Screaming into the Void

I start on monday to make tracking my progress easier.

I want to be a better creative and I also have some blocks that I cannot seem to get rid of so this will be my attempt to do just that. I'll see if it's going to work or not. I hope it will work.

I already bought notebooks for my morning pages and for tracking my progress so I can start without worrying. I mean it cost money but this time it's worth it I hope.

Maybe it's the heatwave but I suddenly stopped doing morning pages and I haven't taken myself out for artist's dates in two weeks.

I dunno if I should stop doing this book altogether or just take a break. Wish it wasn't so damn hot. At least I'm scribbling something for my nuzlocke atm, so it's not all bad, but geez. Anxiety is a bitch. It doesn't let me do things.

I'm still Big Mad from the animation industry AI news, and I had some thoughts I needed to get out. There are lots of more important reasons why artists shouldn't use AI, but here is my philosophical take on it.

Bird of Prey Illustrations by Donna McCarty from"Enjoying Indiana Birds" by Alfled (Bud) Starling

A kelpie is just a mermaid horse

And when the nights are long

All those stars recall your goodbye

"The Forest"

Sleeping Guardian: Digital Illustration (2026)