moved

Longing for something, someone - I'm not sure who or what. It's hard to want something and have no idea how to get it. You know it can be done, you've lived your life seeing others get it, with no effort at all. You ask them how - they answer 'be you' - 'be who you are' - but frankly, that has gotten me nowhere.

                                           I wanna know

                              Tell me how.                                 how I can be...      I just want to be ...                 lost...

                      to be known,

            to be accepted as me                            for who I am                                                     to be loved ...

               Ignorance. ~

Ignorance for what I really am behind my flesh. I want you to know me - I told myself I will be fine, if you hate me, just as long as you take the time to know me first. I want the enlightenment I've been deprived of ...

I wanna know what lies ahead for me...

           I'm tired.

              tired of seeing people come and go...                         tired.

           not even giving me                 -  a second glance.

                                                    I want you to look at me.

look at me..

                                              LOOK AT ME.

and tell me what you see... tell me I'm not just a lost boy wanting a home, a family. - tell me there's hope. - tell me you'll come back.

                                                        Promise me...