Hey, Iām David, I live in aĀ āLGBTā shelter, and theyāre threatening to kick me out.
As you might assume this post is a call for help! Moving on to the bad shit.
TheĀ āLGBTā is in quotes because really, itās just a gay shelter. Bi people? Might as well donāt exist. Lesbians, afaik, are harassed until they leave. And Iām the first trans guy here! And probably the last, or at least I really hope so. Because theyāre transphobic as all hell here. I donāt wish for any trans people to be housed by this shelter and live what Iāve lived.
And on top of that, I took the unlucky decision (/obvious sarcasm) to be disabled. I canāt work. Believe me, I tried. I had a job that was supposed to last 5 weeks. I could hardly last one week. But this shelter is constantly mocking me or even sometimes insulting me for being jobless. Because obviously, itās a choice! I have weekly breakdowns, I have to spend entire days in bed without coming out of my room, but I do it on purpose, you see. Or at least thatās what they claim.
Today, the man in charge of this shelter came to visit me and my roommates. He immediately scolded me for being in bed at 10am. I told him I got diagnosed with salmonella and bronchitis the day before and that I needed rest, that was literally what my doctor told me. He ignored it, and then proceeded to tellĀ āusā, while looking me straight in the eyes, thatĀ āthey get 3 demands (for housing) per day latelyā. And thatĀ āpeople who donāt respect the rules donāt deserve to be housed by themā. You know, while staring at me when there were 4 people in the room.
Theyāve been pushing me for two months now to leave. They keep giving me contacts for medical instances where I donāt belong, saying IĀ āwould live more comfortably in these placesā, because you know, these are places with shrimps and doctors and nurses around you 24/7 and you have no right. Not exactly mental wards, but almost. They force me to apply to these places, then yell at me when I donāt get accepted in.
A friend is suggesting to house me as soon as he can afford to buy a couch for his apartment. Whichā¦Is very speaking, in itself? My bank account currently shows a real pretty negative 150ā¬. I canāt go further than that, anyway. Iām not going to get paid again in⦠Three weeks? If the organism that pays me doesnāt fuck up again and actually pays what theyāre supposed to pay me, which they didnāt do this month.
My story is a pile of disasters that keeps adding up onto each other, but the bottom line is, Iām going to end up homeless again sooner or later. Should I mention that my parents kicked me out last year and I havenāt been in contact with them since? Thatās⦠Also a thing.
This entire post is a mess, Iām a mess, Iām panicking and I donāt know what to do. So, if you want to help maybe, well, my paypal is
And really, I need help. I donāt know how to word this any better except that Iām stuck in concrete shit.
If you can, boost this, share this, donate, I donāt know. Thanks for reading.