My Mind Palace ✨

It's that afternoon when we were sitting on the grass so green, feeling the breeze of winter, you asked me, if I compare you one to my books which one are you? I mentally scanned the books resting on my shelves in my room and I find it hard to choose one. Then I realized there's this one book I always bring with me, inside my bag, or sometimes, resting on the table beside my bed. I said, that book is you. You said, "Oh, I supposed you've already read me a million times?" I looked at you in the eyes and said, "Once." Your innocent face turned into a confused face as I answered your question. "You are like this book, I can't bear to open it again coz I'm afraid of the end. It's better to have it with me all the time to be sure it won't be gone. Always here. No endings."

Coz if one day I see you with someone else, I could walk over you smiling.

“Because once you found your worth, you’re not gonna look back anymore.”

And then one day, I woke up without tears in my eyes. I fixed my bed without wondering if you had a nice sleep. I ate my breakfast without thinking if you already had yours. I sipped my morning coffee without thinking what you're gonna wear today. I sprayed my perfume not remembering how your scent smells like. I rode the bus without wondering if you're just gonna walk alone going to somewhere. I scrolled over my phone and didn't look at your photos. I saw dogs outside not thinking that you love them. I hugged my self not remembering you had the warmest hug. I woke up one day not remembering you were mine. Once, you were mine. I woke up one day and my heart is not falling apart. I woke up one day... and for the first time, what's past is past.

Do not settle for someone who made you feel less.

You, me, the rest is history.

there’s no need to rush babe

I never knew I could love like this until I met you.

She ran as fast as she could and realized she's on his street specifically on his front door. She raised her shaking hand but before she can make a knock, the door opens. His eyes widened as he saw her soaking wet from the rain. But before he can speak, she started talking. "Can you just please block me on your Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram? Because I can't stop myself from searching for you and it hurts me so much. I can't help my self. Just block me in your life...." She started crying as she dropped herself on the floor. "Please."