shan bolin ⢠19 ⢠son of shan yu.
you left my soul bleeding in the dark
so you could be { K I N G }
the rules you set are still untold to me
and i've lost my faith in everything
the nights you could cope
your intentions were gold
but the mountains will shake
i need to know i can still make
{ e x p l o s i o n s }
the best older brother a girl could ask for. he's always lifting me up and giving me confidence, even though i don't deserve it and can hardly do anything in return. he keeps me grounded. he is the earth to my air.
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ŕšŰ*¤°â @castorpoison said: ââ I am trash Satan. ââ
âAnd by that do you mean... that youâre the worst thing for trash as Satan is to believers... or that youâre a trashy devil?â Bolin asked, not sure how people used their slang at times.
xiaoli knew very well that if their roles were reversed, it would be just the same. she wouldnât be leaving until she knew her brother was alright. she would most likely be a little more awkward about it, never knowing how to properly comfort people, but she would try her best. and bolin knew that. no one knew her better than her brother did, after all.
âi know that was, and never will be, your intention,â she wrote. she took his hand, continuing to type with her free one. it took a little longer, but she wasnât about to let go. not when it made her feel better. âit is more of a selfish feeling on my part. you are all moving on with your lives and meeting new people, or exploring the relationships you already had in a different light.â she gave her brother a soft, but pointed look at that. something like approval, almost. âi feel as though i am still the same as i was when i first arrived. that was the main reason for my wish.â because if she had a voice, it would be easier to make friends. it was such a childish wish in retrospect, and she hadnât really known what sheâd wanted until now. she just wanted what everyone else had.
It took a moment for Xiaoliâs words to settle in as he read them. His eyes flickered to his sisterâs expression when she looked at him. At first, he wasnât sure what to think. But, he wasnât clueless. He gave a sheepish smile. It wasnât that he had meant to be obvious about what had started with Thalia; itâs just now that someone else had noticed it, it was all the more clear as to what they had become. He then looked up towards the window of the dorm. Xiaoli, stagnant, and Bolin, the one to be moving. It seemed as though things have been turned around since the beginning of the year.Â
âYou may not notice itâ But I do. I wish I could make you see,â he started then gave a sheepish chuckle. âMaybe wish is the wrong word... You see, little sister, admitting to this desire to change... isnât that something different? Something to move you forward? You and I once believed we would never be more than our fatherâs pawns. And yet, here we are. Youâve met family. Youâve branched out in ways that we thought could never be possible. Not all flowers bloom at the same time, everything takes its due time. Just because Iâve sprouted a little, doesnât mean you wonât grow to unimaginable heights. I believe you can. You can touch the clouds once youâre done growing.â
Memories pass by, overturning a thousand sentences
What I want to say to you is stored deep in my heart
I write and delete those worded emotions
Maybe the blankness best illustrates it
ŕšŰ*¤°â @ceridwcn said: âi have this problem where i isolate myself from civilization and then get upset because iâm lonely.â
Bolin gave a small smile at the comment. He looked up, surprised to see a sea witch before him. The surprise didnât last long before he responded with, âYouâre always in company. Your mind is vast and is as infinite as a galaxyâ not quite comprehensible but filled with wonder and danger all the same.â He looked back down at the tea he was drinking. âAt least, thatâs how Iâve always seen being alone is like.â
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she shook her head, her mouth turning up into a grin as she stilled the hand that was brushing his way his hair, letting it rest for a moment on his cheek. â definitely not dangerous. and i would be inclined to agree. i like you as you. strong bolin shan.â she remarked, thinking nothing of it. thalia lips twisted into a small smile. a genuine smile, not one of her smirks or grins. just the tiniest of real smiles that she hardly shared with anyone. she could hear past the teasing and into the ring of honesty the words held. â of course. our family. â as someone who took the word family very seriously, she would never once deny that the shans were family to her. and like she would with her own blood, she would go to the ends of the earth for them. ( and though she would never admit, she liked the way the words sounded coming from his mouth. their family. ) she let her eyebrows furrow as gravely shook her head in mock seriousness. she tsked. â not once would i think to rid myself of you, dearest bolin. â she let herself lean ever so slightly closer. â and you can be sure that i will be by your side as well. as certain as the sun setting in the west. â she matched his response with a small smile.
