CHAMPION. @quad4xel - Tumblr Blog

i'm made of plastic like a human doll, you push and pull me, i don't hurt at all. i talk in circles, 'cause my brain, it aches. you say 'i love you,' 𝐈 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄...

𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐃𝟒𝐗𝐄𝐋: ALEXEI NIKOLAEVICH IVANOV, a fandomless figure skater original character, featuring original vampire lore and inspiration from the genres of historical and psychological horror. established 23 / 04 / 25. by sans, 28. 21+ due to blog themes, would prefer 25+. PLEASE READ CARRD BEFORE FOLLOWING AND INTERACTING. A STUDY IN: the modern - day narcissus, the attention - starved, the unloved child, the black sheep, the child prodigy, destroying oneself for attention, the self - destructive perfectionist && the hunger for and price of fame. EXPLORING THEMES OF: manipulation, narcissism, self - obsession, pride, addiction, physical and emotional burnout, severe mental health issues, && other subjects. SHARING THE PODIUM WITH: milena, éveline, yuliya, sasha, astraia, chrissy, rachelle, mapplethorpe, lennon, shane, ethan, saskia, robby, serena, neri, and forrest CARRD. PROMO. PLAYLIST. PINTEREST BOARD. DRABBLES. PROMPTS. LORE. CANONS. OPENS. COMMISSION PRICING.

i look so hungry, but i look so good. tap on my vein, suck on my diamond blood. choke on the fame and hope it gets you high. sit in the front row, 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐄 !!

#˖ ✧ do not interact with this post » ( pinned. )

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality

Anya is LIVE right now

FREE

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

good night, ivanation !! i was gonna write some more, but i cannot get my brain to function. i'll be on tomorrow. love you all !! <3

#˖ ✧ sans is yapping again » ( ooc. )

it's absolutely insane how much different alexei looks now that The Season From Hell ( 2025 - 26 )™ is over. left is literally during the olympics, right is him taking a literal drunk selfie on the cruise ship like, 20 minutes ago.

#˖ ✧ so rip off my face in this photograph » ( visuals. )#˖ ✧ i'm the perfect celebrity » ( about. )#( you can tell alexei was NOT HAPPY during the olympics #all he wanted to do was win his fucking medals and LEAVE #he wanted the season to be OVER )

alexei sends you this meme no context wyd

#˖ ✧ who let sans out of his cage » ( shitpost. )

❝ there will be no fucking plus ones at the wedding. ❞ HE SAYS IT KNOWING HE'S GETTING VETOED. but his best friend just told him earth - shattering information about her love life and he refuses to let a werewolf be at his wedding.

#˖ ✧ you love to hate me » ( ic. )#( give him a minute #plus ones will be allowed alexei doesn't have a choice #how else is maid of honour serena gonna be allowed to have rabies and richie there )

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality

Anya is LIVE right now

FREE

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

my-name-is-life

#˖ ✧ my heart has lost all hope » ( musings. )#( and like 90% of these are just isu rule changes lmfao )

alexei never refers to himself with the word 'vampire.' it's always 'being what i am' or 'the kind of creature i am.' he doesn't feel like he's allowed to call himself a vampire, because the only ones left in the world are either hybrids or were turned, rather than born. alexei is the ONLY vael in the world, the rest were hunted to extinction long before the vampire hunters' association fell apart and disbanded in the 1980s.

but he was always told that being a vael made him an abomination, something that was never meant to exist, a monster, unworthy of living. if he ever divulged to any vampire that he was born rather than made, he'd learn quickly that he'd be hailed as a miracle, being the only vael left in existence out of billions of vampires that wander the earth. yet he never will, because he was brainwashed to believe otherwise, and can't even get himself to tell the people closest to him that he's a vampire. they have to say it themselves and let him confirm it.

