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Working on a new Resident Evil fanfic for a couple ideas (and plot bunnies) I've had floating around for awhile... or, the utter lack of "Leon encountering people he knew pre-Raccoon City" style stories (and my enjoyment of the few that do exist) has conspired to make me write my own.
Have a preview of the beginning! (Mostly set-up, but it's also fun to explore a more 'day-to-day' side of things) ((I'm at like... 4k words already. The lack of fight scenes + character interactions = speedy I guess))
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Looking back, Leon blames the entire situation on his and Claireâs collective inability to cook.
It started with a visit to Leonâs apartment. The meet-up had been spur of the moment. Despite Leon technically being based out of D.C., and Claireâs frequent visits to the East Coast, their schedules rarely aligned. But after exchanging a few late night texts and realizing they were both free, Claire had summarily invited herself over.
Leon still isnât used to having visitors⌠but ever since the mess in New York and then Alcatraz a few years ago, Leon has been receiving guests more frequently. First is Claire, who occasionally crashes on his couch, at least until Leon bought a spare bed because she refused to take his. The next is Chris, who dropped by with a six-pack of non-alcoholic beer more than once, all to sit and talk and argue over movies. Then came Sherry, who also lives in D.C. Itâs surreal that Leon can now see her on a monthly basis, after a good decade of only knowing she was alive and nothing more. Leon has even gotten a visit from Jill Valentine, and despite them initially only being passing acquaintancesâmostly through Chris and their respective notoriety in the bioterrorism fieldâthey proceed to get along like a house on fire.
Hell, Leon even has a cat now. Or at least, a black and white stray tuxedo that routinely visits his balcony he started leaving food and water out for, and began letting inside when heâs home. Leon unofficially named it Oreo. Chris tells him he should just adopt the little bastard already. Claire tells him that the cat wears a suit better than he does. They are right on both accounts.
Suffice to say, Leonâs apartment has seen more visitors in the past year than in the entire preceding decade. He canât say he minds it much either. Heâs begun stocking his cabinets with more than just hard liquor in anticipation of someone dropping by. The apartment feels more lived in tooâspare clothes from Claire, a left behind jacket and some DVDs from Chris, and a few plants and photos from Sherry.Â
(When Leon argued he couldnât keep a plant alive, not with his schedule, Sherry had assured him these were indestructible. Leon promptly asked if he needed to worry about getting murdered by a mutant plant zombie. Sherry had just grinned. âRemember to water them, then.â)
It all led Leon to where he is now, standing in the middle of his meager kitchen with Claire at three in the morning, struggling to not burn noodles. While they technically could have bought something, neither of them feel like making themselves sick on whatever biohazard the 24-hour corner store claims is food.
âI swear I used to be better at this,â Leon mutters as he tries to scrape off the pasta stuck to the bottom of the pot. âMy Italian ancestors would be so disappointed.â
âGive me that,â Claire says, elbowing him away from the stove. She points to the cutting board, abandoned in the rush to save the spaghetti. âGet back to chopping.â
âYes, maâam,â Leon says and promptly returns to his Redfield-assigned task. One would think that Leonâs skill with knives would transfer to the kitchen, but apparently cutting throats is very different from cutting vegetables. Who knew?
After a couple hours, much swearing, and one destroyed smoke alarm later, Leon and Claire vanquish their enemy. Their reward? Slightly burned spaghetti with sauce. Claire exhales heavily as they stare at their grotesque creation. âSo⌠you think garlic or pepper goes well with charcoal?â
Leon snorts. âSo long as you donât season it with buckshot, I think weâre good.â
Claire pauses, slowly turning to stare at him. âWhy the hell would we do that?â
âMy cousins did it once.â Leon grimaces, shuddering at the memory. âIt was when I was⌠a teenager, I think?â He doesnât really remember how it happened, just the explosive aftermath. Suffice to say the grill hadnât survived, nor very many eyebrows. âIâm pretty sure someone called in a bomb squad because of it.â
Claire barks a laugh. âIâm pretty sure weâve used similar tactics to kill zombies,â she says as she takes her plate, sitting at Leonâs table. Leon is quick to join her, sliding into the chair across. She eyes him as she twists noodles around her fork. ââŚI didnât realize you had cousins.â
Leon shrugs. âMy adoptive parents had a⌠sizable extended family.â Claire hums, acknowledging and inviting in equal measure, but she doesnât probe further. Simply waits. Iâm listening, if you want. They donât talk about family much, none of them. Leon knows the Redfieldsâ parents died when they were young, that Chrisâonly 18âtook care of Claire afterward. In turn, the Redfields know Leon was orphaned when he was a kid.Â
Leon doesnât touch the memories of his life prior to Raccoon City very much anymore. They tend to be utterly overshadowed by that one night in the city. Still, Leon doesnât want to forget. And perhaps thatâs why he opens his mouth and continues, dredging up the old dusty memories.Â
âI had a few cousins,â Leon starts, staring idly into the distance. âThe extended family lived pretty close to each other so I saw them often. I think⌠I donât remember my cousins getting into trouble on purpose, but I do remember at least one mud fight.â He snorts. âI was afraid my parents would be mad, but instead they said something along the lines of âoh giant and scary mud monster have you seen Leon?ââ Leon shakes his head, a smile pulling at his lips. âIâm pretty sure I argued with them for a solid five minutes that I was Leon, not a mud monster, but they only conceded once Iâd hosed myself off.â
Claire snickers. âThatâs adorable,â she says, not even trying to hide her smile. âThey⌠sound like good people.â
âThey were,â Leon chuckles, but his smile slips, replaced by something heavier. He looks down at the plate of noodles, twisting them with his fork but not making a move to eat. âI havenât thought about them in years,â he admits quietly. Well⌠that isnât entirely true. Leon has thought of his parents, usually when he was covered in blood or stinking of alcohol, and how disappointed theyâd be.
