my tiny bit of gender dysphoria

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my tiny bit of gender dysphoria

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"Hello, my blood-thirsty friend."
attachment and gallavich
i've thought so much over the years about gallagher/gallavich attachment styles, someone like Debbie is so easy to pinpoint as reactive attachment, but gallavich changes so much through the years.
ian - anxious attachment - ian seeks closeness, but due to unpredictable parenting, he also shies away from closeness. he has this constant push-and-pull with monica, which just confuses him even more. and yet he desires a relationship but struggles with feeling lovable. it's not just due to bipolar disorder that he pushes mickey away, it's due to this unpredictable relationship with monica that causes him to hold people at arm's length. he's waiting for the inevitable rejection due to his constant rejection from his parents. he self-sabotages because of this instability.
mickey - avoidant attachment - of course, he has avoidant attachment as we see in s3 after being abused and neglected his whole life. how can you trust anyone when you can't trust your own caregiver? he never learns to express himself, he is independant, self-sufficient (because he has to be). he avoids closeness, classic early seasons mickey.
but this is the amazing thing about gallavich, which is that they have the power to change each other and they do!!! ian learns in this slow journey to be loved by others, and maybe it's not all mickey, it's also his family & (don't hate me) people he dates along the way. people want him! he is desirable! but maybe not truly lovable, until the moment in S9 when gallavich are reunited, i think it is this moment that makes him realize how much he is loved by someone, the holy fuck that comes out of his mouth is also saying wow, someone loves me this much they'd sacrifice themselves for me. he's not done his journey as we see in s10 but maybe he will always struggle with this, and that's okay because mickey will always remind him how lovable and amazing he is.
and mickey? what the fuck tho? he changes so wildly and i would argue his attachment style does too, to even dare i say an almost-secure attachment? he realizes he is lovable too, and not only is he lovable, but that he doesn't have to worry about being unlovable anymore, because he is so loved by ian and it is s7 that solidifies this for him. but the same applies for ian, too! he doesn't have to worry anymore, he realizes mickey is never going anywhere, because mickey has come back again and again and he doesn't leave or abandon - unlike monica.
they are just so everything to each other and i want to die for them, but mostly write a thesis about them
Moon Knight concept art literally goes crazyy
If you're sad, remember Felix Taylor calls his dad Arty (RT) instead of Dad.

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I present to you, Roger Taylor:
Known for the "hugeness" of his gong.
And an extra credit for the glorious Ben Hardy, playing Roger in Bohemian Rhapsody.
forget the fight scene, it is nothing to me, this is it, this 20 seconds is everything and forever to me
compilation of bonus promo footage from s2 & s3 of wwdits ;)
I was asked about good russian movies/tv shows and well, if anyone else is interested. It is not best to worst of course but rather from the first one i remembered to the last one.
1) Бесы/demons 2014. It's the only screen version of Dostoevsky i accept. The chemistry between two main actors is off the charts and they are really good.
2) Место встречи изменить нельзя. It's a detective and it's amazing. Sort of like Sherlock with the dynamics. It's like a tv series and i believe it is ten hours long and i watched all the episodes in one evening without turning away once, it's so engaging. The charisma of the cast also.
3) Tarkovsky. Anything really, he is the greatest director. I recently watched Ivan's childhood Иваново детство. It's about the war. And also there is Stalker.
4) Union of Salvation. Союз спасения. It is about the decembrists, our revolutionaries who advocated for the fall of absolutism and destruction of serfdom. It was made last year i believe. I loved it, it's decent.
5) If you are interested in history or tv shows about women there is Екатерина about Catherine ths great, it mostly covers her personal life but the actress is everything.
6) I can't believe i forgot it, it's such a classic. Ирония судьбы или с лёгким паром. A love story with great comedy and plot.
7) Москва слезам не верит. It's about a woman who wants to get to university in order to succeed in life.
8) Бриллиантовая рука. A comedy about thieves.
9) Служебный роман. Now that's a love story i respect. It's about a stone-hearted business lady and her awkward employee.
10) А зори здесь тихие. If you want to cry your eyes out.
11) Ученик 2016 is something else. It's about a young christian fanatic and it is, well, something else. It has a gay character who is like actually shown as gay and he is a good one.
1,4,5,11 are recent, everything else is soviet.
@klatchshy and basically anyone needing more context:
The “Watch the teeth” panel is from Marvel Comics Presents #5 from 2019. Basically the premise is Eddie is bored or sad or both and Venom can’t take it because his species basically eats emotions to live. Eddie asks what Venom wants to do about it and
“Eddie likes beautiful horrors, terror and desire intertwined. Eddie likes us.”
To Dudebros clutching onto the Straight-Goggles, this looks like a sick nightmare, with Eddie being a tormented lost soul used as a monster’s plaything and meal-ticket. They see this as Venom “overriding” and perverting Eddie’s “straight guy” mind until all that exists is Venom and Venom’s twisted will over him.
To people with correct opinions, this is a wet dream orgy. Yes, Venom has a very basic reason for doing this, (it is literally fucking to survive Eddie’s bout of depression) but the thing is Eddie is 100% into it. Everything shown is in Eddie’s head. He WANTS a Venom orgy.
This backs up my point in the other post that Symbiote sex can be both ambiguous and abstract but very VERY clear what is happening. Eddie Brock is canonically sexually aroused by Venom. Eddie wants teeth and tongue and those iconic white streak-like eyes. And he wants a LOT of it. And Venom eagerly obliges.