#˖ ✧ i'm the perfect celebrity » ( about. )#( the only person he's ever said the words “i am a vampire” to are MILA AND MILA ALONE )

nailgore

Rachelle fixes the hood on Alexei's jacket and lets his hand trail up to the blonde's hair, twirling the strands around his finger. It's a minute before he speaks. "I think I need to rest," which is probably true. "but I think something will go wrong if I do."

quad4xel

HE PRACTICALLY LEANS INTO RACHELLE'S TOUCH, craving more of it despite it barely having started. ❝ i am being the exact same way. is always something in my brain that will be telling me 'if you are resting, the world will be forgetting about you, someone will steal all that you are having...' ❞ silence, as alexei's own hand reaches up to cradle his boyfriend's cheek. ❝ i think it is the nature of being what we are. ❞

#nailgore #˖ ✧ you love to hate me » ( ic. )#( oh they're so gentle rn )

kittyhelpsstuff

Send 🏳️‍🌈 + A muse to get a headcanon about a facet of their queer identity

Could be their orientation, gander identity, how involved they are in their community, if they're poly, or a lot of other things

#˖ ✧ this is the skin of a killer bella » ( meme. )

WHAT KIND OF HERB ARE YOU ??

BASIL. you wear a thousand masks and you claim them all. you say they are all you, all parts of you but some of them you picked up when you needed to be brave, some you picked up when you failed because you were yourself, some of them you picked up because you needed to be stronger for someone smaller, better for someone bigger, useful for someone crueler, and you can't help but desperately scramble for first place, for usefulness, to prove you're worth keeping around, to prove you're the best, to prove you're good enough, valuable enough. you just want someone to tell you you're enough. you strive for success, to be a role model, to take the lead, to be someone everyone loves, someone who can't fall, someone who can't be hurt the way you were once, the way you're running from even now. sometimes you just want someone to hold your hand and let you spill all your broken fragments outward but you know you could never let it go. the only thing holding you together some days is the image of perfection and success and security and the worst part is that everyone else needs you to never falter either because you so often are the one holding everyone together too. you can't help but wonder if your emotions are ever your own, if you are just an actor in a life that's not your own, if you were cursed to be a mannequin, a doll, from the moment you were born and placed into a life where you were a child meant to be seen, not heard, to perform, not live, and the jealousy the injustice or the pain is fueled into masks as you take the world by storm.

#˖ ✧ i'm the perfect celebrity » ( about. )#˖ ✧ i'm busy playing tetris » ( dash game. )#( reenactment of me reading this for the first time: okay that's good yeah alright that's good okay alright THAT'S ENOUGH SLICES!!!!!#I FUCKING HATE UQUIZ STOP CLOCKING HIM!!!!! )

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality

Anya is LIVE right now

FREE

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

nailgore

he's overwhelmed and irritated. he also just bought a hot tub for his house in jersey.

quad4xel

HE KNOWS BETTER THAN TO SAY ANYTHING. he'll just sit next to rachelle, keeping him company, scroll through his phone. even if all he wants to do is talk the other's ear off.

#nailgore #˖ ✧ you love to hate me » ( ic. )#( alexei when he has to be quiet: 🙂 )

rasskaz4ik

He may not understand all of that, but what he does understand is enough to noticeably perk him up. "Oh!" Cosmo's tail begins to wag. "Is month to celebrate love! Cosmo think that is great idea—why not be proud being in love? Cosmo love many people."

quad4xel

IT MAKES HIM LAUGH. why, alexei's not sure. perhaps he should've explained it a bit better. ❝ no no, is... is not just love. is how you are identifying. what you are calling yourself, what you are saying your gender is, who you are attracted to. is the time to be proud of who you are. loving is part of it, yes. is not just to celebrate loving others, but loving who you are. is this making any sense ?? ❞

#rasskaz4ik #˖ ✧ you love to hate me » ( ic. )#( the goodest boy!!!!#one of only two dogs alexei can stand to be around #alexei trying so hard to explain this to a dog is frying me )

is sans intimidating?

yeah

kinda

not really

nah bro ur like a kitten

sans button 🦇🩸

Remaining time: 13 hours 21 minutes

#˖ ✧ i'm busy playing tetris » ( dash game. )

rasskaz4ik

Wide-eyed, Cosmo looks up at him. "Pride month? Why everybody so proud what is happening? Cosmo would like to celebrate too!"

quad4xel

❝ it is just being proud of what you are identifying as. for me it is that i am attracted to more than one gender of person and that i am only falling in love with someone i am having an emotional connection to. believe me, маленький щенок, there are many of humans that are bringing their dogs to the pride. ❞ ALL SAID WITH A SHRUG.

