How To Disappear Completely

Ugh I want my licence so I can take my friends to the best ever to go camping!! There will be no pressure of work or uni and we can just have fun, ye

I am having too many thoughts about my life to concentrate on uni work. I have to keep telling myself, oh ill do it after tuesday. 

So first off I forgot to put on my fucking alarm!! I woke up with 17 minutes to get ready, and some how I did it!?!? ( without putting on makeup) so I get to the bus stop 10mins early, yes I have time to put on makeup! But no, the fucking school bus sat in front of the stop for a good fucking while so when the bus actually came, I fucking missed it cos it went strait past, then had to wait another 13 mins for the next bus which is means ill definantly be late. So I ring up the doctors and tell them so and they ask me if my appointment is urgent, and I don't have a clue what to say because it's not like I've got cancer, I'm just in pain every day??? So they tell me I'll have to wait a bit cos it's fully booked, fair enough, but I just hope the rest of the day doesn't get ruined simply because I didn't set my alarm, by brain thought it was enough to just tell myself what time to get up. :( On the bright side I looked super sassy riding my bike in this outfit.

Listening to the strokes on the train, Thinking about how my dream last night may possibly become reality one day, and it makes me sad, and I kinda want to write a story about it, but I can't write so ill probably draw it.