The action was as natural as water flowing in a creek, but it also started a tremor on the seabed, rattling his brain. He wished he could deny what everything was so blatantly pointing towards. Of course, things werenât ever that easy. So long as the tremors donât disrupt the surface, he should be fine.... right? Bolin returned the smile, as small as the sweetest berry, as he placed his hand over Thaliaâs. âI do believe Iâve made quite the impression on you then,â he mused softly before his expression softened. As much as he enjoyed bantering with Thalia and being this close, there was something on his mind. It pressed and pushed. He let out a soft sigh, leaning forward to press his forehead against hers. âDid Xiaoli tell you what she wished for?â he asked, his voice slow. He licked his lips once, his soft expression becoming more troubled. He didnât like the thought of it-- he thought Xiaoli was remarkable as is and for her to wish for more from herself... he sighed. âI donât want her to feel the way she does. I want to make it better for her but I fear that thereâs nothing I can do to help. Itâs strange feeling so helpless.âÂ
a mortal kombat!au where shan bolin is a runaway fighter from a warrior clan, only to be captured to participate in a fatal tournament. little does anyone know, this tournament determines more than earthâs greatest fighter, the entire balance of this universe rests on the outcome of the champion.
i am mortal kombat trash okay, i love it so much and i encourage anyone to play the game if they havenât already (unless youâre not a fan of gore, then please donât). and thIS IDEA CAME UP RIP ME. AND YES I HAVE MORE THAN ONE PART BECAUSE LBR THIS GOT REALLY LONG. and yes there are mentions of @thxliadalma and @xiacli dONâT WORRY ABOUT IT
There was the rattling of chains. Bolin remembered the sound wellâ it was strange that he couldn't see. He was bound. Yet, every other sense was on high alert. He could smell rust and sweat, he could feel the thickness in the air as if there was dusty wind howling just beyond him, he could hear the cheers and roars of a crowd. Most importantly, he heard an old brother of his grumbling to ârelease him but hold him at spear-pointâ. How irrevocably charming.
The point of the blade pressing against the small of his back, Bolin was forced to move forward. The cover over his eyes didn't let up, however, he could feel his wrists and ankles become unchained. That was all he needed, even with the death threat breathing straight down his back. It was barely a heartbeat later when Bolin twisted his body around, effectively kicking the spear out of his captor's hands. The stagger sounded familiarâ it was his old brother with the limp in his right leg and who didn't exert enough energy with his left punches. With one clack of the spear hitting the floor, Bolin managed to pinpoint where its grip was (or was going to be) and used his leg to kick it back towards him.
An assailant behind him yelled, using the back end of the spear, Bolin spun to knock him off his feet. He landed on his knee, unfamiliar with the terrain. He'd have to make sure to be aware of every crack on the stony ground. It was damp, so sounds would easily echo. Didn't matter all too much to a warrior like him. He could focus on what was an echo and what was a true noise. Bolin never thrust the spear towards his opponents, using the shaft to deflect oncoming blows and striking without fatal harm. It didn't help that all his opponents were familiar-- familiar sounds, familiar smells, Â familiar faults. He had bested all of them before blindfolded. Child's play, truly.
It was until he felt a rush of wind from a blade so unique, that he could recognize the sound just from it cutting air. As if he wasn't on high alert already. Bolin had gotten cocky with his skills when it came to his old brothers-- countless spar matches where he would inevitably come out on top. He manipulated their weaknesses just as they feared his strengths. It was easy to disarm and disengage. This, however, was a whole different ballgame. The young man stepped back, keeping the spear behind him in a defensive position, ready to strike or deflect at a moment's notice.
He couldn't hear his footsteps. Bolin knew that his own footsteps were undetectable, as well, courtesy of him. But that didn't matter. His opponent had the advantage of sight. He kept his footwork steady and solid, knowing he'd be on the defense ultimately now. Another rush of wind from the bladeâ a difficult blow to defend against. A small twist of Bolin's hand and a flurry of steps gave him some ground but only for a moment. Again, the sword was quick to deliver a blow. Quicker than before, angrier. Bolin had a harder time blocking it.
His next task would've been to get rid of the blindfold. But even within a millisecond's hesitation to bring his hand up to free himself, he was vulnerable. He was taken advantage of. Bolin panicked as the swords' thrusts became quicker, sharper, closer. He had eventually lost his footing when he could hear the echoes becoming more definite... he was backed into a wall.
