drawing some very gay stuff

Okay so I've been thinking about it (Jaune getting de-aged) really hard and I just...personally can't fathom feeling Good about being de-aged? Like I've been through some shit and had years spent in a state of churning in my own lonely static cocoon, and still if someone hit me with a de-aging laser that took my body back to a younger version of myself, I'd be....kinda fucked up about it? I'd be cursed with a state of physical discord for the rest of my life! I'd be overly vigilant about how I'm spending time- like I have a Second Chance, I better be spending my time in a better way that Last time! Which is not a good way to think of it anyway because you're not actually static, your brain is growing and developing, you're still having experiences?

I should draw something today what should I drawwww