âAre theyâŚ?â Claire trails off, and Leon shrugs.
âI donât know. I⌠hell, I havenât talked to them in decades. Not since the city.â
Claire starts and when Leon looks at her, her eyes are wide. âDo they even know you survived?â
âI think so,â Leon mutters. âI think I called their landline from a phone booth afterward? No one answered. I left a message, said⌠something, I forgot what, and then⌠wellâŚâ Leon scowls, stabbing his fork harder into his spaghetti. âAfter that, I figured itâd be safer to stay away.â
(Lemme know if you want to be @'d for the full thing! This might just be something I'm writing for myself and no-one else...)
@polarspaz woe, noodles be upon ye! Okay but seriously Noodle Leon is way too fun to me, I already love dragons and half of my various notebooks are full of noodle dragon doodles. And I also have no self control so tada~
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Frankly, the only reason Leon picks up the amulet is because of the Merchant. The man had already proven he was willing to pay well for any shiny baubles Leon found, which he occasionally came across while searching the villageâand now the castleâfor ammunition, herbs or whatever stupid puzzle piece he needed.Â
Speaking of stupid puzzle piecesâŚ
Leon pries the replica sword from the statueâs grasp, wrinkling his nose as he notices the long-dried blood staining its tip. Salazar really wanted to go for realism, huh?Â
âWhatâs that for?â Ashley asks behind him, and he turns to look at her, bloodied sword in hand.
Leon shrugs. âItâs just a replica. Only a couple uses for it.â Like to finish a wall mural with three other swords. Once the last sword is in place and the door clicks open, Leon glances around the little treasury, eyeing the various gems and trinkets. He considers for only a moment, then gives a mental shrug and starts stuffing some smaller items in his extra pockets.Â
ââŚWhat are you doing?â Ashley asks as he loots the place.Â
Leon nods his head toward the opulence around them, golden framed paintings and countless other signs of wealth. âI think heâs got enough, donât you?â Ashley blinks but then nods hesitantly, and Leon chuckles. âDonât worry, itâs not for me. The Merchant thatâs been around pays well for this stuff.âÂ
The blue jade pendant he snags is nothing special. Itâs just another shiny necklace Leon shoves in his pocket to barter with the Merchant later.
Once Leonâs filled his pockets, he and Ashley make their way back to the atrium where Salazar first showed his ugly face. The bodies of the zealots are conspicuously absent. Once back on the main floor, Leon looks around, assessing their route. Luis said to meet in the courtyard so if they keep heading straight through, they shouldâÂ
âUh, Leon?â
The mildly alarmed tone in Ashleyâs voice has Leon snapping his head around, grip tightening on his handgun. But thereâs no hostiles he can see, and instead Ashleyâs gaze is fixed on⌠him? Leon frowns at her, opening his mouth to ask whatâs wrong, but Ashley beats him to it.
âLeon, your bag, itâs glowing?!â
Leon blinks, confused and a little alarmed as he drops his gaze to his belt, half expecting to see a grenade or flashbang about to detonate. Instead, he sees a pale glow spilling from one of his bags. Frowning, Leon holsters his gun and digs a hand into the pouch in question, withdrawing it. One of the baubles he picked up earlier from the treasury, a small blue jade pendant, is flickering softly.Â
âWhatâŚ?â Leon mutters quietly. Some kind of chemical reaction? (He hopes, anyway. Otherwise, a blue glow probably means radiation, in which case Leon is fucked.) But before Leon can figure out whatâs wrong with the odd pendant, he realizes he has much bigger problems. That being, his hand. Â
Before his eyes, Leonâs fingernails blacken and harden, lengthening into something resembling talons. And from his now-clawed fingertips, something dark ripples over Leonâs skin, climbing his hands.
