Hello beautiful online people! This is a safe space for buddies and people interested in interaction with me. Please be respectful and not rudely judgemental. DON'T ASK ME FOR DONATIONS! I'M DEADLY SERIOUS!
For those who stumble upon my account... Hello and how are ya? You can refer to me as Yume, Dreamy, Floof, Jora, JJ, Roving, Gryph or whatever nickname you wanna give me. I'm a genuinely curious individual who sometimes gets obsessed with stuff that I eventually want to get engaged with or media that I have no intention of trying out, but I'm very fascinated by it. I'm also just a silly, creative 19-year-old Canadian who's trying to get the most out of life.
My general pronouns are she/her, but I don't mind you referring to me as they/them and he/him. I'm gender-apathetic!
If you wanna know what my MBTI is, I consider myself to be a mix between INFJ-T and INFP.
Some of my hobbies include writing, listening to music, rarely reading books, poems, and manga, occasionally watching movies, TV shows or anime, and baking and drawing once in a blue moon. For those wondering what kind of art I do, I've primarily been doing a lot of digital art. However, I've been using traditional mediums (acrylic paint, markers, coloured pencils, and regular ol' pencils) for many years now. Before we move on with other stuff about me, some of my interests include psychology, sociology, criminology, law, biology, outer space, mythology, folklore, legends, religion, history, internet mysteries, and lost media.
I have mild anxiety and continue to struggle with the lingering effects of a language learning disability and several delays in receptive and expressive language development. I occasionally feel jealous and can become easily annoyed, which may lead me to snap and get angry with you whether intentionally or unintentionally.
Please note that most of my work isn't intended for minors. It's primarily aimed at older teenagers and adults. However, I understand that you may choose to engage with my content regardless. When I was a kid, I often explored adult stuff, so I can relate to that.
Please do not send me asks for donations
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In regards to asks...
For inquiries about my work overall or to send a brief message that won't spark much discussion, like a positive note, please send them here.
For starting a random conversation with me or sending personal questions and memes, please reach out to @floofgryph.
If you have questions about Metal Slug, please direct them to @thesilliestrovingalive.
For questions about POSTAL, please reach out to me at @regretnothingbabe.
For questions about the classic Tomb Raider games and Fighting Force duology, please reach out to me on @upforalittleheresy.
RP blog masterlist
I listen to a myriad of music artists including:
Set It Off
System Of A Down
Citizen Soldier
Finger Eleven
Get Scared
Avenged Sevenfold
Sick Puppies
Hoobastank
Breaking Benjamin
A Fall To Break
Evanescence
The Used
AURORA and so much more
I have watched a lot of anime and there are still some I need to get around to watching eventually. Some of these anime include:
Cat Soup
Ergo Proxy
FLCL
Perfect Blue
Tokyo Godfathers
Neon Genesis Evangelion
End of Evangelion
All Rebuild of Evangelion films
Kaiba
Haibane Renmei
Outlaw Star
Now and Then, Here and There
Serial Experiments Lain
Summer Wars
Belle
Angel's Egg
Most Studio Ghibli movies
Cowboy Bebop
Metropolis
Steamboy
The Tatami Galaxy
Mind Game
Maquia: When the Promised Flower Blooms
Mononoke and so much more
Non-anime movies and TV shows that I remember watching:
Breaking Bad franchise
Seven
American Psycho
American History X
Videodrome
A Clockwork Orange
Requiem for a Dream
The House That Jack Built
Tokyo Gore Police
Cannibal Holocaust
Coraline
ParaNorman
Mad God
Schindler's List
Final Space
Clone High
Cliffhanger
Del Toro's Pinocchio
Tetsuo film trilogy
Cube film trilogy
Possum
The Mask
The Wedding Singer
Labyrinth
The Dark Crystal
Lord of War
Midsommar
Hereditary
Scarface
Evil Dead
Martyrs
Donnie Darko
Falling Down
Fight Club
Dead Poets Society
What Dreams May Come
The Truman Show
Full Metal Jacket
Bullhead (also known as Rundskop)
Jacob's Ladder
Rosemary's Baby
Monty Python and the Holy Grail & Monty Python's Life of Brian
Silence of the Lambs
Popee the Performer
Mr. Stain on Junk Alley
The Fifth Element
Postal (2007)
The Devils (1971)
Funny Games (1997)
Rampage (2007)
The Art of Crying (2006)
A Serbian Film (2010)
Elephant (2003)
Possession (1981) and many more
Some manga and books that I have currently read are:
Homunculus
AKIRA
The Girl from the Other Side: Siúil, a Rún
Trigun and Trigun Maximum
Bibliomania
Heads
Goodbye, Eri
Look Back
Yogen no Nayuta
Eden: It’s An Endless World
Keyman: The Hand of Judgement
Shigahime
Rojica to Rakkasei
BLAME!
Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind
I Have No Mouth, and I Must Scream
Animal Farm
The Green Mile
Salem's Lot
Lord of the Flies
The Catcher in the Rye
To Kill a Mockingbird
The Complete Tales of H. P. Lovecraft and more
Rules:
I would like to stay anonymous for the most part, so don't pry me for certain information that I don't feel comfortable sharing. I'll only share bits and pieces of my life if I feel comfortable doing so.
Don't ask me for pictures of myself or I'll block you immediately!
Don't be rudely judgemental
Don't say discriminatory and sexually disgusting things
Don't threaten me
Don't tease me about who I am and how I act, even if it's a joke!
Don't spread accusations without any solid proof to me or I'll seriously demand you for it!
Don't spread hate about my friends or I'll tear you a new one!
Don't ask me for money/donations or I'll ignore you
Don't ask me to reblog something from you or I'll ignore you
Don't send me asks regarding real world crises or I'll ignore you
Don't send me reminders that I'm capable of remembering (e.g. a reminder to drink water)
Don't state the obvious or it'll annoy me, and I'll take it as offensive and react negatively. If I don't understand something, I'll simply ask.
Don't mention pre-existing fictional characters or other forms of media through the comments, reblogs, and inbox.
Don't tag me without my permission first! You're allowed to freely tag me in OC work, moodboards, important announcements, and moot/family stuff that doesn't involve a tag game and a prompt list. I don't like feeling pressured, which is stressful and discouraging for me. I also don't have the time, interest, and/or energy to participate in things like prompt lists.
Don't recommend me pieces of media I should watch and/or read because that gets under my skin really badly as I view it as a threat to my independence and freedom of choice. If you try to pressure me into a piece of media, I'll tell you off.
Please refrain from sending chain mail, even if you have good intentions. I no longer have the time, energy, and patience to engage in that kind of activity.
Please try not to send me things I'm not familiar with or that I don't like or care about as it disrupts my sense of comfort. My blogs are meant to be personal safe spaces for me, and I don't appreciate it when people send their drastically different interests in my DMs and/or inboxes without my consent.
Please don't come to me to rant about your romantic partner or crush unless there's a real issue you need help figuring out.
Please be clear and patient when you talk to me. I'm still struggling with the lingering effects of my language delay and speech impediment.
I appreciate support, but I would prefer not to receive suggestions on what to do when I'm in a good mood. Sometimes, those suggestions can unintentionally add pressure and make me feel frustrated. I’m aware of my healthy coping mechanisms and trust myself to choose what feels right in the moment. However, if you have something to share, I’m open to hearing it. I’m working on expressing myself without coming across as standoffish and becoming more willing to accept supportive suggestions.
If you want to provide constructive criticism, give me more than one thing to work off of because it'll give more of an opportunity to grow.
Do not interact with and follow me if you're one of the following (I'll add more if needed):
TERF
AI "artist"
Drug dealer
Porn blog
Sex bot
Child predator
Anti-LGBTQ+
Pro-eugenics
Racist
Sexist
Misogynist
Ageist
Ableist
Pro-Israel
Misandrist
Islamophobic
MAGA
Harasser
Internet troll
Supporters of terrible organisations like PETA
Someone who invalidates a person's pronouns, gender, and/or identity.
Someone who supports, participates, tolerates, and/or justifies any of the above.
Despite having a DNI, I randomly block people, especially if our vibes don’t fully match or you make me feel paranoid and/or miserable.
That's most of the stuff you need to know about me as of now. Anyways, as I mentioned in the description, I plan on using this blog as a way to share various ideas in regards to my personal writing projects. I'm open to listening to your ideas, sharing new ideas, and even constructive criticism! I hope you enjoy your stay here and I can't wait to share my ideas with y'all!
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You are so wonderful <3 I hope the rest of your week goes really super well!!!!
You're wonderful too! I sincerely apologise for not staying in touch with you. Socialisation isn't my strong suit, but I still care about you and everyone else I don't interact with as often.
Thank you for your kind words. I also hope the rest of your work goes beautifully smooth.
If you could choose a game to live in, what would it be?
Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.
Honestly, from the games I'm into, I wouldn't wanna live in any of their worlds. If I had to choose, it'd be either in POSTAL 2/POSTAL 4: No Regerts (without the threat of apocalypse) or in the classic Tomb Raider games, both of which feature quirky yet relatively realistic worlds. Both games have their own dangers and distinct mythos, but at least they’re much more manageable than something like, for example, Battletoads and Fear & Hunger 2: Termina.
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Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.
I don't play video games often because many don't captivate my interest. I lack the necessary resources to enjoy the ones I'm most interested in. However, I find a lot of comfort in Minecraft, specifically in its creative mode. I've also discovered genuine enjoyment in the classic Tomb Raider games.
I tend to find comfort in games that are both fun and frustrating in their own unique ways, including POSTAL: Brain Damaged and Fear & Hunger.
