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Now that my drafts and queue are emptied, seems about time for a blog backup and a break.
ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANG JAEHEE WE LOVE YOU
A few different people have been observing that Scrooge begins to change more quickly in the book than is often shown in adaptations. The Spirit of Christmas Yet To Come isnβt the one crucial factor breaking his obstinacy, but rather a final message to drive home a point that Scrooge had already become receptive to. I want to trace the shape of Scroogeβs progress over the course of the book and see what it reveals. (There will be some βspoilersβ here, since the story seems fairly universally known even among those who are reading the book for the first time.)
After Marleyβs appearance, he is disturbed and discomfited, but still trying to hang onto denial and not face what heβs been told.
With Chistmas Past, adaptations often treat it like a psych session - see, you hate Christmas because you were so miserable during it. But in the book, that isnβt the point at all. Scrooge sees times when he was unhappy as a boy, but he also sees what comforted him during those times - reading and imagination, which his adult self would dismiss asfrivolous and unprofitable - and recaptures his joy in those things. He sees times when he was happy, like at Fezziwigβs Christmas party. And he sees how heβs become the kind of person who made his younger self unhappy rather than happy, and how easy it would to be otherwise.
He sees himself asan unhappy child, and wishes that heβd been kinder to the young boy singing carols at the door. He sees himself happily employed with a kind, generous and personable employer, who could create a vastly more pleasant workplace climate at trivial expense, and wishes heβd been nicer to Bob Cratchit.
And then he sees Belle, and is shown that his unhappiness is of his own making and the consequence of hus own choices. His being the selfish, avaricious person he is is not the consequence of Belle breaking up with him; it is the cause of it. She saw him already becoming that person, and chose not to follow him in that path. Her choices left her a happy, loving and loved woman; his left him unhappy and alone. Scrooge cannot bear this, and rejects and fights the spirit rather than face it.
But he has nonetheless already begun to change. Whereas he initially did not want to go with Christmas Past (βa night of unbroken sleep would be more conducive to [my welfare]β), he willingly goes with Christmas Present and expresses the desire to learn and benefit. He sees people in all manner of circumstances, good and bad, choosing to take joy in each otherβs company and the comforts, small or great, around them. Many adaptations fail in this, focusing Scroogeβs attention on the idea that people dislike him (Mrs Cratchit; his nephewβs joke) but in the book Scrooge clearly greatly enjoys his nephewβs party, the nephew is being good-humoured and generous and expresses his goodwill towards Scrooge, and Scrooge doesnβt mind the joke at all. He sees the Cratchits making the best of what they have, and how he is making their lives harder than need be. He sees, in many ways and places, how he could be making others happy and being happy himself, rather than making evrryobe miserable, and it is an appealing picture. And Present calls him out, several times, on his past words and sentiments, and Scrooge repents them.
By the time he meets the Spirit of Christmas Yet To Come, he is already willing and prepared to change, and making deliberate plans to do so. The thing that I think is emphasized through the scenes with Yet To Come, as a driving home of the point, is that Scroogeβs actions up to this point have not only made him and others unhappy - they are an utter failure at getting Scrooge the one thing he had prioritized: wordly security, respect, and dignity. In Belleβs words, his turn to avarice in his youth was in hopes of avoiding the βsordid reproachβ that the world has for poverty. He was fine, and even pleased, with being feared rather than loved - what he did not want was to be patronized, despized, looked down on.
And now he sees where that got him! His business partners donβt even care to attend his funeral. Men whose respect he hoped to have gained donβt even give him a second thought, and for the brief moment they do, think ill of him (βOld Scratchβ is Victorian slang for the devil). His chambers and even his body are plundered (tomorrowβs reading is even more graphic about this, in some lines, than most adaptations). Heβs buried in an obscure, untended, weedy churchyard, because no one cares enough about him to make other arrangements. He has none of the worldly respect, regard, dignity for which he turned to money as a protector. Past and Present showed that he was wanting the wrong things; but Future shows him that he wasnβt even achieving the things he thought he did want, amd was in fact achieving their opposite.
The point of Future, then, is not to convince Scrooge to change. He has already chosen that he desires to change. Future alone, without the earlier spirits, would be supremely ineffective; showing Scrooge that his servant and the people around him hate him, without first showing him that he can be happy and make other people happy, would only make him more of a misanthrope. This is not a βscare βem straight,β as some adaptations play it. The point of Future is as a final guard against backsliding, against regret: you are losing nothing by changing, because your current path is losing you even the paltry things you sought to gain by it.
Also, I hadnβt really registered this on previous reads, but this is the very near future - the Christmas one year after the period of the book. This is never stated outright, but Christmas Present says of Tiny Tim, βIf these shadows remain unaltered by the Future, none other of my race will find him hereβ - meaning, no future Christmas. And, in the visions with Christmas Future, Tiny Tim has died only a few days ago. In the words of Dante (paraphrased) βthe time was perilously short for turning.β The Spirit of Christmas Yet To Come doesnβt teach the lesson - thatβs the previous spirits - but he makes sure it sticks.
So I do a yearly read of Christmas Carol, and I agree with all of this, with one added little thing to Christmas Past: Christmas Past IS telling Scrooge an important thing about his past that is informing his present life.Β Specifically, he is reminded that the Christmases he spent at school werenβt by his own volition.Β He wasnβt welcome homeβ¦ until he was.Β Combined with Scroogeβs comments about how mean the world is to the impoverished, it is not difficult to imagine that this is a generational traumaβ¦ and one of the key takeaways that you can put together is the spirits telling him βOkay, you experienced a multi-generational trauma, and now youβre inflicting it on everyone around you.β Itβs not as sordid as βyou were a lonely childβ, itβs βyou internalized some toxic shit from your familyβ.Β And thatβs a pretty deep cut from Dickens too.
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Itβs that time of the year, folks!
merry christmas!!!
A Holiday crossover with my other series, cryptid club! Merry Christmas!
(late for) pocky day again β¦. no problem β¦β¦β¦..
A wintery wooloo!

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βοΈ Spyro is here to spread holiday cheer! βοΈ
november π enjoy the colors before they're gone
ty for radar tumblr! <3
π€β€οΈ Pocky Day β€οΈπ€
definitely didn't wanna miss pocky day this year... as if i'm not tempted by chocolate-covered snacks every other day. dang it, now i'm hungry.
bonus:
*shakes some pocky day shukita like a bag of treats*

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a little tufted titmouse out trick-or-treating! <3
Just a cute little teacup with a pumpkin spice cake, whipped cream, and little fondant pumpkins. Nom nom.