do you ever say something so bitchy that you’re like damn i need to chill lol

the worst part about a failed suicide attempt is the aftermath. im home from the hospital and my parents are just so sad and quiet around me. they dont even want to talk because they think they’ll trigger me to do something again, i think. but when i was laying in that hospital bed i started thinking of all the things i wanted to do in my life that i almost robbed myself of doing. i want to travel and see twenty one pilots live. i want to go to new york. i want to get my degree in psychology so that i can help other people. i didn’t want to die, i wanted to start living. i think its that way with a lot of people. i can literally do anything i want to in life and not my parents nor anyone else can stop me from doing them. idk. im just so happy to be alive right now. im really thankful to be alive. 

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