Life Happens

You need the opposition.

i have several questions for you. each one i dare not ask. not for fear of your response, rather for fear of lack thereof. your silence is a frustrating bore. the destruction of any possible romance- when i speak of romance i do not speak of holding hands and making love, but exchanging ideas and balancing perspectives. romance is growing out of difference. romance is finding out about yourself through an interaction with others whether this interaction is pleasant or unkind. romance is an adventure and adventures aren't always amusing and joyful. sometimes they are unexpected and frustrating. romance and adventure, no matter how frustrating, are never silent. 

L'Arithmetique by Stevin

My nerd brain is so distraught.

This is crazy, but I know I left you to be with your art.  You always put me first, and somehow that broke my heart. It's not my place to choose- My first love, and my only muse Sea green, see blue

My mind grows weak and all I can feel is you.  All I can see is you; Those eyes. That mouth. That tongue.  All framed beautifully by your chiseled jaw,  Perched atop the sturdiest stack of bones I’ve ever felt.  The intensity is difficult to suppress, but your power is not overwhelming. Your embrace gets tighter and I am closer to your body My eyes are closed, but my hands know each subtle curve of your body like its own. The more I feel the familiar smooth surface of your skin, the more I need you so close I can’t distinguish which is whose