proton can exude ominous energy no matter what heâs doing.Â
example:Â
you come into the baseâs mess hall and the manâs constructing some kind of architectural monstrosity out of erasers. why erasers? why now? you surely donât know. clearly no one wants to interrupt him given thereâs about five feet of empty space around him in every direction. isnât there something else he should be doing? literally anything else? except youâve heard about what he does and you shut down that thought real fast.
itâd almost be funny if he didnât look like heâs trying to perform open heart surgery. you really donât want that kind of focus turned on you right now.
but you got to give him this report! god help you if you donât. so. you approach. thereâs a horribly long pause as proton remains engrossed in building this whatever. should you cough? just a little cough because maybe he doesnât know youâre there? pause continues. you donât cough. proton finds the perfect spot for the eraser in his hand, and then looks directly at you. your mouth goes dryer than the desert in drought as all the liquid in your body starts sweating out from your armpits. itâs all you can do to stick your arm out and hand him the report, trembling in your clammy hand.Â
slowly proton takes it. and then -Â
âthanks.â and heâs focused again on the erasers, dismissing you without another thought. you scuttle away, flushed with adrenaline and impossibly confused. thereâs so much you donât understand, donât want to know.Â
last time it was dominoes. you donât think your heart can take this anymore.