âFuckâ!â Leon chokes out. Heâs lost control of the muscles of his hand already, joints locked around the pendant. Shit, shit, shit! Fucking hell, Luisâ plaga is taking him over already?! Leon snaps his eyes up to Ashley, unable to contain the panic he knows is creeping into his voice. âAshley, RUN!â
The young woman stumbles back as Leon turns and races as far from her as he can while he can still control his limbs. He doesnât get very far, his legs buckling under him as something in his back snaps. Leon hisses, curling on his side as his blood burns. Thereâs a writhing along his spine, what can only be the plaga twisting along his vertebrae. Fuck, he canât let himself attack Ashley, he canâtâ
Leon tries to claw himself forward a little further, but instead of moving, his body slides out of place. Suddenly Leon is aware that there is more of him than there was a few moments ago. Something is worming its way from his lower back. Something is taking both sides of his spine and pulling, stretching him like taffy. Leon writhes, pain and alien sensation filling his brain, but distantly aware there is so much more of him.
There is something thrashing past his feet, his stomach is too far from his shoulders, his neck is twisted like a corkscrew.Â
When he slams his head against the stone floor, he feels the impact rattle through a face that is too long to be human. When his jaw splits open, unable to hold back an agonized cry, a thick tongue runs past razor sharp fangs.
Finally, it stops, leaving Leon panting on the floor, fear clogging his throat. Heâs all too aware of his alien body, far far too much of him sprawled over stone. Ashleyâs still here. Heâs a danger to her. He has to either take care of himself or get away or somethingâ
âLeon?â
Leon flinches at the sound of Ashleyâs voice, squeezing his eyes shut as he tries to shuffle away. âNnnno, ssssstay away, Assshhleyââ His warning is mixed with hisses and growls, his movements jerking and uncoordinated. Leon tries to shove himself backward, but there is too much between his limbs. He canât do much more than wriggle in place. Shit, shit, shitâ
Beneath his labored breathing, Leonâs aware that Ashley hasnât said anything more, and he canât hear her footsteps approaching. Good. But, he still needs to put more space between himself and her before he loses all lucidity.
Leon risks cracking an eye open. Heâs not sure what he expects to seeâperhaps grotesque twisted flesh, insectoid carapace, or even something millipede-esque considering how much spine he seems to have. What heâs definitely not expecting however, is scales. Blue scales, specifically, and thick blond fur.
And past that, Ashleyâs mildly frightened but mostly awedânot horrified, awedâexpression.Â
Leon blinks and tries to leverage himself onto his hands and knees. (Because if Ashleyâs not going to run, Leonâs just going to have to do it himself.) And while Leon can successfully control his limbs, heâs not sure whatâs going on⌠between them. Leon blinks as he watches the blue mass shift and cranes his neck up to try and see and oh shitâ
His head lurches upward, neck far far far too long. Suddenly, Leonâs⌠well, heâs not standing, thatâs for sure, but his head is at standing height. Leon swallows back a sudden wave of nausea and vertigo, blinking as he traces the serpentine blue and gold shape sprawled over the stone floor. It resembles a snake, with smooth blue dorsal scales, but the illusion is swiftly broken by the blonde fur that lines the spine all the way to the tail tip. Tracing it back up⌠Leonâs pants and belts are caught around one set of legs, his shirt around the other set, and then he traces the blue all the way back up until he canât look down any further.
Heâs⌠a giant snake. If a snake was nearly forty feet long, had a body the diameter of a human torso, a mane of hair running along its body, and legs.Â
âWhat the fuckââ Leon mutters quietly, and distantly notes: Oh hey! He can still talk. Small victories. With his head up like this, Leon can watch as he tries to move, only for his very very very long body to respond with all the grace of a wet, limp noodle.
âLeon, you okay?â
Leonâs head snaps over to look at Ashley, who is slowly approaching. Leon snarls, only to feel his lips feel back from too-long teeth and promptly flinch. Leon shakes his head, nausea climbing his throat as his neck sways side-to-side. âAshley, you need to get out of here, Iâm not sure how much longer Iâll stay sane.â
Instead of running, Ashley squints at him. Thereâs something sparkling in her eyes. âLeon⌠youâre a dragon.â
Leon blinks. âIâm a what.â
âDragon.â
Leon looks down at himself. ââŚI thought dragons were supposed to have wings?â
âEh, only some of them,â Ashley says, and Leon jumps slightly. Somehow sheâs managed to sneak right up to him. He cranes his head back to look down at her, and she grins. âNeed help?â
âYou should run,â Leon repeats.
