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someone mentions something they like and I keep wanting to say “oh, my partner loves that.”
but i cant. i cant anymore
and, yes, i could say “best friend” but that doesn’t really encapsulate how often i think about them. how much they mean to me.
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there comes a point where enough people leave you that you start realizing you’re the problem.
so now what do I do
fuck
oh who’s the one with anger issues now???
normally this is just a vent blog but like. no one sees it anyway and i feel a need to document this. i just took an absolute monster of a dump in a school toilet. like, worryingly large. not all in one piece but in volume. and there was also one long smooth one with the general diameter of a leek which kinda freaked me out.
so I should probably
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things I can’t post on main:
- im in love with them. i cant tell if they know
- I don’t know my gender. it might be some form of fluid but I can’t tell if I actually mean it or if I just want attention or whatever
- procrastinating is continuing to be issue and I don’t know how to fix it
- mental health not good I think?
- kinda just feel like a failure in general
starting to catch feelings for my best friend who used to have a crush on me but now I’m fairly certain they do not
chat am I cooked?
*looking at this blog I use solely for venting*
damnnn this guy’s going through it lmao
called the crisis lifeline. it was actually pretty helpful.
thank you, grace
Why can’t i just talk to people like a normal person. Why does having a conversation with friends fill me with such absolute dread. Now they probably feel like shit cause I ignored them and i feel like shit for the same reason
i need some sort of diagnosis cause genuinely what the fuck is wrong with me
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Why don’t i just kill myself
i know we ended on good terms but can you not fucking flirt with your crush in front of me when you said you wanted to break up because of “personal issues?”
it’s been one fucking month. im still not over you.
for how long did you not love me that now you’re able to move on so easy?
ugh fuck
the thing is im probably some form of gender fluid, it’s just… i feel feminine often enough that i wonder if the joy and euphoria i get from being called he or they is worth the risk of ostracism and/or death.
I don’t… I don’t think I’m doing okay, and I don’t know how to fix it
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I’m a fucking failure and a fraud and I’m too stupid to do anything right and I know my friends all hate me and I don’t blame them cause I’m not a very likable person and I don’t think I want to die but I just need to get to high school. I need it so bad it hurts please get me out of here I don’t know how much more I can take. Please please please someone hear my cries and help me.
(this isn’t me asking for help online. i just wish my irl friends noticed that i need help so fucking bad but i can’t just go up to them and be like hey my abandonment issues are kinda getting triggered and im trying to be chill but it kinda makes me want to claw my skin off and I don’t fucking know what to do I already take meds for depression why the fuck is everything so overwhelming why do I feel like such a failure why do I not want to die)
And now I’m just not gonna do the fucking assignment. I’ve never intentionally done that before. I just. I don’t fucking know. Maybe I want to see what happens. See if the world caves in. Or maybe I just want to bash my head in or jump off a roof or something
I really really wish I knew how to cry
there comes a point where enough people leave you that you start realizing you’re the problem.