall asleep to the sound of him and the beautiful Canadian nature. I wish god hasn't forsaken me. at least Eric hasn't, the Boys is a really good show you should all watch it on hbo or whatever

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yeah i mean I know that. if your buddy rodeos too many horses you know he's a buck is what my dad used to say. but some times you saddle up just because hooves know mud better than shoes . eric is very tender about it and I tell him that it's nice he doesn't call me by my character's name and he goes "the curtain by which you bide your distinction is one of glass. you see how the silver burns me" and I go quit your horsing and help me get my boots on. I forgot what I'm talking about but I always love finishing and swallowing my tears when i'm rehearsing emotional scenes with him. both my character and I are very straight and this is a classic Dean . he loves a scene where he's getting on his knees .

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