Ashley shakes her head, eyes gleaming with excitement. âHeck no, I am not missing my one chance to experience a dragon.â Internally, Leon despairs, now becoming increasingly convinced his charge has the self preservation instincts of a lemming. Or at least, she does when faced with something âcoolâ.Â
âNow, letâs get you up.â Before Leon can protest otherwise, Ashley has latched her arms behind his head and starts pulling him forward. Leon can do little more than bear it, his neck stretching out as he follows her. Then, it gets to its limit and he has to push himself onto his hands, then his elongated back, then his feetâŚ
Finally, Leon stands on four shaky limbs, stretched out impossibly long across the atrium. Carefully, he curls in on himself, spine folding and curving over until heâs sat back on his new tailâfuck, he has a tailâand haunches. His back curves like an S, and then his neck completes its own curve.
Leon stares at his taloned hands and then beyond them to Ashley who, for a girl who has been kidnapped, is looking like Christmas came early. Leon groans, attempting to rub his face only to be reminded he now has a snout instead. Goddamnit. âAshley, Iâm literally a giant noodle, can you please stop looking so excited?â
âNo,â Ashley says. âNow, if the plaga is what turned you into a dragon, I take back what I said. I wanna be a dragon.â
Have some sketchy doodles... randomly decided to try and figure out Leon's spine in plague of carapace, because my brain likes to apply principals of real world biology to fictional things, and I wanted to see about messing him up more internally. (Lots of rambling under the cut)
TLDR I'm leaning toward an 'inverse' S curve for his spine instead of the standard human S curve... it would give the lower back an outward curve instead of inward curve, but also enable more outward flexibility for maximum cat-ness and easier quadrupedal motion. I looked at a few example skeletons -- cheetahs / cougars, utahraptors and other dromaeosauridae, kangaroos, and human spines of course -- and proceeded to mash them together.
Like, as the myriad of lower back problems that afflict humans, attest, our spines are a mess. We are very new to the game of bipedality compared to the other predominantly bipedal group of birds/theropods. Our S shaped spine allows us to stand vertically without a tail for balance (compared to older theropods and modern dromaeosauridae (birds) which are angled forward and have tails to balance). But the S shape also puts a lot of pressure on the vertebrae, particular those of the lower back / lumbar vertebrae. Like... a cheetah spine has a reverse S, its lower back/lumbar section curves more out and "up" than down and "in" like in humans. Anyways. Maybe the plaga have some remnant dinosaur DNA from previous parasitization they're using for inspiration.
Anyways. Leon probably has a slight reverse S curve in his spinal column, allowing for a bipedal stance. Also the "spinal processes" (aka the outward 'spikes' on the back of the vetebrae) are more prominent in the thoraxial (upper back) vertebrae. Also the muscles of his back plates probably attach to these. He's probably got more thoraxial + lumbar vertebrae than a standard human, so his torso is a bit "elongated" by comparison, not to mention the coccygeal vertebrae that form the tail. Also also the pelvis / hips are Weird and I don't entirely want to figure it out now but I'm thinking it's a mix between a human pelvis and a more dromaeosauridae / felidae pelvis that is partially open rather than a fully closed "bowl"... probably. maybe. Like I said. Ignoring it.
Also. The plates along his back and spine have muscle attachments at the base and can be raised or lowered. (Pictures up top was me trying to figure the maximum "flex extent.") Generally its just another method of communication -- can be used to make him look 'bigger' if feeling threatened, or might flare in/out if irritated. Also can be raised help to increase airflow to the 'skin' itself to cool him down.
@polarspaz some more Kos!Leon for you! Thanks for the inspiration and enjoy me indulging myself in writing vaguely-eldritch things and altered mental states.
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Leon doesnât know how long heâs been trapped in this nightmare. All he knows is to escape, to get home, he has to keep going. But his way home is not simply a path. Itâs a Hunt, and whatever has trapped him here wonât let him go until the Hunt has reached its end. Again and again the Messengers point him to the damned beach, to the staggering screaming thing Micolash called Kos.
Itâs ironic, that the worst monster Leon has faced here is also among the ones that appears most human.
The first time he faced it, he watched it crawl out from beneath a massive corpse, the pale mass washed ashore like a massive jellyfish. And then, Leon didnât get more than two steps before it was on him, hurling him across the sand and gravel, burying a weapon of hardened flesh in his gut.
He dies, choking on his own blood, Kosâ withered face staring back at him.
He dreams and he wakes and he tries again.
And again.
And again.
Arenât you tired of losing?
