for the words i'll never tell anyone

i'm just waiting for the day i stop breathing

i want my favorite foods to be my favorite again. i don't know who i am anymore

google how do i start caring about things again

man. i don't care about anything anymore

i wonder if i'll ever amount to anything

i need new friends i think. aha.

why don't you understand that this hurts me. i want to feel like i exist. i don't want to be mocked. i want to feel cared for. i don't want to get yelled at when i'm expressing my feelings. is it so hard?

i should stop clinging to people who clearly don't care about me, but i'm scared. they're all that i know

i need to know it gets better. it's been ten years and everything is only getting worse

i don't know if i can forgive you even if i wanted to

why weren't you there for me. i would have dropped everything to be there for you

i loved too intensely, the way i wanted to be loved, and it was too much