[레오] 굿바이

please donate if you can, guys :-))))

I am 52, disabled, and a veteran of the United States Air Force; I spent the last 10 years of my wife’s life, the last 10 years of our 12 year marriage, taking care of her as she slowly died over the span of that decade. Our lives became a tight orbit around each other as things got worse. My wife died of complications of the cancer she had when she was 16, Hodgkin’s Lymphoma, leaving me with our two children (our third and oldest moved out of the house after his mother died). The treatment for Hodgkin’s destroyed her lungs and heart and when she died last March, at 2:30 in the morning of the 19th, she was only 42. My life has fallen apart financially since then and my physical condition has been terrible for the past 10 years. I have fibromyalgia, a bad back injury, carpal tunnel syndrome, neuropathy in my feet and lower legs, gout, and more; I can barely take care of myself. I am unable to work due to my physical conditions and the terrible depression that I am fighting against. When my wife died my income was cut in half but my bills never changed. Due to being dealt with in bad faith by my mortgage company I am going to be losing the house my wife lived and died in; I am unsure of my financial future- I am facing the possibility of everything from bankruptcy to losing everything I own.  I desperately need computer equipment (I only have a cheapie laptop my dead wife owned) and I am hoping, past that, to try and at least take the edge off the financial pain coming my way. 

Merry Christmas!!!! Im posting this now bc it’s christmas rn here so like merry christmas eve if ur somewhere else. Anyways this is kind of a duel ff for christmas and hitting 200 followers woowoooo

Just tysm for being here and putting up with my trash loving ass and making my dash incredible. And especially thank u to all u mutuals who tag me in things and talk to me about this garbage man i am v grateful for u all 💕

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