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My only 2 thoughts during Eddie and Venom’s “break up” in their apartment:
1) People who aren’t fucking don’t fight like this
2) Wow, Venom can pin Eddie to the ceiling? Damn, their sex must be insane
Gay gay homosexual gay moments in Venom:
Venom making Eddie breakfast and singing to him
Venom’s “attraction” to Anne clearly being masking for his feelings for Eddie
Veddie breakup arc
Venom literally having a coming out party where he gives a speech that’s a blatant allegory for having to be in the closet/hide your sexuality
Venom post-party wishing Eddie was there to see him give the speech even though he thought he wanted to be away from Eddie
Dan referring to Eddie and Venom as a couple
Eddie pointing out to Venom that they’re “a perfect match”
The church scene paralleling the church in the comics where Venom and Eddie consider themselves to have gotten “married”
Venom “getting over” Anne and realizing that Eddie is most important to him
Eddie choosing to go on the run with Venom rather than pursue a “normal life” like he said he wanted
Watching the sunset together scene
Venom telling Eddie he loves him
You want Venom to be rated r so he can graphically kill people on screen, I want Venom to be rated r so he and Eddie can fuck. We are not the same
I love mega yay
sorry it’ll be a little bit annoying if I post them at once

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I FORGOT TO POST ayy
[twt] hi mega here’s you :)
every mega involved videos/streams/clips
I came up an idea and I did it. so here's a list of videos/streams/clips Mega involved. and it works like this:
_keywords_
-media: link
ok? let start.
Channel _MegaPVP
Twitter @_MegaPVP_
_MegaPVP Dylan Darklordx89 1/9/20 Stream Skeppy A6d Zelkam BBH_
context:
[cant found on Twitch] Darklordx89, a.k.a. Harrison kept calling Skeppy on Skype, and half forced Skeppy to play survival with him. Skeppy thought his voice sounded like Mega’s and was suspicious that he is Mega. Skeppy left later. [minecraft lol] He got blue screen, saying Dylan(Harrison’s friend) hacked his PC lol. Mega’s on. Skeppy once again was suspicious that some person(Dylan) is Mega Mega’s breathing story got exposed. Skeppy went to play Fortnite. Blue screen. And again.
-stream went back(might become outdated):
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/533520973?filter=archives&sort=time
[minecraft lol]
(time stamp is based on Twitch stream)
00:03:02 Mega joined TS.
00:04:11 Mega joined the event.
00:06:34 They met.
00:08:31 Mega left the event.
00:09:21 Skeppy started to think Mega is Dylan
00:10:02 Mega was back to event
00:11:55 Darklord byed
00:12:45 Skeppy explaining to Mega what happened
00:13:27 Mega’s breathing story
00:17:06 Mega left the event again.
00:18:53 a6d byed. Mega byed, or Dylan.
the rest is Skeppy struggled to play Fortnite
-stream crashed for the third time(went back, might become outdated):
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/533531555?filter=archives&sort=time
[dont leave the stream or death]1/9/20
(time stamp is based on Twitch stream)
00:00:08 “if it happens one more time, im done- ” 00:00:09 It happened
-full stream(three stream edited in one):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9M3F1o3EkHA&t=71s
[Skeppy Twitch Live Stream - 1/9/20]
(time stamp is based on the video)
basically mega wandered around, talking in chat, being killed and banned by zelk&skep.
2:45:33 Mega slained by Zombie in survival server(Skeppy entered the server)
2:49:37 Mega banned by Skeppy
2:50:26 BBH’s bannings began(poor muffin)
3:01:59 MR SQUEEGY [I Killed BadBoyHalo's Fish... Again] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubhKayCSjUk&t=41s
-stream clip: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9M3F1o3EkHA&t=71s\
[Skeppy Is Suspicious That Mega pvp Is Darklord]
(time stamp is based on Twitch stream)
00:04:06 to 00:16:21
_MegaPVP switch places Staff Owner Dev Mod 12/17/18_
context:
Switched places with staffs for less than 24 hours, and got banned.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAXJsyRHkts
[I Switched Places With My Staff For 24 Hours…]
_MegaPVP Fake-demoting Zelkam Troll Skeppy 3/23/19_
context:
Skeppy fake demoted Mega. Mega and Zelk trolled him.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Z58PUqfw1o
[FAKE DEMOTING MY STAFF... (gone very wrong)]
_MegaPVP Skeppy april fools failed-to-troll 04/01/19_
context:
Skeppy had no video idea, so Mega came and helped him mid way :)
