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#RAZERPETALS, a study in; family trauma, fighting ones own demons (themselves), becoming the blade, setting fire to the family tree... written by abs, 21+, she/her. / CARRD / MEMES

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The hesitance with which she entered her and Beth's home wracked her brain just as much as the pulsing pain upon her scalp. She could hear her love in the bathroom, going about her day as Lily quietly leaned upon the kitchen counter and stared at the slight reflection of herself in the window above the sink. Beth knew she'd be home soon that night, Lily told her as such, Lily just didn't want to see the reaction from Beth at the mess upon her scalp. She wanted to hear Beth still happy, sought comfort in Beth humming to music, unbothered by what was going on on Lily's head: Two horns; one cracked off by herself, the other shot off in the ensuing panic to get Lily to come to. Blood seeped into red bandages, dried into her scalp and hair from where the horns sputtered out at the sides of her head, scabs and scarred tissue hid underneath her hair.
The blade itself was out, hung at Lily's side and slightly scrapped at the floor. She was too scared to use the serum the BPRD had given to help with the blade, she didn't know what it was going to do now.
Few minutes passed, and Lily pushed away from the counter to quietly make towards the bathroom. She waited just before the bathroom door, took a deep breath, then spoke. "Babe, I'm- I'm home." She could hear the abrupt stop and winced, before stepping into the light of the bathroom. "Please... don't freak out." Blue eyes were hesitant to meet Beth's, not wanting to see the look on her girlfriend's face still. "We might have to move date night a bit..."
friendly reminder lily's singing voice is h.ozier's voice pitched up 15%
like for a lil starter to get things started- ba dum tiss
🐝 * ― 𝑭𝑬𝑨𝑹 / 𝑯𝑶𝑹𝑹𝑶𝑹 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
❛ nothing's going to happen to us, right? ❜ ❛ i'm ... scared. ❜ ❛ i don't like where this is going. ❜ ❛ did i ever tell you i'm actually terrified of [the dark / heights / spiders / etc.]? ❜ ❛ you hear me? we're not going to die today! ❜ ❛ did you hear that? it sounded like screams. ❜ ❛ i really, really don't like this. ❜ ❛ we're completely alone here, nothing's going to happen to us. ❜ ❛ this place has been abandoned for centuries. ❜ ❛ whatever happens, keep the lights on. ❜ ❛ you're not scared, are you? ❜ ❛ this is like straight out of my worst nightmare. ❜ ❛ do you believe in ghosts? ❜ ❛ what are you afraid? ❜ ❛ what was that?! ❜ ❛ see, i told you there's nothing to be afraid of. ❜ ❛ go on, no one will hear your screams. ❜ ❛ it was a foolish idea to come here alone. ❜ ❛ no one is going to save you now. ❜ ❛ don't be afraid, i'm not going to hurt you. ❜ ❛ you really think you can run from me? ❜ ❛ it's a shame i'll have to kill you when we're done with this. ❜ ❛ want to make a deal with the devil? ❜ ❛ i'm not afraid of you. not anymore. ❜ ❛ there are figures hiding in the shadows, waiting to strike. ❜ ❛ this wasn't so bad now, was it? ❜ ❛ what could possibly go wrong - it's just an old abandoned meaning, it doesn't mean it's haunted, right? ❜ ❛ face it, we won't make it out of here alive. ❜ ❛ i'll even give you a choice - it's either you or them. who's going to die tonight? ❜ ❛ i will haunt you for the rest of your days. ❜ ❛ don't scream, it will only make this worse. ❜ ❛ you look so pretty when you're scared of me. ❜ ❛ i won't kill you ... yet. ❜ ❛ ghosts and monsters aren't real. ❜ ❛ i'm not afraid of anything! ❜ ❛ you! you're sick! you sent me here to die, didn't you? ❜ ❛ close your eyes. it'll make it easier if you don't see it coming. ❜ ❛ no matter where you hide, i'll always find you. so you better give up now. ❜ ❛ i promise i'm gonna be your worst nightmare. ❜ ❛ it's only over when i say it is. ❜

