# IT'S OKAY,

i think i'm at the end of my rope.

you’re so fucking scared of change, and it’s really fucking boring.

what is wrong with loving someone who happens to have money?

i just don’t like other people.

i don't have low self esteem. i have low esteem for everyone else.

doesn’t anybody have any respect for the dead?

pain is the price we pay for joy, and it’s a fair trade.

that’s just how our fights go.

i’m uninterested in living in the past like you are.

i always slept better with you.

you’re starting a war you can’t win.

people are always so sweaty when they die.

you swear that you’ll love me forever?

i think i’ll pass on risking my life.

would’ve thought i was a biscuit the way you’re buttering me up.

if a mistake was made back there, it was mine.

is the smug taunting necessary?

do you always do that — the self sabotage?

it’s okay if you hate me.

that wasn’t exactly me thriving.

when they broke up with me, i felt like, “great, i have nobody. again.”

i’m trying to be your friend, but sometimes you make it really hard.

we are so far past sorry.

we didn’t break anything. it’s just entering.

i just don’t recognize myself anymore.

i was hoping you’d do that thing where you see the good in me.

i’m just not great at anything.

it was weird not having you around today. i missed you.

i just went along with it when you said you just wanted to be friends. i like you. i like you a lot more than that.

really not in the mood to pump your ego. 

legends don’t need trophies.

don’t act surprised, i know you’re not surprised. 

you think you’re the only one here who’s hiding something?

you ever fall in love with someone you haven’t even talked to?

you have no idea what it’s like to be alone.

it’s not love. it’s ambition. 

everything’s different, nothing’s going right.

whatever we do, we do it together.

i forgive you, but we can’t be together.

just because you don’t like the call doesn’t mean it’s not the right one.

we always did make a great team.

maybe we just give it one more shot.

what happened to ‘we already tried this 100 times’?

this isn’t gonna work. we always just end up in the same place. 

i don’t wanna be angry with you. but i would love if i could be your friend.

i don’t like the idea of us doing things separately. 

i think i might be mad at you forever. i hate that.

every single day you make the decision to protect me.

go fuck some shit up.

you were always afraid to throw a punch, but you always knew how to take one.

felt like something got lost.

some things you just can’t fix.

i don’t live in the past. 

i’ve never seen you like this. so vulnerable. honestly, it’s kind of a turn off.

i’ve been telling you who you are ever since day one.

best thing about telling a lie is when you get to tell the truth.

i think everyone can smell my anxiety.

maybe without me nothing bad would’ve happened, but without me, nothing would’ve happened period.

i was always so proud that a person as good as you could love me. but you don’t love me.

stop pleading. it’s pathetic.

i don’t want to be scared anymore. i don’t want to be sad.

nothing changes if we don’t want it to.

who reads a room better than you?

tonight’s the night you decided to make friends?

if you wanna make the world a better place, stop making it worse.

you’re the only family i’ve got left.

everything bad that has ever happened in my life has been because of you.

i’m really good at second first impressions.

let’s just take a breath, try to not spin out.

just an FYI, the vibes in here are not good. 

i don’t wanna run anymore. i just wanna be okay.

i’m famously a gigantic pussy. for me, even looking someone in the eyes is an act of heroism. 

you don’t have to be tough right now. not with me.

you’re real. and i am. and that is the only thing that matters.

i love you. but sometimes i really hate you.

i was just being an asshole.

seems like this town’s not the only thing that’s changed.

you left. i stayed. 

i want a badass scar like yours. 

i tend to have this weird loyalty thing for people who saved my life.

i’m trying to apologize and you’re acting like a fucking baby.

you’re just gonna have to get used to people being thoughtful for the sake of it.

can you not do the thing you always do? fixate?

everything i ever imagined, you blew it right out of the water. 

i’m charming. i’m a fucking prince.

i have never felt like that before. i was fucking helpless.

those were just the experiences that i haven’t repressed yet.

just try being the opposite of yourself.

i need to get out of the sun.

you know you’re different. you feel it, don’t you?

we figure out a way. i’m with you.

at some point, the forgiveness runs out.

i didn’t know if we were gonna punch or kiss.

it's always something with you , isn't it ? it's always an emergency .

look , this is your responsibility .

wow , nice trick . i'm sure you're a hit at parties .

so ... you think you're ready .

i called you . all weekend . where were you ?

okay , we have got to pull you together .

