It Doesn’t Matter.

when the introverts willingly cuddle

Dear Diary,

How does it feel to be wanted? How does it feel to have someone on their side and who loves you inside out and kisses your scars and tells you they will never leave? How does it feel to have a person who feels like home? How does it feel to be loved? I don‘t know.

I know I‘m sensetive and get sad really easily. But if you choose to love me despite all this, I swear, even if I’m broken, I will give you my whole heart and all the love I have.

Thank you for proving to me no one can be trusted.

Have you ever tried to have a good time or just tried to distract yourself but then suddenly you feel the sadness in your chest coming back and every second it gets heavier and even if you try to hold it back but you never win. So you‘re just there feeling how you slowly get empty again. This makes me want to appreciate those little moment of happiness no matter how long they last because sadness is always ready to take it away.