If you would like to send an RP starter, a question or something else for the following characters to answer and react to, please check out the blogs listed below:
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Hello! We briefly talked at one point and then lost mutual contact with each other and that's 100% allegory on my end. I don't know if you remember me, but anyways, just wanted to check in and see if you were doing alright!
That's all, have a good day! 💜
Holy shit... This ask made me remember you! It's fantastic to see that you're alive! To be honest, I completely forgot about you because I was quietly scrubbing some mutuals out of my life, and you ended up being part of that purge... I'm unable to recall why I did such a thing, so I deeply apologise for that.
I'm trying my best to not make my friend group so large as I've ended up distancing myself from a lot of my friends on Tumblr and Instagram. Socialisation is a major struggle for me, and it's mentally exhausting for me to stay in contact with others. At some point, I should actually attempt to get in touch with the people I haven't spoken to in a long time...
Anyways, a lot of stuff has happened in my life, such as RP shenanigans, college work, and finding myself in a polyamorous relationship. I've abandoned all of my creative writing projects in favour of a new format for character creation and worldbuilding. It's pretty secretive, but I've been using RP to share stuff about them. I'm currently working on some OC stuff for a fan project that ended up being its own distinct AU with religious and mythological elements. I'm cringe and I'm free!
As of now, I'm battling the remnants of a sudden sickness, but it's not the end of the world.
I sincerely hope you've been doing well. Again, I'm sorry for just abandoning you outta the blue.
I know this is incredibly random but hi it's me Yuki The reason I had to change accounts again was because I have been receiving lots of hate and harassment And it almost ended up with me hurting myself during a mental breakdown and I accidentally deleted my account during that
I appreciate the heads up! I sincerely hope you're doing much better now.
If you don’t mind me offering a suggestion, when you're receiving a lot of hate and harassment, there are options on Tumblr that allow you to shut down your account without deactivating it. These include turning off your askbox and limiting who can message you and comment on your posts. This helped me once when I faced harassment, and it did the trick. You can turn them back on whenever you feel comfortable and ready.
Just ignore the haters and continue doing what you love! Don't forget to take breaks from your account when things become too much.
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For now, I'm gonna abandon the projects I haven't worked on in a long time. I haven't felt particularly passionate and interested in them. Instead of deleting them, I'm keeping them available for the sake of internet history and to serve as inspiration for aspiring writers and artists.
I've taken a more relaxed approach to character creation, and it's the best decision I could've made! So far, I've been using roleplaying as a tool for development, but I've also been working on characters without it. I plan to repurpose and rework some of the characters already shared here and create RP blogs for them, such as BP!Corkscrew and Wysteria. While that won't happen right now, it's something I might pursue in the future.
Hitting you in the head with a baseball bat /aff /vio 🧿
Uh. Giving you a headpat?? /conf /plat
Sticky stick! One of nature's simple wonders! I love the outside world because IT'S AWESOME! *pokes Monty with my acoustic guitar that I can't even play*
YWEOCH! That's gonna leave a nasty bruise... *returns the violent affection with a crowbar smash to Otis' face*
Thanks for the head pat? Well, I can't say no to normal human affection. *gently reciprocates the action*
I got jumpscared when I received a notification about this, lmao. Anyways, I appreciate your thoughtfulness in sending me some questions from an ask game I overlooked and specifying them.
What's a colour I can't stand?
I'm an appreciator of all colours, but I'm not too keen on overly bright ones.
What's my most prized possession?
My collection of plushies!
Coffee or tea?
No straight coffee and tea! I prefer iced tea, but I don’t mind iced coffee either.
Favourite animal?
Why must you make me choose? There are too many cool animals that I absolutely adore! I’m especially fond of birds, canines, felines, and reptiles.
You're welcome and sorry for jump-scaring you I was just a little curious so I picked the most simple answers I'm so glad I didn't make you uncomfortable as well
Nah, it's all good. I've just been a lil' jumpy and paranoid lately, lol. I'm often accepting of random questions, especially ones that are sent to my RP blog that's linked in my intro post.
I got jumpscared when I received a notification about this, lmao. Anyways, I appreciate your thoughtfulness in sending me some questions from an ask game I overlooked and specifying them.
What's a colour I can't stand?
I'm an appreciator of all colours, but I'm not too keen on overly bright ones.
What's my most prized possession?
My collection of plushies!
Coffee or tea?
No straight coffee and tea! I prefer iced tea, but I don’t mind iced coffee either.
Favourite animal?
Why must you make me choose? There are too many cool animals that I absolutely adore! I’m especially fond of birds, canines, felines, and reptiles.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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Hiya there! I'm terribly sorry that Tumblr has been a son of a bitch to you lately... I dunno why they've been attacking you...
Anyways, I've been doing alrighty! Life has been lifeing, lmao. College and roleplaying has been eating up a good majority of my free time... I hope you're doing well!