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R63bpnnS33Y&t=298s
[How My Admin Trolled Me on April Fools]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Zelkam VIP Staff 05/23/19_
context:
Mega just don’t care.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=abgR3giYp6k
[I forced my staff to treat players like VIP]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Staff Xray 07/13/19_
context:
Skeppy wasting Mega’s time by xraying.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gVTmuiiKqM
[USING XRAY TO TEST MY STAFF]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Resign 08/31/19_
context:
As Usual.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=862JF7qx-7E
[MY STAFF NEARLY RESIGNED AFTER THIS]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Pizza Griefing 09/07/19_
context:
Skeppy grieved his own pvp zone by turning it into pizza zone. Mega despised him.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KiWLLAsYsUw
[so I triggered my staff...]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Staff Zelkam Documentary 09/09/19_
context:
Skeppy tried to be serious, but his staffs won’t let him.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rOW3aptduNA
[DAY IN THE LIFE OF A MINECRAFT ADMIN]
_MegaPVP Skeppy 1v1 09/30/19_
context:
1v1 mega 1v1.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58JZi5W_E-M
[I ANNOYED MY STAFF BUT IT BACKFIRED]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Staff Zelkam Documentary 09/09/19_
context:
Skeppy tried to be serious, but his staffs won’t let him.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rOW3aptduNA
[DAY IN THE LIFE OF A MINECRAFT ADMIN]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Skywar 1v1 10/4/19_
context:
Mega and Skeppy being Mega and Skeppy, fight in Skywar and messing around.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTa0z9W3IPo
[DEMOTING MY ADMIN.mp4]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Tehneon Staff 10/11/19_
context:
Mega’s TTS LFMAO.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DMfsX33z5Ok
[FORTUNE 1,000,000 PICKAXE]
_MegaPVP Skeppy 10/13/19_
context:
Introducing MegaPVP to MegaPVP_Jr.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GgrTandg9N4
[Introducing MegaPVP to MegaPVP_Jr]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Owner Demoted 1v1 10/20/19_
context:
Mega became Owner, and I have no braincell.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dvLi85wX20&t=152s
[I just got demoted from my own Minecraft Server :(]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Bedwar 1v1 10/30/19_
context:
Skeppy wanted to play Bedwar duo, and Mega was the only one online. It started out in duo, but we all know it’ll ended up in 1v1.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IMh8fijyUk&t=37s
[SKEPPY VS MEGAPVP]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Server minutes secret weapon 11/03/19_
context:
Mega evolving to the secret weapon.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mlc3JwwX9Rk
[I created a cursed minecraft server...]
_MegaPVP Skeppy Zelkam Staff Meeting 11/11/19_
context:
Staff meeting.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wxTfH4t1Y98
[An Important Staff Meeting - To Find A New Staff Member]
_MegaPVP MegaCraft BBH Skeppy Server 15minutes A6d secret weapon 12/11/19_
context:
Mega is the secret weapon.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdq8h97Irmk
[I faked creating the 'best' server in 15 minutes…]
_MegaPVP Spifey Skeppy mega’s on laptop 12/29/19_
context:
Mega met Spifey and a meaningless but amusing contest.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhL-V9t_l_Q
[Spifey v MegaPVP]
_MegaPVP in thumbnail Skeppy Tinder Vurb Finn 02/21/20_
context:
Mega is only in thumbnail.
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7f_FM5k96EI
[TINDER IN MINECRAFT]
PvP Videos
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ij8Yqxg-00A
[1v1 - MegaPVP] 08/31/17
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVqXQRVYkN0
[So Skeppy logged onto Lunar...]03/20/19
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FgY5qgniuMc
[Team TewChaynz vs. Team Skeppy] 09/03/19
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JHFo5mPIQ_E
[So Skeppy logged onto Velt…]09/09/19
-video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tsW5wpET_yo
[Skeppy VS MegaPvP | GONE WRONG | NOT CLICKBAIT] 09/20/19
warning: loud music, shakey screen
updated on 02/24/20
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