personal blog

When you protect your peace so much that you end up alone eating in the Cafeteria at University or sitting alone in classes. I was thinking about taking a book with me in a Cafeteria to look like a mysterious girl but I can’t read when there are a lot of people around me :)

I am/was in a depressed phase and I can't say why. I mean I feel a little bit better now but I cannot say I feel good. Currently, it drains me to text/chat with others. I was thinking maybe it's because of the drama with someone I had months ago. I had no idea it would affect me this much. I'm also struggling with nightmares every night and I want this to stop. But i tried some things out to feel better like reranging my room, spending time with my cat, reading and watching tv shows. And the most depressing thing is, I‘m also on the exam phase. I thought maybe studying would make me feel distracted but i still do not feel good.

I‘m so in love with the book King of Pride 😍

I don’t need to set a timer anymore. My cat wakes me up :)

How to read 6 books in two weeks? hahahaha

I'm looking forward to the holidays. I still have to study, but I've been searching for a long time for some peace and quiet. I really need this after several stressful months

If someone is ending their friendship with me and expects me to crawl back to them, my reaction would be: 🖕🏻. When someone ends a friendship, I don't beg for their friendship again. I'm not someone who forces others to be friends with me. I don't care. But then, they start getting on your nerves with phone calls and messages. I can even imagine them ringing my doorbell. 🤦🏻‍♀️

Me when i remember that i have to work tomorrow 😭😭 Once. just ONCE I want to have free weekend