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Hi, welcome!

I felt the need to consolidate my entries, so here are some of the tags to help you navigate through the mess that is my blog.

#journal, #thoughtdump :log dates for my everyday life

#brain :some literary entries

#friendsandfamily :pictures and memories of my family and friends

#rbnasks :some reblogs, tumblr asks and interactions

#3amthoughts, #thoughtson,and #random :my take on things

I hope you'll have an awesome time reading and reviewing some of my thoughts and kwento! :)

hey

gay friendships have always fascinated me on the account that I do not have any.

the majority of my friends are straight and i am having a hard time connecting with some of the gay people in my area. which isn't to say that they're horrible people, it's just that i don't know how to like the things that they like, and to groove to the music that they listen to, or go to the events that they go to. it's not that i like very specific things, or that i'm eccentric, i just can't find a common ground with them (except, maybe, for the fact that we all like guys). when i did try to befriend some, there's always a hint of flirtation from their end, which i did not reciprocate and appreciate, and i'd shut it down every single time.

hey

i finally bought a vape! it’s my first time owning one, so a friend recommended that i buy a disposable one para kung di ko raw magustuhan, at least, hindi long term.

i'm used to smoke but i stopped 5 years ago. now, it feels foreign na pag maghhits. also, di pala kailangang i-hits??? so, what even is the purpose? hindi ko nagets. mabango siya, though, at menthol yung flavor, lasang toothpaste.

hey

because i've been feeling under the weather last week, i couldn't go to the gym for a week and a half straight. out of nowhere, however, a guy at the gym messaged me just to ask me if i was okay kasi he hasn't seen me for a while daw.

i opted not to reply, but i've been seeing him for quite some time now. i know that we have a common friend, so i asked that friend about him, and apparently he's been asking about me since january daw.

hey

i saw a guy i matched with on tinder last last year at a local starbucks yesterday. we exchanged a few glances, but i didn’t approach him as we’ve never had a decent conversation before, just hellos and kumustahan.

later that evening, i received a friend request from him on facebook and a message saying, “hello, you’re cute pala in person”.

hey

hey

minsan ba, when you're doing or witnessing something profound, may internal soundtrack na nagpplay sa utak niyo?

kanina kasi, nagcommute ako papuntang work at pauwi. habang naglalakad ako papunta sa sakayan ng jeep from office, may mga nagj-jog kasama yung mga aso nila, tapos walang traffic, walang ingay, tapos pinkish 'yung sunset... nakakabighani.

sobrang simple lang, pero alam niyo 'yung intro sa Robbers by The 1975, biglang nagplay sa utak ko habang nag-aantay ako ng jeep.