#rasskaz4ik #˖ ✧ you love to hate me » ( ic. )#( alexei explaining the lgbtqa+ community to a dog was not on my bingo card but i'm here for it )

missingeyes

✭ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 // @quad4xel

‘ I’VE ACTUALLY BEEN HIDING THE WHOLE TIME ‘ a difficult prospect for a woman of her caliber, the champagne glass now warmed by her hands, nursed & hardly drank. Layers of sky blue hair held together with a plastic clip, cherries, all the rhinestones, glitter, the existence of LA light burning away the grime of the past. She still bowed out politely when the manors worth a fortune became overwhelming, a balcony, stairwell, somewhere to crouch & hide. An international rockstar who understood the nature of what it took to be the pretty bird on stage, on the late night television shows, seeking a moment to regain her splintered mind - inhale before exhaling.

2-D kept peering out the grand windows, looking at the plethora of sorbet colors painting the skies in pink, oranges, reds, blues, the soft sea that rolled without the usual roaring tides. “Beautiful view, yeah? Parties like this are just humble brags in my opinion” from the side of her silver boots, she moves her legs, holding a crystal bowl in her hands. Every assortment of bright tantalizing colors, the smell of artificial fruit, pearlescent eyes that sparkle as her gap tooth grin spreads.

“Bad champagne means you are within the right to steal the candy bowl, come sit, we can complain together about the host”

quad4xel

❝ i suppose i could be doing what one is calling hiding, as well. i am not liking all of the noise very much, is hurting my ears. ❞ SINCE HIS HEIGHTENED SENSES KICKED BACK INTO OVERDRIVE IN MARCH, the only loud noise alexei can truly stand anymore is music or applause. idle chatter's all just too much these days. there he stands, empty martini glass in hand ( cocktail onions still gently resting on their toothpick ), hidden away in a corner of the room no one's thought to check for the last three hours. it's all so... pompous to him. people flashing their wealth because they haven't had it that long. his parents did the same thing, despite having had all that money for three centuries.

SO WHEN SHE MENTIONS THE PARTY BEING A HUMBLE BRAG, the blond immediately nods, wholeheartedly agreeing. ❝ is like they are trying to be saying 'look at all the money i am having !!' less than humble, truly, but you are very much correct. ❞ he watches as she grabs the candy bowl, stifling a laugh, a smile forming across his own face. his glass is abandoned on the table, alexei plucking the toothpick out of it, sliding the cocktail onions off with his teeth before dropping the metal back in the glass before following the other.

❝ i would have been eating all of the candy in the bowl, as it is. i am having a very bad sweet tooth. is a miracle my teeth are still looking as nice as they are. ❞

#missingeyes #˖ ✧ you love to hate me » ( ic. )#( alexei loves crashing parties too!!!!#he hates that he was invited to what was clearly this boring ass one lmfao #thank you 2-d for making it interesting!!!! )

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality

Anya is LIVE right now

FREE

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

brothersebastianscompendium

Reblog if your muse is Bisexual

Other pride-flag bubbles for your muses: [LGTBQA+] [Ace] [Aro] [Panromantic/-sexual] [Grey-Asexual] [Demi-Asexual] [Gay] [Lesbian] [Transgender] [Intersex] [Agender] [Genderfluid] [Nonbinary]

#˖ ✧ i'm the perfect celebrity » ( about. )#( since he realised that he felt the same way looking at a boy that he did a girl iktr )

face card never declinessssssss

#˖ ✧ so rip off my face in this photograph » ( visuals. )#( boy fuck you and your long eyelashes and high cheekbones and perfect nose )

Trending Blogs

Last Seen Blogs

CHAMPION.