melt all your art

i feel like i'm going crazy. i wish i could sleep for 500 years . my headmates had a big argument recently. idk what to do about that

hate having factives so much

i have to get better. there's no other way. i have to get better. i have to claw and crawl and scream til my throat is bloody. i have to get better. it's the only way. i have to get better

i mayyyyy be having a giant mental breakdown. but it's ok. it's ok because i have radiohead. and i'm going to be skips about it

ok friends are supporting me even tho im a mess rn ill be fine. probably

i just want like. to forget. everything ever.

i hate my period sm im literally agonized rn

hate characters that are so introjectbait. get out of my head NOW

i fuckifn love my partner

Giving Matthew Patel a bath with my tongue

i love when friends send us music and one (1) specific headmates latched onto the song like INSTANTLY it happened TWICE TODAY

sometimes u gotta do stupid shit for your mental health

i don't think i did anything bad under the influence tho so win?? rare ramskull occurrence

they need to give me 'kind to your body and non self destructive' juice instead of the opposite of that which i keep drinking. aka vodka