She/Her Trans girl currently obsessed with RWBY. My Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/QueerQueenBee/works I'm an avid enjoyer of women kissing and doing gay things with each other. I like writing Ruby Rose and Nuts and Dolts microfics on here
All of my microfics should now be tagged as #my microfic
Just in case anyone wants to read them!
Also using "#a drop of honey" for stuff that I make in 3D (Using Koikatsu or SFM and maybe Blender if I actually decide to learn that) since apparently I'm doing that now too
I'm now also going to use "#sticky situations" for stuff involving rope bondage that I write or make in SFM
Since I think I will be posting about my longfic more, if you're interested, you can check out
#Back Home From Afar
Which is the name of my RWBY longfic
List of Things that I want to write in the future:
- Penny having sex with sleeping Ruby after drugging her (part of the NND smut series)
I've already written something for what the beginning should be
- Ruby having sex with Penny while her legs and/or arms are detached. Probably takes place after Penny gets artificial genetalia installed? (also part of the NND series)
- Maybe something before the previous ones where Ruby gets herself off by grinding against Penny's featureless smooth crotch and Penny is give her kisses and rubbing her head and back the whole time
- Rewriting this post about Ruby taking care of Yang with dialogue so that I can post it onto Ao3, too
- Yang and Ruby smut, either in Patch or in Mistral
- Enabler Somno, too, because I'm a sucker for somno
- Nuts and Dolts Timeloop fic
- Enabler Time Loop fic where Ruby watches Yang fall in love with Blake over and over again
- Pollination Time Loop similar to the last one
- Summer falling in love with Ruby after she time travels into the past (Summer, Raven, Ruby polycule?)
- Trans girl Ruby, probably including some romance in there. Maybe Coco and/or Velvet since it's rare to see Ruby with them. Also, Coco being a trans girl would be cool
- Fuck I also want to write something about Ruby being a goddess from the Ever After Reborn like this post I made a while ago
This list has gotten a lot longer than I thought it would
- Crescent Rose coming to life from Ascension and having a metal body like the Blacksmith (Unsure if I want her to be able to become a weapon again)
- Yang Collaring Ruby and having Thoughts about it
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how were so many of the things that were basic writing/plotting advice in Every Single craft book when I was a teenager just completely straight up wrong
the biggest and worst offender I think was plotting advice that encouraged me to build my plot around my characters "desires" or "goals"
protagonists were kind of forced into a flat dichotomy of 'active' (takes actions to further their own goals, thus driving the story) and 'passive' (is acted upon by events beyond their control, moving them through the plot) with 'active' being considered good and passive being considered bad
I think this framework is very locked within a certain cultural viewpoint... specifically of a 20th century western white male. For one thing it assumes a "protagonist" will have a certain level of agency, to have goals and pursue them, overcoming obstacles in the way. It is not very inclusive of characters that don't have much agency.
It also assumes that desire/want = orienting toward or pursuing.
As far as I am concerned, characters don't have goals. They CAN, but these goals aren't actually the functional gears of the plot, and are instead their conscious rationalizations of what's really running the show.
Rather, characters have instincts and drives. I don't like to say "desires" because desire suggests something that is explicit, a thing that the character can attribute their feelings to.
I realized when reading Shakespeare's Othello that interesting characters often can't be understood in terms of "goals" or "desires" because they don't understand what they want or why they want that and they constantly act in ways that are contradictory to what they want or think they want. What a character consciously thinks is a whole layer on top of their actual instincts and feelings, which are primal and buried in traumas and needs and other aspects of creaturehood, and often is a fiction to resolve contradictions and dissonance in the demands of the creature-self. some characters can reflect upon their own thought processes and some cannot.
real humans don't often act rationally to pursue goals, they just do stuff based upon a seethe of inner instinct and the reasons why are post-hoc rationalizations. i like writing characters that reflect this and exploring the ways they do and don't understand themselves, the fictions they use to understand what's going on in there
Love this post because it gets at something I've vaguely felt, which is that often the most interesting characters have some core inconsistency to them (sometimes entirely unexplained). That contradiction feels instinctively real, maybe because it's forcing you to either solve the contradictions yourself, putting more life into the character, or give up and acknowledge the unknowable aspects of other people's minds. (imo Hamlet is like this.)
Whereas a character with perfectly coherent motivations and traits is almost more like a stylization, excellent as a side character or for a particular narrative purpose but not as chewable.
I'm always being reminded of the Hugh MacLennan quote from The Watch that Ends the Night:
“But that night as I drove back from Montreal, I at least discovered this: that there is no simple explanation for anything important any of us do, and that the human tragedy, or the human irony, consists in the necessity of living with the consequences of actions performed under the pressure of compulsions so obscure we do not and cannot understand them.” (274)
And I think that's a really great point about storytelling as well, and tragedy, that characters are also stuck with the consequences of things they can't take back but never really understood. They've become the kind of person who does [action] and they have to contend with that.
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I explained the concept of "blorbo from my shows" to my 71 year old immigrant grandfather because I referenced it in passing and I thought nothing of it, until today when he said "I think I'll watch peaky blinders tonight and see my blorbo from my shows" referring, of course, to Cillian Murphy playing Tommy Shelby
English isn't his first language so he's not super in touch with modern slang, so I've been accidentally teaching him to talk like a tumblr user. His favorite thing to say lately is "me when I'm a little hater" when he's like talking shit about the neighbor's son
I explained the “x before gta6” meme to my immigrant father and he, in turn, explained to me how back in his day in Romania, they had the same type of joke, except instead of it being gta6, it was about the imminent death of a singer named Gică Petrescu, who everyone was continuously shocked by because he refused to die. Every time a momentous event happened people would say, in essence: “This happened and Gică Petrescu hasn’t even died yet?!?”
So. He understood the gta6 meme immediately because they apparently had the same thing in Romania when he was young, except way, way more morbid
literally my favorite kind of posts are ones that are like "i never see positivity posts for [group of people that society is built around catering toward]"
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"here's my original character, Man Who Sucks But Loves His Daughter Very Much" and it's a guy who worships at the altar of patriarchal violence and the woman he uses as an excuse and an effigy to absolve him
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Relax girl! Ain't nobody taking her from u (again)
got my hands on some RWBY models for SFM and figured I'd make some cute content of my favourite ship from that show (and p much the only thing I cared that much about within it lol)
issue: the kittens are still trying to learn words. gus knows his name and daisy knows hers, but they don’t seem to quite grasp that when I say “babies!” im referring to both of them.
hypothesis: “babies” is too similar to “daisy” and they’re getting confused
test: start saying “gamers” instead
Outcome: they’re understanding it and it’s hysterically funny