oh, baby

Mastermind, prologue

Synopsis : The heroine stumbles upon one particular song and it makes her think.

Warnings : this is my first fic, English is not my first language and so far it seems like a mess. So, sorry in advance.

At first it might seem like an angst but it’s actually not.

It all started with a simple song. Can you imagine? 3 minutes and 11 seconds ago I was preparing for one of the most important nights in my entire life, drinking wine, listening to music and now here I am, sprawling on the bathroom floor, thinking if I’m going crazy or I’ve done it several years ago. “I laid the groundwork and then, just like clockwork. The dominoes cascaded in a line”. Could I? Did I? Could I really manipulate my way into the arms of one gorgeous, generous and loving man? Were the accidental meetings not so accidental actually? Did I subconsciously orchestrate that first conversation with his mother? Did I make her like me so she could my company to him? Was I even sincere when I told him that I hadn’t expected us to become more that just colleagues? Did he notice my scheming? Did he have any idea about it when proposing to a psycho? Am I even in love with him? What if I’m just obsessed with having so much power over him? Did I get…..on purpose?

- Cherie? We’ve running late, have you drown in that bathtub?