Passion
Without you, I become a speck of dust
How can I ever let you go?
You are my fuel
You are my soul
You are the reason that I am still sprinting
The only reason I want to be alive
But then life happened
I lost my grip to you
In the midst of this life triathalon
Without you, I am a speck of dust
How did I let you go?
Could no longer feel my heart beat
When I'm sitting in the studio
Eye to eye with my first death
My shoulders ache
My back breaks
Clicking mindlessly through threads of email
I'm typing while I am falling
I'm sleeping on the neverending free fall
This pit is too deep
I will never hit the bottom
If the low can't be reached
Can I ever climb back to touch the high?
You said "I rather die without passion"
So, this is my death sentence?
To not be able to feel the beating anymore
Seven years of grind
And now I'm no one
When had I become so numb?
Is it temporary?
Or is it forever?
Is it just a burnt out?
Or Should I turn my back to you?
And walk away forever?
Memory fades
So does emotion
"You are the maknae. Become the golden one."
Words of the deads are the most powerful
The ghosts now live through words
They haunt you by their silent whisper
Words become their ashes
The only memories that are left for you
So tattoo it to your heart
Make akin with your soul
I am call back to you
Reaching my hands
So I can touch you
Let me gaze into your eyes
Let me stare deep into your soul
Dear love
Dear passion
I need to feel you again
Even my emotion faded
And I forget the whys
I know you live inside of me
Please reveal yourself
Telepathy to you now
And miracle happens
My heart gently beats again
Welcome back adrenaline
Opening my arms to the long nights
When the clock strikes zero
I can start anew again
Gracefully bow to you
I almost forgot your face
But I remember your silhouette
Your warmth and grace
The way you made my heart beats
So let me hold you again
Then you whisper in my ear "If you believe it enough you will make it"
With you, I am a speck of dust
A speck of dust that glows
Gleaming through my blood
Flowing to my veins
Reaching my deepest soul
Tonight's dawn is Vantablack
But my body is shinning
Because when my eyes meet yours
The big bang occurs
Once again I am feeling the explosion
And now I know I am about to reborn
As a star
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