soul of a doll

pro tip : get violently drunk!!

FUCK

why do i look so fucking disgusting what happened to me i was better looking istg

im so scared for myslef i honeysly jate thid place so much id rather be anywhere else but here

why do i feel so fucking dizzy after i eat anything wtf is going on

i dont enev know how to fo to school im not joking i dont know how to go there i dant something is telling me to not i cant bring myselef tegtee i cant

i domt want it back

im shaking

I feel everything but nothing right now

rn i should just kill myself i fucked up everything i could once again, it’s so pointless, i am nothing but a walking failure, how can i get mad at others when i wont change anything about myself, its honestly so disgusting, i am disgusting, all and nothing, let the world cut me deep enough so i could finish what ive started

I fucking hate this feeling, jealousy is getting to me

I am deeply in love with her :3

There’s a big chance that I am moving away to a different country, it’s scary asf but not the thought of new surroundings but the thought of what I could do.