literally everyone fucking leaves me, it's gotten to a point where i dont even want friends because none of them like me or actually care. i hate it.

I just cried because someone said they care about me and they're so sweet and I'm crying again

I just wrote a massive, grammatically correct, vent paragraph and tumblr deleted it because it glitched, that's exactly what I fucking needed thx

Someone date me so I can take you on cute dates to the pretty field near my house and I'll make food so we can have a picnic and watch the sunset then stargaze n we can cuddle and enjoy each others company🥺🥺

im praying my hospital appointment in May is cancelled caus of the virus plsplspls this is the one thing i need to not happen

i can hear my dog scratching her ear in the dark in my room it scared me at first-

i can be your Ray of sunshine 👀 (i just thought of that) (i actually hate my name im tryna make it cute but i can't)

i miss the way you made me feel, i forgot everything while i spoke to you and i still do, it's just that i don't think you care about me the way i care for you. not anymore at least. i miss it, but i don't know if we could go back to what we were, or if we could restart? you probably don't want that, im probably a burden to you. but know that i meant everything i said, and i still do to this day.

oOpS my heart went FUCK

i love you but i don't know how to say it. do i love you romantically or just platonically?? we'll find out next episode ;)