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( dialogue prompts taken from thunderbolts* (2025), directed by jake schreier. feel free to edit and change as you seem fit. )
❛ there is something wrong with me. an emptiness. ❜
❛ you weren’t listening to me. it’s like your mind is somewhere else. ❜
❛ do you think i like taking orders? ❜
❛ you shoot, i dodge. ❜
❛ you guys can never aim for shit. ❜
❛ can you please just say it normal? ❜
❛ how long has it been, huh? a year? ❜
❛ so you… you feel fulfilled? ❜
❛ look around you. i’m miserable. ❜
❛ the light inside you is dim even by eastern european standards. ❜
❛ i've just been wondering, you know, like, what… is the point? in any of this? ❜
❛ the point of work is fame and fortune. fortune buys friends, and love, and a lot of cool clothes. ❜
❛ why do you have this photo out? ❜
❛ we were so bad. ❜
❛ you were happy. ❜
❛ i’ll make you something. ❜
❛ yeah, this just isn’t working for me anymore. ❜
❛ i need you to follow the target inside and find out what she intends to steal. ❜
❛ you’re not even my target. ❜
❛ i’m not here for you. ❜
❛ i know who you are and what you’re doing. ❜
❛ what am i doing? ❜
❛ you’re working me. you’re trying to get me on your side. ❜
❛ you say you know who i am, so you know my story. and you know i didn’t have a choice who i worked for. but you do. ❜
❛ it’s my business card. in case you need some help or you wanna share some secret hidden evidence. ❜
❛ i’m not sure what’s happening here, but you’re all exhausting and my job is done, so... ❜
❛ god only knows the blood on your hands. ❜
❛ pretty ludicrous coming from the dimestore captain america. ❜
❛ that was funny. thank you. we needed that. ❜
❛ it was getting so tense in here for a second. ❜
❛ all right, um… tie yourselves up. ❜
❛ next time, why don’t you just text me like a normal person? ❜
❛ we don’t need to go rogue in the darkness, or whatever you people do. ❜
❛ what exactly are we looking for? ❜
❛ we’re looking for not stupid questions. ❜
❛ hey. didn’t think you’d come back. thanks. ❜
❛ are you hurt? ❜
❛ no, i’m fine. i’m fine. ❜
❛ you do not seem fine. ❜
❛ yeah, well, we’ve only just met. this is… this is how i am. ❜
❛ well, you guys should just go without me. it’ll be easier. ❜
❛ we all feel like shit sometimes. and loneliness, i get that. and that that darkness gets... pretty enticing. ❜
❛ you shove it way down. you just... push it down. ❜
❛ let’s just stick together until we make it to the surface, and after that, you can start a fight with a super soldier. get yourself killed. i don’t care. ❜
❛ so, none of us fly? what, do we all just punch and shoot? ❜
❛ you do not want to start the whole sob story game. i win. ❜
❛ well, you were just a kid, so… ❜
❛ i just think it might be nice to know that you didn’t really know any better. ❜
❛ cucumber, cucumber, cucumber. ❜
❛ growing up, somebody told me that you can stop a sneeze if you confuse your brain. i always just yelled “cucumber.” ❜
❛ you’re the boss now? cute. ❜
❛ anyone else have any pointless childhood stories to tell? ❜
❛ i will fight. you stay behind me. ❜
❛ i’ve always had these episodes since i was a kid. there’s a high, then there’s a big low, and then my memory just goes blank. ❜
❛ you were right, she definitely wants us dead. ❜
❛ this has the makings of a team that can raise to glory. a team that can bring light from the darkness. a team of heroes that can be on the wheaties box and have little kiddie toy… ❜
❛ let’s just forget about them, and let’s focus on you. and how perfect you are. ❜
