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been thinking abt bringing back this thing i used to do where id send a bunch of mutuals handmade greeting cards for halloween. cuz some of y'all i owe overdue correspondence already (thinking of seymour songsfordustmites & my friend sam & some others) and the rest of y'all . im just feeling creative and sentimental abt (esp those whove helped me during crisis times) ...

halloween horror nights is an absolute must for my golden bday next year tho like it's non-negotiable im making it happen

it's so crazy but ive actually been reconsidering six flags for my bday cuz i feel like im giving myself a #consolationprize for not being able to do universal yet. it would actually be so much more fun to dress up spooky & teach on my bday and then spend the rest of the evening at the karaoke restaurant my new best friend works at or some shit

yessss the sump pump has shut up for now

i hope zee is ok i haven't seen them on in a while

im gonna be so serious ... excluding like, drag looks/deliberate costume-y looks from other ppl ... i think lucille ball is the only person who's ever looked good w overlined lips

so worn out still, slept in this morning & am prob gonna rest awhile longer b4 i start looking at lesson plans n the like

there's something so ... delightful? abt the way rasslin fans are loathe to call it 'fake' . guy in my iop who was tryna tell me that there's olympic wrestling gyms in town alongside the pro wrestling ones but he was like 'and there's -- i don't wanna say real but--' and i had to chime in like no no i get you you mean the actual non scripted shit ... the phlebotomist who was chatting abt my stone cold shirt and then apologetically said out the corner of her mouth 'and you know it's all fake but isn't it fun?' and i was like oh i know and yes i love it it's a stunt show