Hello Stranger :)

Music really does help. I may or may not have been really close to doing some some, but I'm glad I decided to open up Spotify, sing along to some goodies, and just take a breather. Tanks. 🎶❤️ Now to continue life.

Okay guys, I'm feeling motivated and determined here. Next year I want to find a stable job, move out, and finally lose all my college + post college weight. I know I've said that before, but these last couple months I've really been noticing how big I've gotten and I hate it. So, I'm gonna be more proactive! Not just with losing weight, but also with finding a job and applying anywhere and everywhere so I can get my life together!!! It's about time!

I hate all this pressure. It's driving me crazy. Nothing I ever do is right. None of my choices are EVER praised or accepted. I feel like a total failure. I wish everything could just fall into place in my favor for once.

Get me out of here!!!!! Nothing I ever do for myself is ever good enough for you. I am so sick and tired of finally making decisions for myself for once, but then being shut down. It's my life!!!!!!!!