❛ isn’t that what you want? to be accepted? to be chosen? ❜
❛ no one else sees it, but i do. and i think maybe your past is what makes you so perfect. ❜
❛ look, i’ve been where you are. you can run, but it doesn’t go away. sooner or later it catches up to you, and when it does, it’s too late. so you can either do something about it now, or live with it forever. ❜
❛ you want to be good? or do you want to be somebody who changes the world? ❜
❛ you can do anything. ❜
❛ i'm the only one who knows what your true potential is. and it’s limitless. ❜
❛ i don’t wanna hurt you guys. why don’t you just turn yourselves in? ❜
❛ you can trust me. i know you. ❜
❛ they’re not a threat to me, so why do i need to kill them? ❜
❛ there is no “us.” there is no “we.” ❜
❛ you’re not a hero. you’re not even a good person. ❜
❛ why would a god take orders from anyone at all? ❜
❛ i’m starting to think maybe you don’t know what i am. or what i’m capable of. ❜
❛ i'm not afraid of you. ❜
❛ well, then, chase me forever. ❜
❛ If you cared, you would have called. ❜
❛ i’m sorry. i don’t know how to do this. i’m not good at it. ❜
❛ i didn’t think you wanted me. ❜
❛ i’m late, but i’m… i’m here now. ❜
❛ all i do is sit and look at my phone and think of all the terrible things that i’ve done. ❜
❛ when i look at you, i don’t see your mistakes. ❜
❛ aren’t you tired of fighting? let me help you. ❜
❛ you can’t outrun the emptiness. ❜
❛ it’s what you said. we’re all alone. all of us. ❜
❛ i have these good days, you know? where i feel invincible. but then there are a lot of bad days when i remember that nothing matters, you know? ❜
❛ so you’re just gonna sit here and let it take over? ❜
❛ well, there’s no use in fighting it. ❜
❛ at least i found a nice room. the other rooms are much worse. ❜
❛ you can’t stuff it down. you can’t hold it in all alone. no one can. we have to let it out. ❜
❛ even if it doesn’t make the emptiness go away, i promise you it will feel lighter. ❜
❛ we can find a way out of here together. will you try and leave here with me? ❜
❛ there’s no death here. the pain only gets worse. ❜
❛ i have a great past, so i’m totally fine. ❜
❛ the most shameful thing of all was thinking you could be anything more than nothing. ❜
❛ wait. you think they care about you? you don’t matter. to anyone. ❜
❛ i’m stronger than you. ❜
❛ you thought you were gonna be some great man? some savior? you can’t even save yourself. ❜
❛ we will always be alone. ❜
❛ i’m here. ❜
❛ it will always be just us. ❜
❛ we’re losing credibility. which we had very little to begin with. ❜
❛ we’re running out of space? It’s impossible. this building is enormous. ❜
❛ i did the dishes though. ❜
– 𝗥𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗢𝗠 𝗧𝗛𝗥𝗘𝗘 𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗗 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗧𝗦 !
"Don’t look back."
"I missed you."
"It’s too late."
"Please don’t go."
"You promised me."
"Who did this?"
"I forgive you."
"We were gods."
"Leave me alone."
"They found us."
"Trust me, please."
"I need help."
"Run. Don’t stop."
"It wasn’t me."
"I remember everything."
"Burn it all."
"Tell me why."
"You never called."
"It’s just rain."
"You owe me."
"She’s not breathing."
"Is that blood?"
"You were right."
"It ends now."
"We start over."
"Stay with me."
"Nothing feels real."
"I hate this."
"Do it now."
"They're watching us."
"Make it stop."
"It's not yours."
"I was waiting."
"He’s behind you."
"They’re all gone."
"Time is up."
"Bring them back."
"It’s our turn."
"This is wrong."
"Don’t let go."
"We are cursed."
"No one knows."
"You're not real."
"Don’t say it."
"I saw everything."
"Nothing ever changes."
"Call it off."
"What are you?"
"I found it."
"Let me in."
#RAZERPETALS
; a study in how quickly the blade becomes you . . .