Leon is torn in two, his remaining moment of consciousness just enough to register heâs looking at his own internals before the world whites out..Â
His lungs fill with sand.Â
He drowns in his own blood.
His spine is crushed. Then his head.
Again.
And again.
And again.
We could ensure your victory. Your life. Your return.
Micolash called it Orphan. Maria spoke of how humans cut its Mother to pieces, cell by cell, all in search of power and knowledge. A familiar story. The Leon that he left behind in the waking world⌠he feels for the creature, for the Orphan, who exists as it does by no fault of its own. And yet, Leon hates it, he hates it as heâs hated nothing else before in his life.
Kos rends him down, bone by bone, vein by vein, and Leonâs blood soaks the sands as he dies.
Again.
And again.
And again.
We can help you escape, we can help you win.
Heâs tired. And even if he did want to end it all, he canât. Because he dies as he wakes. Again. And again. And again. The only way to end it is to end Kos. And so Leon dies and he wakes and he dies and he wakes and he dies and he wakes and he diesâ
How do you expect a mortal to kill a God?
Sometimes Leon survives a few minutes. Sometimes, a few seconds. On each return, there is no sign of how his body was torn apart. No sign of his blood that once stained the sands. Kos continues to scream and wail. Leon joins it. Their agony and fury and pain inextricable from each other.
Our oath will save you from this sorrowâŚÂ
Leon makes Kos bleed, liquid mercury pooling on his saw cleaver.
âŚthis cycleâŚ
Kos rips his heart from his chest, and drips liquid metal down his throat.
âŚthis pain.
He dies.
You need not be in pain.
Again.
And again.
And again.
Why do you suffer still?Â
He is more dead than alive. More dreaming than awake.Â
Bear the mark and you can be freeâ
Death counts its strikes. Leon has stopped counting deaths.
I want to go home.
So take our hand, take the knife, and carve it thus. And Leon draws his blade and pulls slender lines of red across his stomach. Five marks make a tally. One, two, three, four, and a last to cross them outâ
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Leon gasps as cold rushes into his veins, pools in his brain, thick as molten metal. Itâs cloying, calming, claustrophobic. It seeps into his skin, into his bones, a cold like the expanse of space. Something is wrong. Something is right.
He looks at his stomach, at the tally marks heâs crossed, branded into his skin and already whitened into a scar. But⌠no, not a scar, the color is leaching from his skin, skin that swiftly vanishes as Leonâs fingers fumble, no longer able to grip his tunic. Bile burns his throat and Leon chokes, horror sinking hooks in his bones, as he realizes his fingers are melting together, pulled and kneaded like dough into something inhuman.
What have I done?
Something thin tickles the nape of his neck and Leon raises the hand that isnât malformed to the back of his head. His fingers meet with thin tendrils, swiftly thickening and swelling. It is a touch he feels twofold. His brainstem is splitting, roots budding and spilling from his spine. Too much to be contained in one mind.Â
The vines pulled from his neckâthings he can feel, on which he can sense soft wind and a too-warm touchâwaver in the air, curling over his back and around his too-warm arm. No, no, GET IT OFFâ! Leon grabs one, too-warm fingers wrapping around a too-cold tentacle, as he tries to rip it from his neck.Â
P A I N
White hot agony shoots through his skull, a bullet straight through his cranium, but nothing so kind as to kill him. Lightning arcs between ten quadrillion neurons, countless eyes staring into the spaces between.Â
The cold is creeping further, filling him to overflowing. It shapes him, seeping into bone and blood, kneading his flesh until it is no more. Tentacles thicken and fan, tasting the unseen currents of power and potential that reside between atoms, that form along the threads of the mind. Itâs easy now, to taste those currents, to tug at those threads.
He can weave them, if he wishes, take those threads and form a tapestry.
The thing these mortals call magic, a tugging of the threads and a weaving of space.
Everything is becoming soft, subtle, a milling peace that wars with the blood in his veins. But he is not peace, he is a thudding heart and bared teeth and claws, a thing that staggers back to his feet. Or he was. Heâs not sure what he is⌠in this space that screams silently, a thousand trillion currents that demand he watch and listen and touch and singâ
There is too much of him now, his edges blurred between this thing that might be a body, and the vastness pressing in on his skin.Â
Time has no meaning, as he slowly bears the vast space attempting to suffocate him. (Suffocate. Breath. He breathes.) He exhales, a rush of air, lungs releasing. (Twitch. Touch. He moves.) He twitches, a motion that travels across his body. (Motion. Body. Self.) His mind is overfilling, no longer trapped in his skull. Tentacles waver in the air, floating on the currents. (Mind. Currents. Too much.) He pulls himself closer, trying to find his edges, his tendrils finding his own cool skin and its soft current-touch.