âAnd that is why you're my champion. One of two of my deadliest weapons.â
Shan Yu's voice was a disgusting ooze that crawled down his back. Bolin wanted to gag. He didn't dare move, though. This was different than being held hostage before. Feeling the tip of that cursed blade at his neck almost guaranteed no escape. At least, not alive. He was grabbed on each side, his arms being forced behind his back. Bolin's posture was rigid regardless, his chin standing still even at the mercy of his own father's sword.
Finally, the blindfold was taken off. An old brother's grin was nasty but with one side glance, Bolin quickly dismissed it as unnecessary. Never had he seen a smile wiped away so quickly. His eyes turned steely when they reached his father. Shan Yu was unreadable; his expression a disgusting mixture of anger, pride, and bemusement. One thing Bolin was certain of... Shan Yu was anything but kind.
âYou were hard to find, my son. But that pirate's made some formidable enemies and in doing so, you did, too. What did you think you were going to gain? Running away with a heathen Dalmaâ you know you're never safe with them around.â
âYou know nothing about Thalia,â Bolin spat. The grips on his arms tightened as if they were trying to warn him of the chieftain's cruelty. But Bolin knew. He just didn't care anymore. âI don't belong to you.â
âI made you what you are!â Shan Yu suddenly roared. The sword at his neck pricked at his skin, a droplet of crimson settling on the blade. Bolin was surprised that the blade only moved inches, given his father's anger. âYou'd be nothing without me. You wouldn't be able to disarm 20 of the greatest Huns under my command without me. Because I made you, you owe me a debt. I could've left you with your whore of a mother. Instead, I grace you with this gift. How do you repay me? By running away in the middle of the night like some coward.â
âGift?â Bolin repeated, even daring to laugh in his father's face. âYou've given me no gift. You'd be surprised by what I've become since I've left your side. Since I became my own person.â
âOh, I'm well aware of the magic your pirate bitch has given youââ
âYou will NOT insult Thalia.â
âYou DARE interrupt me?!â The blade retreated from his neck, only to strike across his face. Only the tip, only with enough force to create a paper-thin cut across his cheek. The blow was so quick that Bolin hadn't felt any pain. It was a warning. He became silent. Though, his eyes remained as unaffected as they were before. They became steelier, as cold as a freshly sharpened weapon. âA weapon doesn't understand its purpose unless his wielder is willing to guide it. You forget that you are nothing without someone controlling you. You are nothing without someone owning you. I am your master, I know how to make you the deadliest warrior better than anyone else. You've returned to my side for one reason and one reason only. To become my champion.â
"I will not die for you," Bolin hissed. Suddenly, he was brought to his knees by the Huns who held him captive while Shan Yu spoke to him. The young man didn't bring his head down in shame, instead, his eyes remained on the chieftain. He was never going to bow down. Never again.
âI don't expect you to. But you will win for me. Either you or your sister. Letâs hope they wonât waste you or Xiaoli by matching you two together,â Shan Yu's voice became saccharine, disgustingly so. âShan Bolin, welcome to Mortal Kombat.â
Bolin's eyes finally left his father and looked beyond him. The stone wall behind him began to move, lifting up as dusting began to fall. Light began to shine in... to what Bolin now realized was an entrance to an arena. The clamour he heard before, it was a crowd. Waiting for bloodshed.Â
And Bolin, not having a choice like so many years ago, was going to be the one forced to spill it.
xiaoli just continued to hug her pillow, wanting to hide away from the world again, but she forced herself to remain upright in her blood-stained dress. she hated that she couldnât hear herself cry. she knew she was, all the other signs were there, she just couldnât hear it, and it annoyed her. but she tried not to think about it. thinking about it too much was what had dragged her into this mess in the first place.
