Hi love. It looks like many of us are going through extremely dark times right now. God understands you feel tired. But even in times like these, hold onto Him. He is the only one who can carry you through the storm & give you rest. There is no peace or happiness outside of Him. If someone/ something suggests that there is, it is false. I know from personal experience. I’d like to share a post w/ you from someone, a true prophetess of the Lord, that I greatly respect. There are hard truths in there. I recommend praying & asking the Holy Spirit to help you read it & remove the scales from your eyes & heart so you can better understand Him & how he feels about His children LGBTQ+ or not❤️