Better. Better. Less of him. Less of him out.
An eternity later, the space between is longer filling him top full, heâs found the pattern to its currents, to its ebbs and tides. He can find himself amidst the ocean, piecing his mind together thread by conscious thread.Â
He⌠he is he.Â
He isâŚ
Himself.
Something. Someone.
Lost⌠why is he lost, why is that familiar⌠what is he lost from?
Home.
He is lost from home. He needs to go home.
Home. Home isâŚ
Death. Blood. Bared teeth.
Warmth. Love. Friends.
Family.
Home is lost. He is lost. He is lâ⌠that. Thatâs familiar. He is lâ⌠he is LââŚ
Leon.
He is Leon.
Leon breathes. He feelsâhe seesâevery electric pulse ricocheting through his nerves. He feelsâhe seesâthe muscles of his diaphragm contract, molecules of air rushing through his trachea. He feelsâhe seesâhis blood move slowly through his veins, leisurely, thick and cloying.Â
He feelsâhe seesâthe tentacles wrapped around his neck shiver, a dozen filaments waving leisurely in the wind.
He feelsâhe seesâthe rune scarred into his abdomen, beneath woven fibers of hardened animal skin and dyed cotton canvas. He sees it, and he knows.
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The struggle of trying very hard to find a fanfic you once read, that you can remember the plot and even particular lines of, but you cannot, for the life of you, find the original.
The struggle of trying very hard to find a fanfic you once read, that you can remember the plot and even particular lines of, but you cannot, for the life of you, find the original.
Got pulled away from working on chapter 6/7/8 of plague of carapace to write something for @polarspaz's other Bloodborne Leon... specifically him returning to his world because unlike standard Beasty he doesn't have the privilege of looking human.
(Also I wrote this, about 1K words, in 1 hour. What the heck. Muse where is this sheer motivation and energy when it comes to my other stuff.)
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âAnything?â
âNothing. Thereâs no sign of him.â Chris scowls at Jillâs response, worry twisting in his guts. Itâs been two days since Leon vanished, his comm going dead mid-sentence, his tracker blinking out of existence. Theyâve scoured the facility top to bottom, but thereâs no sign of him, heâs not even among the dead.Â
Perhaps more unsettling is thereâs a clear divide where Leon had stepped off the map. Past a certain point, the piles of dismembered undead corpses and pools of blood courtesy of Leon and his vicious strikes stop. From thereon, the infected still stagger about. They know Leon was here, they can see he was here, but thereâs not even a whisper of his presence.Â
Chris, Jill and Claire have cleared the remaining infected, have scoured every inch of this blasted facility, looked for any sign of where Leon could have gone or who could have taken him. But thereâs nothing.
Chris exhales sharply. âRegroup in the main hall.â
His BSAA co-founder and sister send back acknowledgement and the comm clicks off. Chris twists his head to look at the blood splattered walls, grip tightening on his assault rifle. Objectively, he knows Leon has to be somewhereâthat he must have been hit with an EMP or a jammer, that either Leon stumbled into some deeper complex here or that someone took him. But the silence eats at his nerves.
Jill and Claire are at the rendezvous when Chris arrives, quietly conversing. When Sherry had told them that Leon went dark, and that the DSO couldnât act officially, not yet, Chris had already been grabbing his rifle and calling his squad. Jill and Claire followed the minute they heard. (The other Raccoon City survivors hadnât quite forgiven Leon for heading back to face the city alone and without their help.)
Chris opens his mouth to speak, but before he can, something gurgles to his left.
He whirls, their weapons all trained on the sound. But instead of an infected, as Chris was expecting, the blood soaked floor is bubbling. Blood that, just a moment prior, had been days old dried rusty stains, not the vibrant deep red that is frothing. And then, to compound the confusion, something claws its way out of the blood puddle a mere few inches deep.
The thing hauling itself from the blood is vaguely humanoid, but it definitely isnât human. Even from a distance Chris can see long, writhing tendrils wrapped around the body, which heaves itself out as if from a pool, instead of inch deep blood on concrete.
âWhat the hellâŚ?â Jill mutters, and Chris feels much the same.
They keep their weapons trained but donât shoot, not yet, as the thing finally falls against the floor. And⌠proceeds to just lie there, apparently exhausted from having defied physics.
Carefully, Chris advances forward, the aim of his muzzle never wavering. The BOW doesnât so much as stir. Now that heâs closer, he can see itâs dressed in clothes, but⌠nothing modern. Theyâre oddly archaic, a large coat pooling on the floor that does nothing to hide the tentacles wrapped around the creatureâs neck and coming out of its sleeve. Itâs covered in blood (not surprising considering it just crawled out of the stuff) but as Chris watches the blood seeps off its body, receding back into the floor almost as if alive. As the red retreats, the BOW is left looking bleached, hair and tentacles a milky white.