knowing she had to say something, she reached for her phone and typed up her message with shaky fingers. âyou shouldnât have to show me. i should be able to do things myself. i shouldnât need to rely on people.â because people were changing and leaving and going off in different directions. and she wasnât about to hold them back. âit isnât fair for you â and the others â to be looking out for me.â
All of the weight that Bolin had to bear was easily based off of his fatherâs beliefs and actions. Nothing was attributed to his ability and his ability alone (perhaps his large heart but he hadnât considered it a burden for very long). As he watched Xiaoli, he knew that she thought about her muteness quite often. His eyes became downcast as she began to type. He felt bad.Â
As he read, he could feel his heart sink. âYou make it sound as if looking out for you is a burden,â he said slowly. His eyes looking directly as his little sisterâs before his eyes went down to the blanket on the bed. âIf Iâve ever made you feel like a burden, that was never my intention. If our situations were reversed and I had been a victim of Ursula because of an insecurity... what would you do? If youâd be on my bed, refusing to leave until weâve spoken...â Bolin reached for her hand. âThen itâs clear that what we do is because we love each other.â
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ŕšŰ*¤°â @liviygibbs said: â If I had any choice in the matter, Iâd stay in my comfy bed and eat warm chocolate chip cookies all day. â
Bolin chuckled at the thought of staying in bed all day. Heâd get too bored, especially when he gets up at dawn no matter what time he stayed up the night before. He loved long days. âWhatâs so appealing about a bed and warm chocolate chip cookies? Youâd get a stomach ache at some point, wouldnât you?â
At night I dream that you and I are two plants
that grew together, roots entwined,
and that you know the earth and the rain like my mouth,
since we are made of earth and rain.
 Pablo Neruda, Regalo De Un Poeta/ Gift Of A Poet (via feellng)
thalia nodded, satisfied, and a small smile played across her lips. she let herself be pulled towards bolin, resting a hand on the one that sat on her waist. they were both more tactile beings than either of their siblings, and she assumed thatâs why their hands naturally tended to drift to the other. she reached over to gently brush bolinâs bangs out of his eyes. â after what iâve just done, auradon should do itâs best to placate me. â she responded, voice matching his teasing lilt. thalia gave him her signature look, one eyebrow cocked and the corners of her lips turning up into a smirk. â i wouldnât say you are dangerous, my dear bolin. you are most definitely strong, stronger than most, but a danger ?? no. â she mused, but didnât deny his claim. she was much to prideful, and found herself quite flattered by the remark. her smirk soften just a bit. â but yes, sweet bolin. iâll be sure to warn you next time. thereâs no need for you to worry about me. iâd say i had things handled, hm ?? a little seawitch who threaten my familyâs and your safety ?? she didnât stand a chance. â she joked, lifting her chin in mock arrogance, though there was a ring of honesty to it.
Affection was often something Bolin happily gives up, usually coming out when he fed the animals that came near his garden to investigate (usually as diversions to keep them away from his more precious things). The others in the small little family werenât keen on such affections. He reasoned thatâs why they both took each otherâs touches in stride. âNot dangerous?â Bolin started, feigning offense before a smile started to tug on his lips. âIâm going to have to admit that being strong is definitely better than being dangerous.â He couldnât even play along for the sake of teasing, yet his mood never shifted. A small laugh left his lips just underneath his breath, so as not to disrupt their closeness. He didnât find Thaliaâs proclamation amusing. The laugh was more endearing than anything. He could hear the truth in her words. Anyone who threatened those close to Thalia definitely didnât stand a chance. He was sure that anyone who came across the pirateâs path would believe it. âOur family,â he corrected. From Bolinâs smile, it suggested that he was teasing. But he was completely genuine about the words. His mind trailed back to when Illyria aided him when he met Xiaoliâs aunt, how he told her he thought of the Dalmas as his family. However, saying it now, there was something different. An implication that Bolin wasnât quite sure of himself. âDonât think youâre getting rid of me that easily,â he teased softly, âYouâre stuck with me so long as the sun rises in the East.âÂ
xiaoli couldnât help but feel guilty. bolin had lived the same way she had for years, but he hadnât felt the need to wish for anything. her wish had been one of the only things that was different between them, but it didnât matter to her. to wish things were different was like trampling all over bolinâs kindness to her over the years, and she couldnât forgive herself for that, even if he could.
she felt the bed shift and knew bolin wasnât leaving anytime soon. even if he hadnât done that, she already knew. he wasnât the type to just leave her alone when something bad happened. his voice just made her cry again, sobbing silently into her pillow as he continued to speak, and she felt the need to show her face, even if she didnât want to. she owed him that much. and so she lifted the blankets off of her face and sat up, still holding her pillow. she couldnât look him in the eye, but it was a start.
