welcome to my mind

Every moment you spend living you are being taught how to pass away

I'm beginning to want things to be Fucking simple again

Should we be more honest with each other about how we actually feel? Why are we lying to other people... And ourselves? When we aren't ok?

"You brought the flames and you put me through hell

I can't tell you how many times someone has checked up on me, and it's either a casual "how are you?" Or they show their concern, And I say I'm great and it's okay and there's nothing to worry about. But in reality I'm texting it all out with tear stained eyes because I had just been crying.

My life has turned completely upside-down in a matter of less than a month, and it's kinda scary how well I'm taking it.

"It feels like yesterday it was a year ago,

"Deep in the cell of my heart, I really want to go.

Being "smart" can mean many different things. It can mean they get good grades, they are all set for life because school says so. It can mean they make good decisions, they stay away from alcahol, drugs, etc. They stay healthy. They are prepared for a society that makes you sweep up their messes. It can mean they simply seem to understand peace, because self reflection is a hobby of theirs.

The only pain I want to feel is the pain of a tattoo needle.