It still hasnât moved.
Chris nudges it with his boot and when he receives no reaction, uses his foot to fully push the BOW onto its back. When he does, his blood runs cold. While the BOWâs hair is still flopped over its face, it isnât covered entirely, exposing a jawline and face that is familiar, if deathly deathly pale.
 ââŚLeon?â Chris breathes, fear clutching his heart in vice. The BOW twitches, head tilting slightly in Chrisâ direction, though the eyes stay sealed shut.Â
â⌠ârissssâŚ?âÂ
The sound, his name, is barely a word at all. Itâs layered with an odd echo, an echo that rattles Chrisâ teeth and squeezes his eyeballs in their sockets, despite the voice behind it being barely audible. Thereâs a tingle along his spine, a twisting in his chest, a lingering sense of something otherworldly that makes his bones ache.
While years of protocol say otherwise, Chris kneels down beside his husband, fingers brushing the hair away from Leonâs face. Leon barely stirs as Chris pushes the hair back, hair that feels the same despite looking as though it's been bleached to hell and back. And⌠fuck, it is him. There is odd ribbing along one side of his face, like that of a fungus, and thin tendrils stretching from his brow. When Chris brushes a hand along his jaw, he can still feel stubble, unchanged from when he last saw the man.
âLeon?â Claireâs voice cracks around his name, and Leonâbecause God, itâs him, itâs himâhums, face tilting once again toward Claire. The soft hum resonants in Chrisâ bones, a hiss that makes the ground quake.
ââŚâairrrâŚeeeeâŚâ
The voice is that of a soothing melody, that of rippling waves and the wails of the damned.
âLeonâŚâ Chris says, his breath catching in his throat. He thumbs the ridges now sprouting from Leonâs jaw, soft beneath his hand. The vine-like tendrils around Leonâs neck lie limp, and there isnât even a flicker of movement beneath his eyelids. âCanâŚcan you open your eyes?â
He doesnât know why he asks. But itâs important, it feels important.
And somehow, Leon hears the call. His eyelids peel back, revealing sockets that are nothing but abyssal emptiness. An emptiness that, as Chris watches, slowly begins to stud with pinpricks of light, until it's like looking into the heart of a galaxy. Leonâs head lolls sideways into Chrisâ hand, one of his thin tendrils idly curling around Chrisâ fingers.
â⌠sssssafe⌠sorrrrrryâŚâ
Chrisâ fingers curl around the filaments, his hand pressing into Leonâs unnaturally pale skin, which tingles beneath his touch like it's been dosed with an electric current. Chrisâ eyes trail down Leonâs body, from the thick tentacles wrapped around Leonâs neck to the strange clothes heâs dressed in, which only seem stranger the more Chris looks.
âLeon⌠what happened to you?â
Itâs a question Chris doesnât think heâll be answering soon.
I am affectionally referring to the Island chapters of plague of carapace as "slapstick". *cue loud SLAP as Leon misjudges his height and slams his face into a wall*
So, I'm in the midst of working on chapter 6 of la plaga de caparazon / plague of carapace and I'm 6K words in (woo) but still a ways off from finishing, so have a WIP snippet to tide you over. Presenting, Leon getting to do stealth and featuring in a 'reverse horror movie' moment!
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Leon glances back at Luis and Ashley. âStay hidden, stay quiet,â he orders softly, nudging them behind some crates. âLeave this to me.â They nod, ducking into cover. Once Leonâs sure theyâre safeâor as safe as they can beâand out of sight, he exhales. Then, Leon slips into the shadows.
He skirts his way around the yard of concrete and metal, crouching as low as he can. Still, it's not enough to truly hide. (Heâs too tall, too big, too muchâ) And so, swallowing the instinctive revulsion, Leon lowers himself to all fours. Itâs barely been two hours since he last did this, scrambling about like an animal. The blood he spilled then is still cooling, still lodged in the crevices of his armor.Â
Carefully, the agent exhales, long and slow. Get a grip, Kennedy, he tells himself. Youâre not out of control. This is tactical. Youâve done this as a human, even if then you were on your knees. But Leon canât ignore how he falls into the stance far too naturally, how it comes as easily as moving on two legs. (A human body is not meant to bend this way, move this way, and yet he does.) He shoves the thought aside. In the field, you take every advantage youâre given.