Everytime Bolin spoke, Xiaoli usually had an answer for him. Heâd hear her pen scratching against her sketchbook and heâd read the familiar writing. That, along with her body language, was brought the two together. That allowed them to face the world together. He understood that heâd never know what it was like to have a voice and that writing his thoughts down could never amount to the same value as speaking. Maybe, thatâs what made it so sad for him. Xiaoliâs experiences would always be different from his.
Because she didnât respond, he had nothing to go on. So, he continued his thought process. âAs your brother, I canât tell you how to be a certain way. Thatâd go against how far weâve come as a family, how far weâve made it beyond our father. All I can do is show you things I learn in hopes itâll set you on the right path. All I can do is love you and BELIEVE in you, even if you canât find it in yourself to do those things. Youâre so much more than a girl with no voice, little sister. So much more and one day, I hope you see as I do.â
as soon as the dance had ended and the water walls ( something thalia herself wanted very much to learn how to do) Â had come down, she had done a cursory check on her siblings and bolin, before taking off to firmly assure xiaoli that that woman was a witch and she deserved what she got. the old hag had hurt her family, and as a general rule, doing so did not go over very well with thalia. on top of that, the hag had gone and interrupted thaliaâs dance. she believed wholeheartedly that the witch deserved far worse than whatever sentence she got.
but she put her cold anger to the back of her mind as she returned to bolin. she strode towards him, taking his face in between her hands and tilting his head back and forth to scan for any injuries. â i swear to you, bolin shan, that i will be quite put out if you are injured. â she said, masking just how angry she was about the whole ordeal. â so please tell me you are not grievously injured, cause i donât think auradon would like me when iâm put out. â she took a step back, looking him up and down. if bolin was injured in the ordeal, on top of xiaoli getting possessed and illyria having to get involved, then auradon would be dealing with a very unhappy goddess on their hands.
There was something about Thalia and Bolin couldnât quite put a name to what it was specifically. But, as he stood, trying to come to terms with everything that had happened, having her come up to him and inspect him for injuries was quite refreshing. One of his hands went up to hers and he gave the smallest hint of a smile. âIâm fine, Thalia. You know, Iâm sturdier than I look,â he murmured. The first part was genuine and true, however, it became more teasing the more he spoke. He tried to read her; understand what was going on through her head. His hand dropped as she stepped back but not as a signal to move away.
Instead, his hand reached out to her to gently place it on her hip, to bring her BACK to him. Bolin couldnât afford to deny how much time he enjoyed with Thalia. Then again, Bolin couldnât afford much of anything. âWell, for now, Auradon has all the reason to like you and I wouldnât want any reason for you to be put out,â he told her, the tease still there. It shifted a little, became a little more somber when he spoke next. â... I know you can take care of yourself. I know youâre probably more dangerous than I could ever be. But, would it be too much to ask if you donât worry me like that again? Give me a bit of a warning the next time you head up against an infamous sea witch.âÂ
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xiaoli would be lying if she said she hadnât expected her brother to come search for her. bolin wasnât about to just let her be alone after what had happened, though she didnât think she deserved the attention. she had hurt him. they were never supposed to fight each other, and sheâd hurt him. he should have just left her alone and never looked back, maybe never even spoken to her again.
when she heard his voice, she just curled into herself all the more, holding her pillow tighter. she may have cried in front of bolin before, but that didnât mean she wanted the situation to repeat.
The way that Xiaoli curled in on herself, a detectable movement once Bolin sought it out, disheartened him a little. However, he could understand it. This experience was unlike anything he could imagine of. He didnât know what itâd be like to be mind-controlled, to lose ownership of what should always be his. Sheâd close off from him especially because up until then, the two shared almost identical experiences. Bolin could only speak the entire time, while Xiaoli couldnât. Thatâs what set everything apart and made Xiaoliâs experience a little more-- just more.Â
He sighed, stepping to the bed. Inviting himself to sit at the foot of the bed, he reached out his hand and placed his weight on it. He used it to let her know he was there, and he wasnât budging. âIf you think youâre unworthy... dangerous... that you deserve to be alone... I can understand why,â he started, his voice heavy and melancholy, âBut even if you think that you are still my little sister. You are my family. The most important person to me that Iâll ever have. Nothing you can do will ever change that or how I feel about you.â