you can't run away hard enough , can you ?

i know where you were all weekend .

life is raw , everybody medicates .

i love you . call me , okay ?

am i hallucinating ?

come on , or you'll miss it .

can i start over ? please .

i'm going to make sure you don't remember a thing .

playing with time is such difficult magic .

don't bother trying to compare yourself .

it's good to be aware the world is blatantly unfair .

it's my fault that they said that .

if you think my family is some sort of advantage , you've been misinformed .

maybe i wouldn't let myself forget .

that was before i knew there was something else .

it's really okay if this is not your thing .

you're hurting yourself , & you're not okay .

i just needed to see if i was right .

we've been watching you for quite a while now .

hello ? do you need help ?

you feel right because you're starting towards your destiny .

for some reason , you're involved . so be involved .

look , hold that thought , okay ?

i'm obviously coming with you .

there's no such thing as safe magic .

what is this place exactly , besides a health hazard ?

you ask a lot of questions .

jesus , you didn't tell me you were dangerous .

it's a little bit bigger than messing up .

there's a bad story every few years around here .

can you just help me live with myself ?

i'm gonna tell you something deep & dark & personal now .

i'm trying to tell you , you are not alone here .

i don't know . i wanna be your friend , i guess .

you should hate me right now .

the last thing i wanted to do growing up was read fantasy .

let's just say life wasn't exactly non-stop fun growing up .

if you're guilty , i'm guilty .

come do something stupid with me before you go .

okay , you know what ? i'm not interested in your personal issues .

this isn't just some lark to me , just so you know .

i mean seriously , what do they expect , you know ?

look , you can't run away from you .

there's nothing i can do in this moment to stop the comet from crashing into the earth , is there ?

i keep trying to tell myself that this is somehow better .

you don't see color & want to go back to black & white .

you can't help , & i can't help you .

what the hell was that , you maniac ?

why would you ever trust anyone ?

i'm willing to teach the right people what i know . & i know a lot .

you're lucky i can fix this .

hey , have you heard of karma ? sometimes it's instant .

i'm generous with you , considering .

get me everything on this list . this week .

why even ask , if you'll just forget it again ?

that's not a real answer .

you're a much better liar than i expected you to be .

do you think you have a destiny ?

there is no destiny . no born heroes .

you can either step up to it or not , that's up to you .

idk my dudes i started listening to the etern.als theme music and now i have these things. bon appetit!

“ i’d follow you to the ends of the universe, if you asked me to. ”

“ how bad is it this time? ”

“ we’re the only thing standing between this world and its destruction. ”

“ we could stop all of this… with just a thought/flick of my wrist. “

“ fair?! how is any of this fair?! “

“ do you truly believe that anything so little as a rule, or a law, might have stopped me from protecting you? “

“ we have to fight. ”

“ we’re not giving up. ”

“ you. i’ll always and endlessly fight for you. “

“ i can wait a thousand lifetimes for you. “

“ we’ve had a pretty good life. but maybe normalcy is a thing we’re meant to protect, rather than enjoy. ”

“ i don’t know if i can protect you any longer. “

“ we’ve seen what they’re capable of. now we need to retaliate. “

“ if only the world knew what we do for them… ”

“ i’m sick and tired of being the one who has to make the sacrifices! ”

“ haven’t we lost enough? ”

“ i’m tired. beyond tired… i am exhausted from the endless fighting. ”

“ things must be catastrophic if you’re calling me at this hour. ”

“ this is what we’ve been waiting for. ”

“ i’d follow you to the bitter end; as i always have. ”

“ the time has come. ”

“ this is what we’ve been waiting for. ”

“ i thought we had more time.  i regret to confess… it appears that i was wrong. ”

“ don’t let them control you, eh? ”

“ you’re better than this. ”

“ everything’s about to change… ”

“ do you truly think so little of me? ”

“ careful… you’ve never had to fight me before. ”

“ we need to leave. ”

“ we’re a good team, you know. “

“ look around you. do you still truly see no reason for us to fight? “

“ we’re family. we don’t turn our backs on each other. “

“ it’s too late! let’s go! ”

“ it wasn’t your fault… ”

“ why are you doing this?! ”

“ i’m sorry… “

“ perhaps i don’t say it enough, but… i’d like you to know that i’m always here, if you ever wanted to talk. ”

“ you/they will always be worth fighting for. ”