Leon stalks low to the ground, slinking between shadows. They welcome him, the darkness an almost comforting embrace. This is Leonâs preferred way to do missions. Stealthy and quiet. A melee is messy, frantic, and a good way to alert every hostile in a quarter-mile to your presence. Not to mention, a good way to get killed. And when you do missions solo, as Leon often does, fights can easily become a game of numbers.
But this? This lets Leon fight on his terms. It saves ammunition, reduces attention, ensures Leon doesnât have to kill more than necessary.Â
Creeping through the shadows, Leon sets eyes on his first target. A mercenary a little ways from the rest in a careless blindspot. Leon keeps his Silver Ghost in its holster. He doesnât have a silencer, and a gunshot will alert everyone in earshot. So, by hand it is. Leon slips closer, closer⌠and strikes. The mercenary doesnât even know heâs there, not until Leonâs already snapped the manâs neck, sightless eyes twisted to stare back at him.
(Itâs much too easy. Itâs difficult to kill like this, and yet it's far far too easyâŚ)
Leon lowers the body to the ground, only to startle when the mercenary twitches. The dead body, or should-be-dead body lets out a gurgle, neck and head twitching and bulging in a way thatâs become all too familiar over the course of the night.
Shit.
Before the plaga can rip itself free, Leon drives his knife into the junction of the mercenaryâs neck and shoulder. With a twist of the blade he severs the spinal cord and plunges the knife into the mass of parasite beneath. Instantly, the body falls limp, puppet strings cut. Leon grimaces as he slips his knife back in its sheath and pulls the body into the shadows. So, Illuminadosâ hired mercenaries were infected too⌠figures.
Leon returns to his hunt, slipping around the spotlights. He kills a few more mercenaries lurking on the fringes, a hand over the mouth cutting off any attempted screams in the second before he slits their throat and spinal cord. Thereâs blood staining his claws again.Â
While the rain should mask the metallic stench of blood and iron, the shouts of the mercenaries as Leon stalks his next target make him worry otherwise.
âÂĄSangre, sangre, sangre!â they begin to chant, the sound echoing over the facility. Leon stills at the call of âbloodâ but thereâs no immediate descent on his position. Instead, he can hear them cackle, one mercenary proclaiming: âÂĄEstoy deseando darme un festĂn con su sangre!â Leon grimaces. Abruptly, he hopes that Ashleyâs understanding of Spanish isnât as good as his own or Luisâ. Heâd rather she not have to hear someone raving about âfeasting on their blood.â
But, satisfied he hasnât been found out, Leon continues his hunt. One by one he eliminates the mercenaries. He rips the men from their rooftop perches and pulls them into shadow, screams silenced with an armored hand before the blade of his tail slips cleanly through their ribs. It strikes Leon, as he bundles another corpse into the brush, that for once Leon is not the one being hunted by a monster.
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Congrats plague of carapace enjoyers, because I think the current chapter will most likely end up splitting. Again. Because I'm 5K words in and we haven't even entered the main island facility.
So I learned (via my Tumblr feed) that yesterday was "draw a terrible comic" day and while I'm a day late, I decided it sounded fun and a good art exercise.
So, have a very scribbly comic that is "Daily Life at Base" for Bug Leon! It's definitely not my best work but I don't care, I think the idea of what's going on is generally clear... *shrugs* maybe if I ever get the motivation I'll revisit it. (Format is inspired by 'hourlies / hourly comics' I've seen some artists do.)
@polarspaz Some more bug for your day! Hope you enjoy!
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Been reading "la plaga de caparazĂłn" by @quasar-crew (Kastaborous) on A03, and I couldn't stop thinking about poor Leon (SPOILERS) after his hysterical break in Chapter 4. How hard he disassociated when faced with his own reflection was gut-wrenching but I couldn't stop reading! I LOVE the story and I cannot wait to catch up on the reading.
That said- I HIGHLY recommend anyone interested to read the fic if they haven't yet, it's amazing!
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Credit to @polarspaz for creating this awesome AU, and @quasar-crew for such captivating writing!
The RENDERING on this!!! Holy shit the texture of the flesh and carapace, of his skin and hair?!?! The blood in his hair?!?! Also the way his shirt has stretched and pulled across his body- AND THEN THE BLOOD DRIPPING OFF HIS SHOULDER WHERE HE TRIED TO RIP HIS PLATES OFF-
The shattered pieces of the mirror in the background!!! The spikes on his shoulder carapace!!
Also I have to dedicate an entire paragraph to the mandibles!! I am actually currently trying to sketch a reference for mandible expressions and trying to do the angle + foreshortening on that is an absolute PAIN and you did it SO DAMN WELL!?!?! THE ANGLE ON THAT-- not to mention the way you show it joining the rest of the jaw!!!
I am going to be sitting staring at this in awe for a solid hour. Holy moly this is INCREDIBLE