q | sh&3d

○ block don't report, this is my safe space. Last time my acc got banned I spiralled so hard I almost landed in the ER. Tyty ○

Hi, I'm q! Your friendly neighbourhood rat bastard, back bc I'm relapsing after my forced recovery.

Who am I? Someone, probably. Haven't figured it out yet, but here are some things about me:

Born in '05, I've been struggling with one 3d or another since I was 14, and I can remember having a d1sord3red mindset as far back as 8 yrs old

Swedish trans guy, he/they pls :)

Got my tism diagnosis back in 2021, so if I'm a little odd it's either that or the crippling depression (got that diagnosis in late 2019 and it's been here to stay :/)

Big fan of music. Genre's less important than vibes, if it scratches the right part of my brain I'm listening to it. If you have any recommendations, feel free to drop 'em. I'm always looking for new stuff

Anyway, yeah. Again, note that this is a vent acc. If you are not in a space where you can deal w that, please don't stick around; your mental well-being is 100x more important than some rando on the internet.

If you can and you wanna stick around, welcome :>

anyway strawberry sea and ice cream omad for 30°C weather (kms)

My ass did not take it well. Ngl I completely broke down, did not need that rn

I'm not dead btw, just going through it lol. If the medical problems weren't enough, I've been fighting to be able to keep attending the school I went to and lost. Found out last friday that yeah, no, I can't go there next semester. My income hinges on that, so I'm screwed rn. Hopefully I can get something else sorted (there are other things I can do but you never know) cause I am very much not well enough to hold down a job :/ I really don't wanna have to move back in with my mom (love her to death, but no).

I'm already hitting road blocks trying to get this done, naturally. Sweden, you really are the armpit of the nordics. Not that I have much of a choice but to power through ://