Ryan Arnold

Police won't win

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Why am I so emotional 💔😭

I hate feeling depressed 😞

All my complaints are being collated as one 😅 I hope there not trying to reduce there complaint numbers 💰

I was fuming today when I found out that the police have extended the precharge bail untill August 😎 I went down to the station but only the lovely enquiries officers would speak to me as the Inspector/Sargent were ill apparently.

That horrible depressed feelings coming back again

I am so depressed right now 😭 I just need this police thing to hurry up as I've had enough of pretending I'm okay. I'm not okay but I will stay strong and act like I'm okay ❤️

In 2018 after I was raped my life went down hill. I lost my job and never got back on my feet since. I never relised the impact it had in my I tried burying it away and pretending it didn't happen. So much abuse from guys taking advantage I just wish it didn't happen 😭 I wish they listened to me. I wish they respected me. I wish they treated me right and helped me. They knocked me down. They stopped me from getting back up. They destroyed me mentally but I survived. I'm still here I'm still fighting and I won't give up. I am winning this battle and I won't like my depression win. I am strong. And I will keep fighting.

Police are corrupt they are covering up ex police officer crimes I believe but I will complain to they deal with my complaints

No one seems these posts but maybe one day someone will see these if anything happens to me my thoughts are logged. My luck with guys have always been bad just abused and used and treated badly. My heart broken to many times 💔 😭 i just gotta keep going and stay strong and not let the bad thought win. Things will get better..... I won't allow anyone to treat me badly anymore and if they do then they have a problem then not me

He won't win in the end the truth will always win. He raped me in 2018 and once again in 2022. He gaslit me to make me think it did not happen but I dived back into the trauma and reached into my memories and broke down the blocks on my brain that was impacting my memory.

That horrible depressed feeling right now I just want to cry 😭 but I gotta hold my self together and hope for the best. I can't do this again im just trying to move on with my life. Problems if having narcissistic ex's is it's so hard to move on from there abuse

The guy who raped me got me arrested on the 1st of February for false allegations to try make me look bad and make out I was lying. I did not lie about rape and James raped me multiple times it's killing me inside..... It's destroyed me. It's made me depressed over and over again and I can't stop thinking about it as I got to attend a pre sentace bail. This is a trigger to when I went prison and got locked up. I cried so much when I got sentaced to 12 months in 2021 I was in a state of shock. I don't want to have to go though this again. I wasn't even guilty for the witness intimidation back In 2021 which what made thing worse I was denied a fair trial. I shall fight these allegations and won't be silenced. Police corruption... I forgot to mention James is an ex police officer which is why it's so hard to get justice 😭😭😭

So depressing being stuck on a pre sentace bail 😑 makes me suicidal

I hate nights like these where I feel really depressed and down 😢