how was it so fucking easy for you to leave? how is it easy for you to walk past me and not make eye contact, not say a word? how is it easy for you to not do anything when you know i’m suffering? how is it easy for you to not talk to me, not check up on me, not ask me how my day went? how was it easy for you to completely forget about me and move on with your life as if i never fucking mattered?

i feel so fucking pathetic. you’ve made me look like an absolute oblivious idiot

i hate you so fucking much

i’m so fucking angry i’m so sick of people making me feel like i’m important to them and then doing something that proves the exact opposite

this world is a fucking shit place and i don’t want to be apart of it

it hurts it hurts it hurts

it makes me so fucking sick to think about the sweet words of honey that drip from your lips and land in the hollows of her ears. my chest aches when i see the fire ignite in your eyes as she lights the match against your skin. my head starts to pound with the images of your ice cold body melting into a pool of liquid after her burning fingers trace your smooth surface.

you destroyed me. you made me feel like this.

how is it fair that you can carry on happily with your life, and i’m left behind sad and lonely?

why do you make me feel like this?

i need you. and you’re not fucking here. you’re never fucking here. you promised you would be. you said you’d always be here for me. so where are you? why aren’t you here? why am i all fucking alone? why am i so lonely? i thought you cared. i thought i was important to you.

my heart fucking hurts

i fucking hate people all they do is disappoint me and let me down and i’m exhausted

i never should’ve let you let me go

i’m always the one who tries the most and i’m so tired