“ don’t pretend like you understand. “

“ tell me how i can fix this… ”

“ don’t say it. ”

“ they’re not worth saving. ”

“ i am a god. you… you’re nothing. “

i know you want to make up for all the things you’ve done, i do too. but we need to think of the bigger picture.

i made the call, and i’ll live with that.

how many people do you have to save before you forgive yourself?

you still have hope? 

you’re the one going too far, using the same justification, ‘ it’s all for my people. ‘

if you just tell them the truth, maybe they’ll surprise you.

i think peace is overrated. it’s the fighters who survive.

you can’t save someone who doesn’t want to be saved.

here’s the take away: you have to be willing to die to really live.

for all its faults, earth is really beautiful.

whatever choice i make, somebody always dies.

have you ever loved someone so much that no matter what they do to you, or themselves, you take it?

it’s gonna be wonderful. you’re gonna rebuild the world.

if we leave, we can’t come back.

is that really a risk you’re willing to take?

we’ll survive. we’ll just wish we didn’t.

we made death the enemy. that’s how we survived.

you’re a healer, not a fighter.

it’s not the truth. it’s what we say to justify the horror we inflict on other people.

why do you always have to be the one to sacrifice?

you didn’t need me anymore. 

i don’t ever want to see this place again. 

you did things to survive, that’s in the past.

what’s one more, right? we’re already murderers.

we’re talking about taking one life to save hundreds. 

if you say we’re doing the right thing enough, maybe i’ll believe you.

i’ve been fighting the abusive power all my life.

i want to see an end to the violence just as bad as you.

i’m not preparing for war, i’m planning for peace. 

we’re all just people. all this will ever be is a battlefield.

seeing you fighting to survive, that’s who i fell in love with.

as soon as this fight is over, you will fall apart again.

i was part of something bigger than myself. i didn’t know i needed that, but i did.

it felt good to be safe. i never felt that before - like i had a home. 

don’t tell me you’ve never killed for revenge.

i don’t need you to protect me. i protect myself. i always have.

you know nothing of my pain.

we were happy once, weren’t we?

i don’t want to be a killer anymore.

i don’t want to take lives to save them.

everyone dies. let’s show them how to live.

we survive together. all of us, like always.

only a fool fights a war they can’t win.

living with what we’ve done to survive is worse than death.

what happened to us being the good guys?

how do you explain the sun to someone who’s never seen it?

i know it sucks, but sometimes there are no good choices.

how many innocent lives have you sacrificed?

you were just trying to save your people, so am i.

you think better days are ahead, but that’s not true.

there is no light at the end of the tunnel. there is only the tunnel.

we are the problem - human beings, all of us. 

it doesn’t matter what we do. all we’ve done is make things worse.

trust can be earned.

i won’t apologize for protecting you from yourself.

our friends come first.

i’d walk through fire for you. i’d die for you.

you’re better at blowing things up than fixing them.

be strong, direct, unrelenting.

peace without war is still possible.

i came here to tell you that i love you very much, no matter what happens. 

careful. you took a thorn out of a lion’s foot, but they’re still a lion.

we’re still on the same team, right?

you want to weaken than enemy? what’s weaker than an enemy at war with itself?

real warriors hate war. 

this is a place we can start over and rebuild.

the ghosts can have this place.

if you do this, there’s no coming back.

you can’t save someone who’s already dead.

go to war if you want to, but at least tell them they have a choice.

it means we lost the battle, not the war.

hey, you still want a gun?

how do you choose between the monster and the devil?

what we do here now is how we survive.

living with ourselves is another story.

i’m not mad at you for saving my life. i’m mad at you for making me care about yours.

i never said i was a hero because i’m not one.

a week ago, you were a traitor. next week, you might be again.

i’m just tired of always having to choose the least bad option.

it’s broken. i broke it.

we’ve all got blood on our hands, don’t we?

i should have killed you when i had the chance.

i don’t need ghosts telling me what i lost.

i know you’re scared, i am too. but i have to do this, and you have to let me.

life should be about more than just surviving. 

it was you who saved me. 

i may never be able to fix what i broke, but i can save you. 

look around you. do you see signs of hope here?

it’s hard to keep track of whose side you’re on.

first we save their lives, then we let them prove that they deserve it.

so it’s okay for me to be the monster, but not you, right?

your mistake was power - liking it. it’s the kiss of death.