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Warning:Like 50% of the stuff on this blog is related to suicide and like 10% is related to self harm,sometimes i add a trigger warning and sometimes i dont because im EVIL and i want everyone to get TRIGGERED and DIE(or because i have the memory of a fucking goldfish) I also swear a lot,if you didnt notice so dont open my blog in public or near your parents or anything.

If you see my posts and feel bad for me because you dont know enough to see what a horrible person i am,please do not.

Also most of the time when i write the sui related stuff i dont even feel anything because of fuckass dpdr so dont bother trying to cheer me up.

(also if i post something/send an ask/send a message twice its because my wifi is permanently shit)

(im also extremely fucking cringe and stupid)

(and most of the time when i say i want to kms i am not actively planning to do it so dont worry)

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guyz its already like 22 cuties >o< (excluded the bots and myself) come joiin ^o^

(can u rb this for reach mayb bats eyelashes)

I need to stop being a coward and face the consequences of my actions.

I need to start apologising when i do something wrong,immediately after i realise it,instead of doing it after someone calls me out,and like actually start thinking before saying things so i dont fuck up again,and i need to stop ignoring things just because they have a small chance of making me feel some sort of negative emotion.

Im scared of going to sleep.Really weird things happen to me when im trying to fall asleep sometimes.

#(almost) a fully grown adult btw #ripe old age of 14 mind you

Maybe i should kms.

#sui baiting #i probably wont actually attempt #im a coward #send me words of encouragement #i need to do it eventually

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I say i like being insulted but whenever someone actually does it i am close to crying

#i mean thats a good thing #please insult me or hurt me in other ways i deserve to be in physical and emotional pain

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Fuck it,im tired of thinking.Im actually just evil from birth because its like my evil fate.I cannot change so i must kill myself right now.

I should get like a pin that says like "#1 [My full government name] hater"

Or maybe i shouldnt thats really fucking cringe.

However i need to express my hatred for myself in a way that wont get me hospitalised or sent to the torture dungeon.

dinkingmyoiter6

Hairbrush but gum and teeth

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I feel like ive improved a little bit,i think,like maybe perhaps i did.I was definitely more annoying when i was younger,because i thought i was like the tuffest smartest person in this entire world.

My fucking god sometimes i cant even think about the stuff that happened to me in the past,not even because of trauma or anything but just because of the sheer amount of shame i feel when i remember how i used to act.Im so sorry to everyone who had(and still has) to deal with me.

randomassidiotidk

I love being useful to people.Like yes ill hold a door open for you,yes ill pull out a chair for you,yes ill throw out the trash for you,yes ill help you do this thing on the computer,yes ill carry your bags for you,yes ill help you with your homework DO YOU FIND ME HELPFUL DID I AT LEAST DO SOMETHING RIGHT IN MY PATHETIC SHORT FUCKING LIFE??

randomassidiotidk

What i dont love is when others try to help me because like

DO I REALLY LOOK THAT PATHETIC,DO I REQUIRE HELP IN YOUR OPINION??STOP THAT SHIT BEFORE YOU PUT ME INTO GENERATIONAL AURA DEBT

I love being useful to people.Like yes ill hold a door open for you,yes ill pull out a chair for you,yes ill throw out the trash for you,yes ill help you do this thing on the computer,yes ill carry your bags for you,yes ill help you with your homework DO YOU FIND ME HELPFUL DID I AT LEAST DO SOMETHING RIGHT IN MY PATHETIC SHORT FUCKING LIFE??

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this is an evil. Cyber bully.

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DONT BRING THIS BACK

#bring this back #it amuses me

thanks for the spam twin 🥹

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have a statue from a museum i went to :3

Thank you twin.My wifi is really bad so i cant properly see the statue for now.Is it a bird?Is it a plane?

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man1c-man1a

I need to sleep but I’m afraid of waking up :((( I don’t wanna go to another day :(((

randomassidiotidk

I dont know whether im actually capable of love or compassion or if im just pretending,to make myself seem like a better person.Maybe i just like people because they give me attention,or i like the thought of liking someone and not the actual person.

randomassidiotidk

What even is love anyway?

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