When you go on knocking any and every door, mostly the wrong ones to validate the existence of a very primal feeling of love, if you go looking for it, chances are you will not find it or find it disturbingly inadequate, or find it weirdly misaligned with your beliefs, find it in juxtaposition with rivals like grief, anger and resentment, find it so lonely, you would want to leave it alone or find it horrifyingly misunderstood. But every time you go looking out for it, you will learn which doors are apprehensive of opening themselves ,which ones do not open even if you keep knocking, which ones are just not your colour, and which ones, you should absolutely avoid. You might not learn a lot about love, but you sure learn a lot about doors.
People are doors and love flows through them ( if they let it).
-Shivani













